Welcome Lisa Dermenof

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Please introduce yourself and mention your interest or experience with

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/Childhood Memory/:

Thank you for inviting me. I am a member of several groups as I love the

diversity.

It astounds me when I think back to my childhood and the things I did I

thought was

normal as a child. Many nights when I went to bed, typical of an 8 yr

old, to not want to

go to bed so early, find something to entertain myself with.

One experience I used to do was exercise my mind so

I would calm down and be able to fall asleep.

I have to ask myself, how would I as a child know how to activate the

Kundalini? Is it from a past life experience,

or is it what we are suppose to do as humans?

I loved games at night, but my favorite was when my back /tickled/. I

would lay on

my stomach and touch my lower back, then close my eyes and build up a

sensation that was

intense. The sensation would grab hold of my lower waist sending

tingling bursts up my spine. I thought

it would be fun to mentally send these sensations up my spine at will

until it would reach the base of my neck.

It would end up in a rocking/wave motion running up and down my spine,

surging an uproar of intensity around

my waist. The tickling would get unbearable and I would end up

scratching my back.. The beginning of my Kundalini experience maybe?

 

/Teenager/:

 

When I was 16, I was outside by the car in the driveway waiting for my

mom to return. We were at my

grandmothers house. As I stood leaning against the car, I had nothing

better to do other than stare into

the night sky and watch the beautiful clouds pass. I stared at one in

particular, it floated at its own pace and was

brighter than the others. Something unimaginable happened, the cloud I

was watching got bigger! It looked like

it was filling out. It was 3x its size in a matter of 15 seconds. I

couldn't believe it, I didn't know clouds did this.

The next thing I know, still staring at the cloud in awe, it charged me!

The damn cloud shot down at me and I

dove straight to the driveway head down. I looked up and everything was

fine. I was scared as hell and ran

inside the house, hiding. My mind was racing. To this day I have no idea

why or what happened. I was just a normal calm kid

until the projections started.

Unknown if days, weeks or months went by when I had my first lucid

dream. Without getting into the details about it, it scared me to half

to death!

I ran out of the room crying and telling my mother about it. The lucid

dreams continued everyday, they were all terrifying. My mother suggested

we to a sleep specialist, but that plan fell through. After months of

these lucid dreams, I got damn tired of the fear, anger and negativity

that drowned me. I made the decision to stop all fears. Fear was the

first and always the fastest emotion to surface in my mind when I

encountered the unknown. I made a conscious effort to suppress the fear

in my next lucid dream. I wasn't ready for what emotion I released other

than fear, but when I saw that stranger in my lucid dream, I made him

'nice, loving and........naked . I couldn't think of anything else.

Next thing I know....well...

that's another story ~/Enter shyness :-[ /. I was in love with lucid

dreams after that.

Not a week went by when I had my first OBE. I knew it was a stepping

stone for me. I needed to get over the fear that paralyzed me.

There too many experiences that has happened. But to this day I have

experienced future visions that came true. If you remember the L.A.

plane crash with UsAir back in 1991, I saw it all happen the night

before. I was also employed by them. Tell me about guilt on this one.

I've experienced what many say are different realms as well as the

Akashic records. If you want to read about the akashic experience I can

submit that story later (way too long)..

With all this being said, I don't discuss this with anyone except for a

select group of friends. I know to some it is unfortunitely a strange

paranormal subject.

I will be going to the Robert Bruce seminar June 17th. I am very excited

about this and I hope to add some images of that event to this group.

Sorry if this was too long. Thank you and good night.

Lisa

[Guest guest]

I feel Kundalini is a human imperative and skill that if society were to embrace

would bring about some very wonderful changes in our world. You were practicing

for the real deal. If you are able to duplicate your exercises Lisa you will

probably flow very quickly.

 

In regards to the cloud. Did you ever think that it was your consciousness

rushing up to the cloud and you were in a form of bi-location traveling towards

it and in a body simultaneously?

 

Astral sex. This can become common in the astral. The dream lovers- some are

good some are curious and some are in it for the consuming of your energy. Its a

big aquarium.

 

Practice your exercises and begin the process of balancing your emotions

Lisa. - thats my take -

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

I never thought of myself traveling to the cloud. That's an interesting

concept.

I will think about that idea.

I will try to duplicate the energy flow. I'll keep you updated

Lisa