Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 And yet I remember everything about you. You do know that I hang on your every word... Nikki - breathlessly awaiting Fraggle's reply , fraggle <EBbrewpunx@e...> wrote: > hey...sorry..a lot has happened since..when was that? 3 years ago? > egads.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 oh stop it! so..still not smoking???? earthstrm <nikkimack Oct 6, 2005 9:34 AM Re: NIKKI..veggie And yet I remember everything about you. You do know that I hang on your every word... Nikki - breathlessly awaiting Fraggle's reply , fraggle <EBbrewpunx@e...> wrote: > hey...sorry..a lot has happened since..when was that? 3 years ago? > egads.... To send an email to - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 *sigh* You would have to remember that wouldn't you. I have to say yes, but it is more like yes and no. When I quit that time it was for a good 6 months. But then a few things happened and back at it. That was right around the time I stopped chatting here and everywhere really. Off and on since then. I need DH to quit with me and I need to be stronger about it. But when the sh** starting flying back there it was (and still seems to be) my crutch. I use to be an alcoholic was I was younger. Not a drinker because I liked it but because I " needed " to. I still dirnk socially occasionally but know my limits and it is very rare I have more than a couple, but I always worry that I will allow drinking to become my crutch again. So I make the excuse up that it will be smoking instead. I am afraid of the patch and don't like being dependant on drugs. But I would try Zyban if my Dr. would let me but he won't. I done a few herbal remedies and chew on a lot of gum. So no, I failed that one, but I keep trying. Nikki , fraggle <EBbrewpunx@e...> wrote: > oh stop it! > > so..still not smoking???? > > > > earthstrm <nikkimack@m...> > Oct 6, 2005 9:34 AM > > Re: NIKKI..veggie > > And yet I remember everything about you. You do know that I hang on > your every word... > > > > Nikki - breathlessly awaiting Fraggle's reply Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 Hi Fraggle > oh stop it! > so..still not smoking???? It's OK... we fixed that flaw... it was only inherent in the very earliest prototype " evil twins " - a silly error in the wiring was causing a short. BB Peter Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 sorry miss nikki you can do it see... i remember some things holy crap..thats when i still worked at chaosium/wizard's attic my time flies but..seriously...eventually..you can do it... cheers fraggle earthstrm <nikkimack Oct 6, 2005 10:36 AM Re: NIKKI..veggie *sigh* You would have to remember that wouldn't you. I have to say yes, but it is more like yes and no. When I quit that time it was for a good 6 months. But then a few things happened and back at it. That was right around the time I stopped chatting here and everywhere really. Off and on since then. I need DH to quit with me and I need to be stronger about it. But when the sh** starting flying back there it was (and still seems to be) my crutch. I use to be an alcoholic was I was younger. Not a drinker because I liked it but because I " needed " to. I still dirnk socially occasionally but know my limits and it is very rare I have more than a couple, but I always worry that I will allow drinking to become my crutch again. So I make the excuse up that it will be smoking instead. I am afraid of the patch and don't like being dependant on drugs. But I would try Zyban if my Dr. would let me but he won't. I done a few herbal remedies and chew on a lot of gum. So no, I failed that one, but I keep trying. Nikki , fraggle <EBbrewpunx@e...> wrote: > oh stop it! > > so..still not smoking???? > > > > earthstrm <nikkimack@m...> > Oct 6, 2005 9:34 AM > > Re: NIKKI..veggie > > And yet I remember everything about you. You do know that I hang on > your every word... > > > > Nikki - breathlessly awaiting Fraggle's reply To send an email to - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 Hi Nikki Now I know why you don't put on weight :-) If it's any consolation, I used to smoke heavily (it got up to 60 a day in the end i.e. chain-smoking). I tried to give it up a few times but didn't manage it. Then my mum died of a brain tumour which came from the lung cancer she didn't know she had. The first any of us knew that she was ill was when she had like an epileptic fit on Christmas Eve. After tests they told us that she had two weeks to live! She actually lived six weeks and died a few days after her 50th birthday. She knew my daughter as a toddler, but never knew Peter, which makes me sad. It was then that I said I would give up smoking, and I did. I didn't want Laura to lose her mum at 50. That was in 1973 and I have never touched one since. Sometime, I expect, you will decide to stop smoking, and then you will be able to do it. BB Jo , " earthstrm " <nikkimack@m...