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Gems from Bhagavan P.15

 

Though ancient and timeless sense attachments in the shape of vasanas (subtle tendencies) may rise countless like the waves of the sea, they will all be destroyed as dhyana progresses. Without giving any room for doubt whether it would at all be possible to eradicate all these vasanas and be the Self alone, one must take hold ceaselessly of dhyana of the Self. However great a sinner one may be, instead of lamenting 'I am a great sinner, how can I make any progress?' one must completely forget the fact of one being a sinner and earnestly pursue meditation of Self. He is then sure to succeed.

 

Dhyana : Self enquiry; meditation; contemplation; inner concentration of attention. turning inwards etc.

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This is a great passage and I often ask myself why would I want to

engage or try to engage myself in the practice of self enquiry

unless I had a inkling that there is some particular sense of my self

that is either absurd or habitual or less than desirable because it

is not useful to myself or others in any productive and loving

altruistic way. I am habituated towards narcissistic compulsive

attention deficit disorders..IS it wrong to say it is 'sin'

If that is true what else could drive me towards the enquiry of who I

am..?How can the desire to know be there unless there is some

recognition of the case of mistaken identity?

Thanks for you time.

Alan

 

, Alan Jacobs

<alanadamsjacobs wrote:

>

>

> SELF ENQUIRY

>  

> Gems from Bhagavan P.15

>  

> Though ancient and timeless sense attachments in the shape of

vasanas (subtle tendencies) may rise countless like the waves of the

sea, they will all be destroyed as dhyana progresses. Without giving

any room for doubt  whether it would at all be possible to eradicate

all these vasanas and be the Self alone, one must take hold

ceaselessly of dhyana of the Self. However great a sinner one may be,

instead of lamenting 'I am a great sinner, how can I make any

progress?' one must completely forget the fact of one being a sinner

and earnestly pursue meditation of Self. He is then sure to succeed.

>  

> Dhyana : Self enquiry;  meditation; contemplation; inner

concentration of attention. turning inwards etc.

>

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Alan,

I have similar view on this subject as you do. The aspect in me that

is dis-satisfied even after successes & an intuitive lack of

understanding of who I am, drive me towards Self Enquiry.

 

I still do not know who I am. But, I know that I had never bothered to

question my identity in the past. That and the direct perception of

the sense of existence. Both are new aspects that have become quite

interesting to examine.

 

I thank you for all the gems of Bhagawan that you are posting in the

forum.

sundar

 

, " alan kuntz " <alan.kuntz

wrote:

>

>

>

> This is a great passage and I often ask myself why would I want to

> engage or try to engage myself in the practice of self enquiry

> unless I had a inkling that there is some particular sense of my self

> that is either absurd or habitual or less than desirable because it

> is not useful to myself or others in any productive and loving

> altruistic way. I am habituated towards narcissistic compulsive

> attention deficit disorders..IS it wrong to say it is 'sin'

> If that is true what else could drive me towards the enquiry of who I

> am..?How can the desire to know be there unless there is some

> recognition of the case of mistaken identity?

> Thanks for you time.

> Alan

>

> , Alan Jacobs

> <alanadamsjacobs@> wrote:

> >

> >

> > SELF ENQUIRY

> >  

> > Gems from Bhagavan P.15

> >  

> > Though ancient and timeless sense attachments in the shape of

> vasanas (subtle tendencies) may rise countless like the waves of the

> sea, they will all be destroyed as dhyana progresses. Without giving

> any room for doubt  whether it would at all be possible to eradicate

> all these vasanas and be the Self alone, one must take hold

> ceaselessly of dhyana of the Self. However great a sinner one may be,

> instead of lamenting 'I am a great sinner, how can I make any

> progress?' one must completely forget the fact of one being a sinner

> and earnestly pursue meditation of Self. He is then sure to succeed.

> >  

> > Dhyana : Self enquiry;  meditation; contemplation; inner

> concentration of attention. turning inwards etc.

> >

>

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Dear Alan and Sundarajan,

 

Thanks for raising the question.

 

The general view of staunch Bhagavan devotees, with whom that I have discussed

this burning question ,is that Bhagavan points out that the Real Self of

Absolute Pure Consciousness (the state of the Jnani) is occluded or veiled by

the vasanas accumalated from this and previous life times. The sure way to

eradicate them is through Self Enquiry. Otherwise one is still living from the

stepped down state of reflected Consciousness (Chidabasa).It is like looking at

the Moon in a puddle, to use a Vedantic metaphor. Either one feels a strong urge

to Realise the Self or one does not? Sometime, after pondering, and studying his

teachings one may recognise the authoratative Truth of his advice and proceed.

