Rubic's Cube Mentality

[Guest guest]

Well, this is going to be tougher than I thought. My mind went

ballistic over a chocolate chip cookie I didn't try last night. I

thought I could just go back to my happy rawdom in a day, but no

way. I have a lot of processing to do before I can get back to where

I was mentally before my relapse. Back then I could easily not eat

anything that wasn't raw, now my mind is very much out of array.

 

Well, I can at least observe myself a little better like I've heard,

rather than going to drinking and everything, I can just wait until I

can get fully raw again. All I need is four or five days in a row,

with some good sleep and I'll be back to mentally strong about it.

How long could that take? Well, I've been playing with relapse for

almost a month now, but quite frankly, once I relapsed I felt like

going whole hog into it, I don't feel like going whole hog into it

anymore.

 

Still though, once I lose raw, anything's a possibility. There was

some free food at a discussion that I just ate. Once I go non-raw in

a day I'm susceptible and weak for anything. I don't really feel

like buying beer and smokes though, but there's a little reception at

5:30 that I'll probably have something at.

 

Well, hopefully I can get it back and keep it tomorrow. I keep

saying this and one way or another through my crazy psyche, it has to

come true, and I have to get it back strongly. Somehow I'll spin my

mind back into those coordinates. I think the mind is like a Rubic's

Cube. It's hard to say just what all the elements are that goes into

getting it back on track but the goal is still to make each side its

color.

 

I'd like a little spiritual help which I don't seem to get. Every

time I get raw, something gets thrown right in my face. The other

day I started out raw and somebody first thing in the morning in a

strange part of Philadelphia walks right up to me and offers me a

free nutrition bar. Like why do these things have to go this way?

 

The last time raw, about a month into it, lust was thrown in my face

but I withstood it that time, but it took a long time to overcome.

Why can't I just get a little time without being disturbed by the

world?

 

Oh well, maybe writing a little about it will help, I'll get it back,

if I just knew which my Rubic's Cube was going to spin in order to

set itself right...that would be nice.

[Guest guest]

Oh yeah, that place I mentioned in the first paragraph, well I wasn't

going to find the same chocolate cookie, as I was at a reception, but

I went to their cafeteria thinking they baked their own and I was

right. So I had a cookie that I think was similar to the one I

passed up, at least I think I'm over this particular cookie craving

for today at least, and probably for good.

 

It's amazing how resentment can drive me to eat what I don't want to

eat. And the obsession on some food item is phenomenally

overwhelmingly powerfully mindal driven energy that's unbelievably

strong. I'd have never guessed that the mind could be so whacked out

in such a way. Gives me some understanding as to how some

unfortunates are mindally obsessed in an uncontrollable manner in

some criminal way.

 

Once I eat something it usually doesn't bother me for a long time.

Well, I've been trying to get raw by eating everything that's not raw

for about 15 years now and there's no way you can cover even a small

percentage of new cooked creations, no matter how long you try eating

them all.

 

I said I passed up that cookie last night, actually I studied it,

smelled it, broke it up and threw in the trash without eating it.

I've done that before, hoping I could not eat something raw, has

anyone else done this?

 

Rich

 

rawfoodeaters , " Froggy " <seconaphim>

wrote:

> Well, this is going to be tougher than I thought. My mind went

> ballistic over a chocolate chip cookie I didn't try last night. I

> thought I could just go back to my happy rawdom in a day, but no

> way. I have a lot of processing to do before I can get back to

where

> I was mentally before my relapse. Back then I could easily not eat

> anything that wasn't raw, now my mind is very much out of array.

[Guest guest]

rawfood , " Froggy " <seconaphim> wrote:

 

> I'd like a little spiritual help which I don't seem to get. Every

> time I get raw, something gets thrown right in my face. The other

> day I started out raw and somebody first thing in the morning in a

> strange part of Philadelphia walks right up to me and offers me a

> free nutrition bar. Like why do these things have to go this way?

>

> The last time raw, about a month into it, lust was thrown in my face

> but I withstood it that time, but it took a long time to overcome.

