Sam and John R

[Guest guest]

On occasion I will invite individuals to work on a balancing. There is a very

clear resonance between John R and Sam. I would ask the two of you to be aware

of this quality in you both. Just an awareness. -

 

dallyup52 <dallyup52 wrote: Deb,

It's great to be your partner, too. I felt you last night very

clearly in the circle with Mike. We were holding hands and sending

energy out for healing. I will have your brother's retina in my

prayers and send him healing energies. I have been sending my

friend Terry energy. He has prostate cancer that has returned. He is

pretty scared but it is clear to me that he can heal if he so

desires (with devine help.) I just funnel the energy to him and he

gets to do with it what he wants.

I also do service most everyday. It is a regular part of my life.

When I grew up it was never a part of my training or life. Sorry I

missed out on this for so long. Gratitude is also a daily part of my

life and forgiveness is just so wonderful a way to shape the day I

can't believe it.

 

Blessings

Sam

 

, " Deb "

<Deb111222 wrote:

>

>

>

> Hey and others - I went out of town for my job

Thursday

> night (which is rare), so I did not have time to post.

>

> On forgiveness, most of my life I have been one of those

people

> who, instead of getting angry, I tend to get hurt, and turn the

blame

> towards myself. And if I did get angry, I would immediately feel

> regret and turn the blame onto myself even more for getting angry

in

> the first place (guilt?)

>

> But I am getting clear that setting boundaries is sometimes

> necessary if you want the hurtful behavior to stop altogether. We

> have to at least stand up for ourselves. One of my favorite ways

to

> do that now is the simple question, " What did you mean by that? "

I

> find it to be very effective.

>

> I did the 5 Tibetans twice and noticed that it really makes

me

> feel better. I am going to try to do this every morning, along

with

> prayers and practicing gratitude and forgiveness. And try to

> meditate every night. I sometimes do visualizations. And on

service

> to others - I feel like I am spending most of my day doing this.

It

> is my job, actually.

>

> On healing, right now I would like to heal my own emotional

> hurts and fears. But also, my brother recently had his retina

detach

> and has had several eye surgeries, and I wish for his sight to be

> restored.

>

> On feeling this emotional high like Stephen is doing - I

haven't

> gotten there yet. But I try to stay in a relatively good mood and

> lately, even this is making me uncomfortable because so many

people I

> know are living in such terrible living conditions right now that

> they are very angry and unhappy. They are like those people

Stephen

> was talking about who, you can just tell, are thinking, " What are

YOU

> so happy about? " And in their cramped living conditions with

> relatives in FEMA trailers and apartments and torn up houses, I

can

> understand where they are coming from. Being too happy around

them

> would almost seem rude, as strange as that may sound. Kind of

like

> laughing at a funeral.

>

> But, they will get back in their houses eventually, so it

won't

> last forever. My feeling is that a lot of good will come out of

> this. I look forward to the day when they are able to experience

> it. I will start visualizing that.

>

> Well, those are my thoughts for today! I think that Mike and

> Sam would make great partners in a triad. I hope they feel the

> same.

>

> Deb

>