Guest guest Posted June 15, 2006 Report Share Posted June 15, 2006 Thank you Alora for this - On " Kundalini Awakenings " and " Earth's Kundalini is Rising " by Cathy Cartisano * Wednesday, 14 June 2006, at 5:45 p.m. KUNDALINI AWAKENINGS from the " Kundalini Diaries " Written by: Cathy Cartisano Dear Friends, Isn't it interesting that those who have had Kundalini Awakenings, prior to the death experience, are often thought of as crazy, rather than more enlightened on the evolutionary path of humankind? There are many books out about this, where " symptoms " of the kundalini being awakened are listed, and they mimic some mental dis-orders. One author said that he estimates that approximately 30% of patients that have been institutionalized should rightfully be thought of as enlightened and honored, rather than ridiculed and hidden away. This has certainly been so for a very very long time. The life of one who is so in touch with their soul fabric, as many are, is indeed a lonely one. Being in service to others can often be a heartrendering experience. Countless hours I have cried feeling so alone, so misunderstood, so miserable, wondering why I was here on this rude planet. My love for my kids have kept me from taking my own life. I guarantee that there is no lightserver alive today who has not been in another's shoes before. It is a damn hard road to travel, it IS lonely...but you know what....would you REALLY want to go back to before you were awakened? Sometimes I have wished for that, to be honest....but that was before realizing that I AM here to serve the One, and thats it! We don't need to make other people happy, and do not ever do anything that will affect your integrity. YOU know who and what you are. If it bothers other people, and their opinions bother you, just don't talk about it TO THEM. " Do not cast your pearls before swine. " We have to do what we have to do to survive here. Not everyone is ready to hear what you have to say. I think you are ready now, where those who need to hear what you have to say will find YOU. Some of us are GREAT at getting in peoples' faces and making them blink really hard with a blank look that they have never even considered your point of view. This makes some people very defensive and angry...at the messenger! Some of us prefer to walk gently behind the machete bearing warriors with soothing voices and gentle ways. Whatever feels most honest for YOU. If you have felt like you " should " put your song out there in a somewhat shocking way, but then you are miserable when the recipients of your message get angry, just change your audience. Use discernment in who you sing to. We need you with us! We are of the Family of Light. I can also relate to the many souls presently here as humans who carry different aspects of the imprint of beings who have walked the earth " before " , who are also known by millions of people. Being asked to prove that which is not provable is just ignorance. " Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do " ....hmmm It seems that every lightserver I know lives a somewhat isolated life, even when they have family around who are loving towards them. I don't know why this is, and perhaps this has been just my own experience. But you are loved, and valued and believed HERE. You are a beautiful being and its OK to withdraw into your shell every now and then. I was in such a shell for several months, and just now coming back out. There is nobody that would fault you for wanting to just BE for a while. We don't need for you to prove anything HERE, just BE....BE STILL AND KNOW. In Joy, Cathy " Music in the soul can be heard by the universe " ~ Lao Tzu ~L~ " ...as above, so below " Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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