> Why can't I just get a little time without being disturbed by the

> world?

>

> Oh well, maybe writing a little about it will help, I'll get it back,

> if I just knew which my Rubic's Cube was going to spin in order to

> set itself right...that would be nice.

 

 

Kay here;

 

" I'd like a little Spiritual help which I don't seem to get "

 

Learning about how you attract what you experience would be enlightened

by the following - AND are really interesting to watch/read..

If you are in " Relapse " mode take a book with you to the cafe or

whatever and read it with your whatever food..

 

'The Matrix' Series

'Equilibrium'

 

'The book of Secrets' - Deepak Chopra

'How To know God' - Deepak Chopra

'Conversations With God' - Neil Donald Walsh (highly recomended and

best if you can listen to on a tape/c.d version - listen when you get

into bed for a good nights sleep!)

 

'The Infinite Way' - Joel Goldsmith (Highly recomended)

'The Art of Spiritual Healing' - Joel Goldsmith (Read this one last if

you like the above)

Joel is deceased, but he's american so you can order his books. The

infinite Way has just been re-printed.

[Guest guest]

Hi Froggy, having been trying to go raw for only a few weeks I cannot answer

your's or anyone's detailed questions about raw food - however, spirituality and

'stuff' coming up when you go raw I DO know about. It happens anytime we stop

doing or ingesting whatever we use to stuff old feelings, issues and

limitations. And isn't it wonderful how the universe just responds to our own

inner energies???

 

Apparently you have used food to not feel for a long time. So when you eat

healthily for you, all those emotions come up. When that begins, some part of

you gets agitated,resentful and puts out that energy strongly. Then the

universe/god/your higher self (whatever you want to call it) responds by

bringing something into your awareness to stop the strongest emotions. Hence

being offered cooked food. Do you have any methods that work for you to get

centered or calm or handle these emotions that does not involve a substance that

hurts your body? If not, now would be a good time to find something.

 

 

 

 

 

Walking this path laughingly one step at a time,

 

I AM Silon

The Down to Earth Spiritual Healer and Intuitive

http://down2earthspirit.com

 

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[Guest guest]

I know I attract what I experience from my study of the Seth books

long ago and the idea that " you create your own reality. "

 

Thanks for the suggestions, but I'm not much into reading anymore.

 

But maybe, we'll see, if I get bored enough.

 

Rich

 

rawfood , " korangeli " <korangeli> wrote:

> Kay here;

>

> " I'd like a little Spiritual help which I don't seem to get "

>

> Learning about how you attract what you experience would be

enlightened

> by the following - AND are really interesting to watch/read..

> If you are in " Relapse " mode take a book with you to the cafe or

> whatever and read it with your whatever food..

>

> 'The Matrix' Series

> 'Equilibrium'

>

> 'The book of Secrets' - Deepak Chopra

> 'How To know God' - Deepak Chopra

> 'Conversations With God' - Neil Donald Walsh (highly recomended

and

> best if you can listen to on a tape/c.d version - listen when you

get

> into bed for a good nights sleep!)

>

> 'The Infinite Way' - Joel Goldsmith (Highly recomended)

> 'The Art of Spiritual Healing' - Joel Goldsmith (Read this one

last if

> you like the above)

> Joel is deceased, but he's american so you can order his books.

The

> infinite Way has just been re-printed.

[Guest guest]

emotions definitely come up eating raw, and food is used by most

people to not feel. i just don't like it more than others. i guess

you could say the the universe/god/my higher self is being kind and

offering me something to stop the aggravation, i didn't look at it

that way since they know I want to go through what i have to go

through to stay raw and if anything, they should be helping me with

that.

 

i meditate regularly, that's all i really need from a spiritual,

calming standpoint.

 

the computer's gonna shut me off, gotta go, thanks for commenting.

 

rich

 

rawfood , <down2earthspirit> wrote:

> Hi Froggy, having been trying to go raw for only a few weeks I

cannot answer your's or anyone's detailed questions about raw food -

however, spirituality and 'stuff' coming up when you go raw I DO

know about. It happens anytime we stop doing or ingesting whatever

we use to stuff old feelings, issues and limitations. And isn't it

wonderful how the universe just responds to our own inner energies???