> wrote: > *sigh* > > You would have to remember that wouldn't you. > > I have to say yes, but it is more like yes and no. > > When I quit that time it was for a good 6 months. But then a few > things happened and back at it. That was right around the time I > stopped chatting here and everywhere really. > > Off and on since then. > > I need DH to quit with me and I need to be stronger about it. But > when the sh** starting flying back there it was (and still seems to > be) my crutch. > > I use to be an alcoholic was I was younger. Not a drinker because I > liked it but because I " needed " to. I still dirnk socially > occasionally but know my limits and it is very rare I have more than > a couple, but I always worry that I will allow drinking to become my > crutch again. So I make the excuse up that it will be smoking > instead. > > I am afraid of the patch and don't like being dependant on drugs. > But I would try Zyban if my Dr. would let me but he won't. > > I done a few herbal remedies and chew on a lot of gum. > > > So no, I failed that one, but I keep trying. > > Nikki > > > , fraggle <EBbrewpunx@e...> wrote: > > oh stop it! > > > > so..still not smoking???? > > > > > > > > earthstrm <nikkimack@m...> > > Oct 6, 2005 9:34 AM > > > > Re: NIKKI..veggie > > > > And yet I remember everything about you. You do know that I hang > on > > your every word... > > > > > > > > Nikki - breathlessly awaiting Fraggle's reply Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 sorry to her about yer mum Jo (even if it was quite awhile ago) but..you smoked??! my entire image of you is shattered... heartwerk <jo.heartwork Oct 6, 2005 10:46 AM Re: NIKKI..veggie Hi Nikki Now I know why you don't put on weight :-) If it's any consolation, I used to smoke heavily (it got up to 60 a day in the end i.e. chain-smoking). I tried to give it up a few times but didn't manage it. Then my mum died of a brain tumour which came from the lung cancer she didn't know she had. The first any of us knew that she was ill was when she had like an epileptic fit on Christmas Eve. After tests they told us that she had two weeks to live! She actually lived six weeks and died a few days after her 50th birthday. She knew my daughter as a toddler, but never knew Peter, which makes me sad. It was then that I said I would give up smoking, and I did. I didn't want Laura to lose her mum at 50. That was in 1973 and I have never touched one since. Sometime, I expect, you will decide to stop smoking, and then you will be able to do it. BB RIGHT NOW in this new world order, RIGHT NOW no one is free RIGHT NOW Corporations own this world RIGHT NOW we are victems of thier greed Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 HI Fraggle I'm afraid I did smoke - because I was brought up in a smoking family I suppose - but it's been 32 years since I stopped now. I think I would be either dead or very unhealthy now if I had carried on. Jo - " fraggle " <EBbrewpunx Thursday, October 06, 2005 7:02 PM Re: Re: NIKKI..veggie > sorry to her about yer mum Jo > (even if it was quite awhile ago) > > but..you smoked??! > my entire image of you is shattered... > > > > heartwerk <jo.heartwork > Oct 6, 2005 10:46 AM > > Re: NIKKI..veggie > > Hi Nikki > > Now I know why you don't put on weight :-) > > If it's any consolation, I used to smoke heavily (it got up to 60 a > day in the end i.e. chain-smoking). I tried to give it up a few times > but didn't manage it. Then my mum died of a brain tumour which came > from the lung cancer she didn't know she had. The first any of us > knew that she was ill was when she had like an epileptic fit on > Christmas Eve. After tests they told us that she had two weeks to > live! She actually lived six weeks and died a few days after her > 50th birthday. She knew my daughter as a toddler, but never knew > Peter, which makes me sad. It was then that I said I would give up > smoking, and I did. I didn't want Laura to lose her mum at 50. That > was in 1973 and I have never touched one since. > > Sometime, I expect, you will decide to stop smoking, and then you will > be able to do it. > > BB > > RIGHT NOW > in this new world order, > RIGHT NOW > no one is free > RIGHT NOW > Corporations own this world > RIGHT NOW > we are victems of thier greed > > > > To send an email to - > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 Yep, I remember that place well! Thank you, I appreciate the support! And I appreciated the support the group gave me back then too! I will get there and at the very least, I smoke nowhere near now what I did back then. My friends make fun of it with me too (even the smokers), they ask how a Vegan and activist who is so against harming the earth and it's creatures can pump toxins into her own blood. They're right too! Nikki , fraggle <EBbrewpunx@e...