Of course total Surrender to the Self or Source of one's own being may also

succeed, but it is generally regarded as a longer pracice.

 

I hope this helps. Other members may care to contribute on this important topic.

 

All best wishes and regards,

 

Alan

--- On Mon, 25/8/08, alan kuntz <alan.kuntz wrote:

 

alan kuntz <alan.kuntz

Re: SELF ENQUIRY

 

Monday, 25 August, 2008, 10:08 PM

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This is a great passage and I often ask myself why would I want to

engage or try to engage myself in the practice of self enquiry

unless I had a inkling that there is some particular sense of my self

that is either absurd or habitual or less than desirable because it

is not useful to myself or others in any productive and loving

altruistic way. I am habituated towards narcissistic compulsive

attention deficit disorders..IS it wrong to say it is 'sin'

If that is true what else could drive me towards the enquiry of who I

am..?How can the desire to know be there unless there is some

recognition of the case of mistaken identity?

Thanks for you time.

Alan

 

, Alan Jacobs

<alanadamsjacobs@ ...> wrote:

>

>

> SELF ENQUIRY

>  

> Gems from Bhagavan P.15

>  

> Though ancient and timeless sense attachments in the shape of

vasanas (subtle tendencies) may rise countless like the waves of the

sea, they will all be destroyed as dhyana progresses. Without giving

any room for doubt  whether it would at all be possible to eradicate

all these vasanas and be the Self alone, one must take hold

ceaselessly of dhyana of the Self. However great a sinner one may be,

instead of lamenting 'I am a great sinner, how can I make any

progress?' one must completely forget the fact of one being a sinner

and earnestly pursue meditation of Self. He is then sure to succeed.

>  

> Dhyana : Self enquiry;  meditation; contemplation; inner

concentration of attention. turning inwards etc.

>

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Well I appreciate your thoughts and reply on this Mr Jacobs..What we

do have here are many words, terms with various definitions and so

now what I get are ambigous and debateable terminology with little

meaning.

jnani from the way you use the term i assume means 'knowing' as in

gnosis correct?

 

If everythng you are is past habit clusters or vasanas

then who is speaking to me right now?I mean if I eradicate every

vasana would I even be able to sit here and speak or type at all?

Would I as Alan Kuntz even exist?.I may just disappear completely if

that were the case eh?

 

Isn't Self enquiry really pretty much like what Nagarjuna said in

Verses from the Center on the the subject of Emptiness or as in the

kenosis ideas of christianity or as Thomas Merton seemed to

understand at least intellectually that 0= infinity..So we are

reducing every 'I " that seems to pop up or come around and

establishes it self as 'I'only to return to silence which is The

SELF..

 

This is a life time practice and as RAMANA SAID SOME WHERE WE NEED TO

BE DILIGENT.

iT TAKE ALONG TIME to even solidify this intellectually efore som e

of us can evn begin to practice so it seems..Hey thanks for your

timee.

Alan Kuntz

 

 

, Alan Jacobs

<alanadamsjacobs wrote:

>

> Dear Alan and Sundarajan,

>

> Thanks for raising the question.

>

> The general view of staunch Bhagavan devotees, with whom that I

have discussed this burning question ,is that Bhagavan points out

that the Real Self of Absolute Pure Consciousness (the state of the

Jnani) is occluded or veiled by the vasanas accumalated from this and

previous life times. The sure way to eradicate them is through Self

Enquiry. Otherwise one is still living from the stepped down state of

reflected Consciousness (Chidabasa).It is like looking at the Moon in

a puddle, to use a Vedantic metaphor. Either one feels a strong urge

to Realise the Self or one does not? Sometime, after pondering, and

studying his teachings one may recognise the authoratative Truth of

his advice and proceed. Of course total Surrender to the Self or

Source of one's own being may also succeed, but it is generally

regarded as a longer pracice.

>

> I hope this helps. Other members may care to contribute on this

important topic.

