Why I feel fear? Part 3; The imposter.

[Guest guest]

The imposter

 

 

 

Disciple: I have re-examined the good in my life –as far as memory

can help me- I think that there are few moments and incidents in my life

that I did receive outside help but from a totally unexpected,

unthinkable and unimaginable direction. I do not exactly know why help

came. The situation and the circumstances changed all of a sudden for no

apparent reason to my benefit.

 

Master: What you designate as " unthinkable and for no apparent

reason " is the intervention of God on your behalf for reasons that

are beyond your comprehension at that time. The help came from beyond

you, in your life. The unexpected, unthinkable and unimaginable

happened, a miracle happened. Unfortunately, we think that miracles have

to break the ordinary laws of life and nature, you fly or you walk on

water. True, flying and walking on water are miracles, but not the only

miracles that God sends. If you re-examine your life objectively and

more closely you might conclude that you were very lucky to escape from

tight spots or to achieve certain objectives, but luck has nothing to do

with it. If you attribute it to luck, then you have to agree that life

is chaotic –which is not the case, especially if you do believe that

there is a Just and Wise God. You were always guarded and protected.

 

Disciple: What about others who suffered catastrophes in their lives,

were they also protected?

 

Master: They were protected, but they did not understand nor appreciated

that protection and thought it was due to their own cleverness,

resources and qualities. Therefore, they relied on these items, put

their faith, and trust in these them. They forgot the simple law of this

life experience that says: Relay on anything or trust anything and it

will betray you. This is a very common experience to each one of us,

which is very clear when you examine life experience.

 

Disciple: Are you trying to tell me that there is a guardian angel?

 

Master: Why are you so skeptical about angels? Men of old described

angels and the human mystical legacy is full of angels performing the

commands of God. Angels are the hidden mechanisms or laws that govern

man's life. The unforeseen mechanisms controlling our lives. I will

tell you even more; it is not a guardian angel but a God caring and

protecting your person, I call it the Personal God. The Personal God is

exclusively taking care of your life, as if assigned for you only not

for anyone else.

 

Disciple: What do you mean by a Personal God caring for me?

 

Master: From the moment you were born as a helpless infant and you had

been taken care of, otherwise you would have not survived your

childhood.

 

Disciple: My mother and father took care of me.

 

Master: As a helpless child, you have not yet categorized those taking

care of you as father or mother. Later on – when you came to

understand that you are a child an individual and a person in need of

care and support- you could recognize a mother and a father taking care

and supporting you. Your mother and your father were the first

manifestation and appearance of the Personal God in your life. I call it

" Personal " because you became a person and your mother and

father were the first manifestations and appearance to that Personal God

caring and guarding your person. A Personal God that did everything for

you -literally everything- starting from feeding you, changing you,

turning you in bed, helping you to sit up, stand up, walk and run. That

Personal God took care of you totally, even what you felt whether

comfort or discomfort, your Personal God recognized it and whenever

there was a discomfort, your Personal God relieved it. Later on in your

early childhood, that Personal God appeared and manifested in your life

as the rest of your family –who also were the means of taking care

of you. Further, on in your life you started to attribute things to

yourself and denied them to your Personal God. Now you could turn in bed

alone, so you attributed this to yourself, you could stand up, you could

walk, run and so forth, all your physical activities are now attributed

to yourself and denied them to your Personal God. Systematically, as you

grew older you extracted everything from your Personal God and

attributed it to yourself. Very few things in your life were left to the

Personal God, such as sleep –even that you could take a pill- and

things that were beyond your alleged abilities and these were very few

and were never recognized by you because they were taken for granted.

Can you wake up in the morning sound and safe? This is just an example

for things that you took for granted. That is why you could not

visualize clearly the intervention of God in your life. You had taken

everything and attributed it to yourself.

 

Disciple: Are you telling me that I stole everything from the Personal

God and I am a genuine imposter?

 

Master: Yes, this is exactly the case.

 

Disciple: Let me think about and then we will continue.

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Dear Mourad,

 

My comment: Very well written - an interesting clear dialogue - bringing

wise insights onto theological questions. A kind of Modern Guide For The

Perplexed. When you have enough for a book, I am sure you will find a

publisher.