> wrote: > sorry miss nikki > you can do it > > > see... i remember some things > > holy crap..thats when i still worked at chaosium/wizard's attic > > my time flies > > but..seriously...eventually..you can do it... > > cheers > fraggle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 Fraggle > holy crap..thats when i still worked at chaosium/wizard's attic Hey that reminds me pal, I know you got my pix because that's where I sent them, where's yours??? *stern look on face, hands on hips* By the way, have you talked to Ennui recently? I use to *see* her from time to time on the Freecycle Moderator board but haven't lately. Nikki Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 Hi Jo That could be a big part of it, but I do eat alot and a ton of carbs too, so it still amazes me. I think that is a very good reason to quit and you would think that I would be that smart too with all that's gone on here. But I know I will quit and I try to make sure that each day I smoke less than or at least not more than the day before. Thank you for your support and encouragement, it helps! BB Nikki , " heartwerk " <jo.heartwork@g...> wrote: > Hi Nikki > > Now I know why you don't put on weight :-) > > If it's any consolation, I used to smoke heavily (it got up to 60 a > day in the end i.e. chain-smoking). I tried to give it up a few times > but didn't manage it. Then my mum died of a brain tumour which came > from the lung cancer she didn't know she had. The first any of us > knew that she was ill was when she had like an epileptic fit on > Christmas Eve. After tests they told us that she had two weeks to > live! She actually lived six weeks and died a few days after her > 50th birthday. She knew my daughter as a toddler, but never knew > Peter, which makes me sad. It was then that I said I would give up > smoking, and I did. I didn't want Laura to lose her mum at 50. That > was in 1973 and I have never touched one since. > > Sometime, I expect, you will decide to stop smoking, and then you will > be able to do it. > > BB > Jo > > , " earthstrm " <nikkimack@m...> wrote: > > *sigh* > > > > You would have to remember that wouldn't you. > > > > I have to say yes, but it is more like yes and no. > > > > When I quit that time it was for a good 6 months. But then a few > > things happened and back at it. That was right around the time I > > stopped chatting here and everywhere really. > > > > Off and on since then. > > > > I need DH to quit with me and I need to be stronger about it. But > > when the sh** starting flying back there it was (and still seems to > > be) my crutch. > > > > I use to be an alcoholic was I was younger. Not a drinker because I > > liked it but because I " needed " to. I still dirnk socially > > occasionally but know my limits and it is very rare I have more than > > a couple, but I always worry that I will allow drinking to become my > > crutch again. So I make the excuse up that it will be smoking > > instead. > > > > I am afraid of the patch and don't like being dependant on drugs. > > But I would try Zyban if my Dr. would let me but he won't. > > > > I done a few herbal remedies and chew on a lot of gum. > > > > > > So no, I failed that one, but I keep trying. > > > > Nikki > > > > > > , fraggle <EBbrewpunx@e...> wrote: > > > oh stop it! > > > > > > so..still not smoking???? > > > > > > > > > > > > earthstrm <nikkimack@m...> > > > Oct 6, 2005 9:34 AM > > > > > > Re: NIKKI..veggie > > > > > > And yet I remember everything about you. You do know that I hang > > on > > > your every word... > > > > > > > > > > > > Nikki - breathlessly awaiting Fraggle's reply Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 i sent yer pix on to ennui like you asked me waay back when haven't talked to her in about 4-6 months.. she mentioned she was moving you want my pic..go join myspace earthstrm <nikkimack Oct 6, 2005 12:05 PM Re: NIKKI..veggie Fraggle > holy crap..thats when i still worked at chaosium/wizard's attic Hey that reminds me pal, I know you got my pix because that's where I sent them, where's yours??? *stern look on face, hands on hips* By the way, have you talked to Ennui recently? I use to *see* her from time to time on the Freecycle Moderator board but haven't lately. Nikki To send an email to - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2005 Report Share Posted October 6, 2005 Hi Nikki I was just remembering the very slim days of my youth. It's been about eleven years now since I was the right weight, and I had to diet like mad to be that. BB Jo , " earthstrm " <nikkimack@m...