>

> Apparently you have used food to not feel for a long time. So

when you eat healthily for you, all those emotions come up. When

that begins, some part of you gets agitated,resentful and puts out

that energy strongly. Then the universe/god/your higher self

(whatever you want to call it) responds by bringing something into

your awareness to stop the strongest emotions. Hence being offered

cooked food. Do you have any methods that work for you to get

centered or calm or handle these emotions that does not involve a

substance that hurts your body? If not, now would be a good time to

find something.

>

>

>

>

>

> Walking this path laughingly one step at a time,

>

> I AM Silon

> The Down to Earth Spiritual Healer and Intuitive

> http://down2earthspirit.com

>

> Sign up for monthly channeled articles and intuited information at

Down2earthspiritstuff

>

>

 

> Sports

> Rekindle the Rivalries. Sign up for Fantasy Football

>

>

[Guest guest]

rawfood , " Froggy " <seconaphim> wrote:

> emotions definitely come up eating raw, and food is used by most

> people to not feel. i just don't like it more than others. i

guess

> you could say the the universe/god/my higher self is being kind and

> offering me something to stop the aggravation, i didn't look at it

> that way since they know I want to go through what i have to go

> through to stay raw and if anything, they should be helping me with

> that.

>

> i meditate regularly, that's all i really need from a spiritual,

> calming standpoint.

>

> the computer's gonna shut me off, gotta go, thanks for commenting.

>

> rich

 

 

Kay here;

- Last one from me.

Don't mind if I'm blunt

From this end it sounds like you " have your head up your arse "

Your attitude closes every door that could be opened further.

You think you have it all figured out and that " they " " out

there " " should " help you..

You may re-incarnate many times in many forms before you learn,

unlearn and relearn what you want to know.

 

Meanwhile Your circumstances are perfect - There are no mistakes in

nature.

Maybe the computer is shutting you down to give you a message? - Stop

blabbing and listen

 

I wish you all the best - it's hard with your mind, I know xx

My bluntness I write with loving humour -

 

" Those who can laugh at themselves will never ceased to be amused "

 

Make sure you detach and have a joke with yourself if nothing else..

[Guest guest]

as usual i'm down to eight minutes on the computer, so here goes.

 

Be blunt, it doesn't bother me at all, i'm probably that way myself,

but especially when i'm on limited time to type, gotta just get to

the point because there just isn't enough time.

 

i don't know about the head up my arse comment, i've studied a ton

of new age material in my lifetime and i'm pretty familiar with the

path to spiritual growth, like i do believe in reincarnation for

example.

 

as long as i'm raw, my attitude and my life are great, everything

goes relatively smooth for me as far as people relations and events

and things, etc. i'm not looking for any help per se, i know how it

works, i'm also quite aware of the fact that i create my own reality

through my beliefs, that no one is a victim in any way, shape or

form. but sometimes there is help and it's good to have, you just

can't expect it is all.

 

this is my one and only incarnation on this planet, i hope.

 

there are no coincidences, so running out of time on here is

something i did to myself for some reason.

 

humor is good.

 

rawfood , " korangeli " <korangeli> wrote:

> Kay here;

> - Last one from me.

> Don't mind if I'm blunt

> From this end it sounds like you " have your head up your arse "

> Your attitude closes every door that could be opened further.

> You think you have it all figured out and that " they " " out

> there " " should " help you..

> You may re-incarnate many times in many forms before you learn,

> unlearn and relearn what you want to know.

>

> Meanwhile Your circumstances are perfect - There are no mistakes

in

> nature.

> Maybe the computer is shutting you down to give you a message? -

Stop

> blabbing and listen

>

> I wish you all the best - it's hard with your mind, I know xx

> My bluntness I write with loving humour -

>

> " Those who can laugh at themselves will never ceased to be amused "

>

> Make sure you detach and have a joke with yourself if nothing

else..