 

Good luck,

 

Alan

 

--- mourad <mourad_shamel wrote:

 

>

> The imposter

>

>

>

> Disciple: I have re-examined the good in my life –as far as memory

> can help me- I think that there are few moments and incidents in my life

> that I did receive outside help but from a totally unexpected,

> unthinkable and unimaginable direction. I do not exactly know why help

> came. The situation and the circumstances changed all of a sudden for no

> apparent reason to my benefit.

>

> Master: What you designate as " unthinkable and for no apparent

> reason " is the intervention of God on your behalf for reasons that

> are beyond your comprehension at that time. The help came from beyond

> you, in your life. The unexpected, unthinkable and unimaginable

> happened, a miracle happened. Unfortunately, we think that miracles have

> to break the ordinary laws of life and nature, you fly or you walk on

> water. True, flying and walking on water are miracles, but not the only

> miracles that God sends. If you re-examine your life objectively and

> more closely you might conclude that you were very lucky to escape from

> tight spots or to achieve certain objectives, but luck has nothing to do

> with it. If you attribute it to luck, then you have to agree that life

> is chaotic –which is not the case, especially if you do believe that

> there is a Just and Wise God. You were always guarded and protected.

>

> Disciple: What about others who suffered catastrophes in their lives,

> were they also protected?

>

> Master: They were protected, but they did not understand nor appreciated

> that protection and thought it was due to their own cleverness,

> resources and qualities. Therefore, they relied on these items, put

> their faith, and trust in these them. They forgot the simple law of this

> life experience that says: Relay on anything or trust anything and it

> will betray you. This is a very common experience to each one of us,

> which is very clear when you examine life experience.

>

> Disciple: Are you trying to tell me that there is a guardian angel?

>

> Master: Why are you so skeptical about angels? Men of old described

> angels and the human mystical legacy is full of angels performing the

> commands of God. Angels are the hidden mechanisms or laws that govern

> man's life. The unforeseen mechanisms controlling our lives. I will

> tell you even more; it is not a guardian angel but a God caring and

> protecting your person, I call it the Personal God. The Personal God is

> exclusively taking care of your life, as if assigned for you only not

> for anyone else.

>

> Disciple: What do you mean by a Personal God caring for me?

>

> Master: From the moment you were born as a helpless infant and you had

> been taken care of, otherwise you would have not survived your

> childhood.

>

> Disciple: My mother and father took care of me.

>

> Master: As a helpless child, you have not yet categorized those taking

> care of you as father or mother. Later on – when you came to

> understand that you are a child an individual and a person in need of

> care and support- you could recognize a mother and a father taking care

> and supporting you. Your mother and your father were the first

> manifestation and appearance of the Personal God in your life. I call it

> " Personal " because you became a person and your mother and

> father were the first manifestations and appearance to that Personal God

> caring and guarding your person. A Personal God that did everything for

> you -literally everything- starting from feeding you, changing you,

> turning you in bed, helping you to sit up, stand up, walk and run. That

> Personal God took care of you totally, even what you felt whether

> comfort or discomfort, your Personal God recognized it and whenever

> there was a discomfort, your Personal God relieved it. Later on in your

> early childhood, that Personal God appeared and manifested in your life

> as the rest of your family –who also were the means of taking care

> of you. Further, on in your life you started to attribute things to

> yourself and denied them to your Personal God. Now you could turn in bed

> alone, so you attributed this to yourself, you could stand up, you could

> walk, run and so forth, all your physical activities are now attributed

> to yourself and denied them to your Personal God. Systematically, as you

> grew older you extracted everything from your Personal God and

> attributed it to yourself. Very few things in your life were left to the

> Personal God, such as sleep –even that you could take a pill- and

> things that were beyond your alleged abilities and these were very few

> and were never recognized by you because they were taken for granted.

> Can you wake up in the morning sound and safe? This is just an example

> for things that you took for granted. That is why you could not

> visualize clearly the intervention of God in your life. You had taken

> everything and attributed it to yourself.

>

> Disciple: Are you telling me that I stole everything from the Personal

> God and I am a genuine imposter?

>

> Master: Yes, this is exactly the case.

>

> Disciple: Let me think about and then we will continue.

>

>

>

>