> wrote: > Hi Jo > > That could be a big part of it, but I do eat alot and a ton of carbs > too, so it still amazes me. > > I think that is a very good reason to quit and you would think that > I would be that smart too with all that's gone on here. > > But I know I will quit and I try to make sure that each day I smoke > less than or at least not more than the day before. > > Thank you for your support and encouragement, it helps! > > BB > Nikki > > , " heartwerk " <jo.heartwork@g...> > wrote: > > Hi Nikki > > > > Now I know why you don't put on weight :-) > > > > If it's any consolation, I used to smoke heavily (it got up to 60 a > > day in the end i.e. chain-smoking). I tried to give it up a few > times > > but didn't manage it. Then my mum died of a brain tumour which > came > > from the lung cancer she didn't know she had. The first any of us > > knew that she was ill was when she had like an epileptic fit on > > Christmas Eve. After tests they told us that she had two weeks to > > live! She actually lived six weeks and died a few days after her > > 50th birthday. She knew my daughter as a toddler, but never knew > > Peter, which makes me sad. It was then that I said I would give up > > smoking, and I did. I didn't want Laura to lose her mum at 50. > That > > was in 1973 and I have never touched one since. > > > > Sometime, I expect, you will decide to stop smoking, and then you > will > > be able to do it. > > > > BB > > Jo > > > > , " earthstrm " <nikkimack@m...> > wrote: > > > *sigh* > > > > > > You would have to remember that wouldn't you. > > > > > > I have to say yes, but it is more like yes and no. > > > > > > When I quit that time it was for a good 6 months. But then a few > > > things happened and back at it. That was right around the time I > > > stopped chatting here and everywhere really. > > > > > > Off and on since then. > > > > > > I need DH to quit with me and I need to be stronger about it. > But > > > when the sh** starting flying back there it was (and still seems > to > > > be) my crutch. > > > > > > I use to be an alcoholic was I was younger. Not a drinker > because I > > > liked it but because I " needed " to. I still dirnk socially > > > occasionally but know my limits and it is very rare I have more > than > > > a couple, but I always worry that I will allow drinking to > become my > > > crutch again. So I make the excuse up that it will be smoking > > > instead. > > > > > > I am afraid of the patch and don't like being dependant on > drugs. > > > But I would try Zyban if my Dr. would let me but he won't. > > > > > > I done a few herbal remedies and chew on a lot of gum. > > > > > > > > > So no, I failed that one, but I keep trying. > > > > > > Nikki > > > > > > > > > , fraggle <EBbrewpunx@e...> > wrote: > > > > oh stop it! > > > > > > > > so..still not smoking???? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > earthstrm <nikkimack@m...> > > > > Oct 6, 2005 9:34 AM > > > > > > > > Re: NIKKI..veggie > > > > > > > > And yet I remember everything about you. You do know that I > hang > > > on > > > > your every word... > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Nikki - breathlessly awaiting Fraggle's reply Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 7, 2005 Report Share Posted October 7, 2005 Oh garsh forget it. I can't join any more groups! Nikki , fraggle <EBbrewpunx@e...> wrote: > > i sent yer pix on to ennui like you asked me waay back when > haven't talked to her in about 4-6 months.. > she mentioned she was moving > > you want my pic..go join myspace > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 7, 2005 Report Share Posted October 7, 2005 its not a group per se its an addicting site where you have yer profile, and you can message folks and all that friendsters better younger brother alas..they just got bought out...we shall see wot happens earthstrm <nikkimack Oct 7, 2005 4:28 AM Re: NIKKI..veggie Oh garsh forget it. I can't join any more groups! Nikki , fraggle <EBbrewpunx@e...> wrote: > > i sent yer pix on to ennui like you asked me waay back when > haven't talked to her in about 4-6 months.. > she mentioned she was moving > > you want my pic..go join myspace > > To send an email to - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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