>

> All best wishes and regards,

>

> Alan

> --- On Mon, 25/8/08, alan kuntz <alan.kuntz wrote:

>

> alan kuntz <alan.kuntz

> Re: SELF ENQUIRY

>

> Monday, 25 August, 2008, 10:08 PM

>

>

This is a great passage and I often ask myself why would I want to

> engage or try to engage myself in the practice of self enquiry

> unless I had a inkling that there is some particular sense of my

self

> that is either absurd or habitual or less than desirable because it

> is not useful to myself or others in any productive and loving

> altruistic way. I am habituated towards narcissistic compulsive

> attention deficit disorders..IS it wrong to say it is 'sin'

> If that is true what else could drive me towards the enquiry of who

I

> am..?How can the desire to know be there unless there is some

> recognition of the case of mistaken identity?

> Thanks for you time.

> Alan

>

> , Alan Jacobs

> <alanadamsjacobs@ ...> wrote:

> >

> >

> > SELF ENQUIRY

> >  

> > Gems from Bhagavan P.15

> >  

> > Though ancient and timeless sense attachments in the shape of

> vasanas (subtle tendencies) may rise countless like the waves of

the

> sea, they will all be destroyed as dhyana progresses. Without

giving

> any room for doubt  whether it would at all be possible to

eradicate

> all these vasanas and be the Self alone, one must take hold

> ceaselessly of dhyana of the Self. However great a sinner one may

be,

> instead of lamenting 'I am a great sinner, how can I make any

> progress?' one must completely forget the fact of one being a

sinner

> and earnestly pursue meditation of Self. He is then sure to succeed.

> >  

> > Dhyana : Self enquiry;  meditation; contemplation; inner

> concentration of attention. turning inwards etc.

> >

>

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Dear Alan,

 

Thanks for your considered reply. Yes, I would agree that the knowing or knowledge of Jnana is as you have referred to as Gnosis. Yes, all terms used are debateable, but we do the best we can in our choice, and hope other members will correct, ammend or amplify where necessary.

The part which is speaking to you now is hopefully the most intelligent part of the 'ego' which has seen through the charade of life and wants to wake up! You may call our mutual interest in Advaita and Ramana a benign vasana in so far as our most intelligent part has recognised the probability of Truth in this teaching.

 

Your understanding of what Self Enquiry is seems pretty sound to me. The Self's silence (Jnana) we are talking about is dynamic, full of potency, unconditional love and wisdom ,not only absence of noise.

 

I regret I am not very familiar with Thomas Merton or Nagarjuna, my 'knowledge' of Buddhism is somewhat limited.

 

All regards and good wishes,

 

Alan --- On Wed, 27/8/08, alan.kuntz <alan.kuntz wrote:

alan.kuntz <alan.kuntz Re: SELF ENQUIRY Date: Wednesday, 27 August, 2008, 9:44 AM

 

 

Well I appreciate your thoughts and reply on this Mr Jacobs..What we do have here are many words, terms with various definitions and so now what I get are ambigous and debateable terminology with little meaning.jnani from the way you use the term i assume means 'knowing' as in gnosis correct?If everythng you are is past habit clusters or vasanasthen who is speaking to me right now?I mean if I eradicate every vasana would I even be able to sit here and speak or type at all? Would I as Alan Kuntz even exist?.I may just disappear completely if that were the case eh?Isn't Self enquiry really pretty much like what Nagarjuna said in Verses from the Center on the the subject of Emptiness or as in the kenosis ideas of christianity or as Thomas Merton seemed to understand at least intellectually that 0= infinity..So we are reducing every 'I" that seems to pop up or come around and

establishes it self as 'I'only to return to silence which is The SELF..This is a life time practice and as RAMANA SAID SOME WHERE WE NEED TO BE DILIGENT.iT TAKE ALONG TIME to even solidify this intellectually efore som e of us can evn begin to practice so it seems..Hey thanks for your timee.Alan Kuntz, Alan Jacobs <alanadamsjacobs@ ...> wrote:>> Dear Alan and Sundarajan,> > Thanks for raising the question.> > The general view of staunch Bhagavan devotees, with whom that I have discussed this burning question ,is that Bhagavan points out that the Real Self of Absolute Pure Consciousness (the state of the Jnani) is occluded or veiled by the vasanas accumalated from this and previous life times. The sure way to eradicate them is

through Self Enquiry. Otherwise one is still living from the stepped down state of reflected Consciousness (Chidabasa). It is like looking at the Moon in a puddle, to use a Vedantic metaphor. Either one feels a strong urge to Realise the Self or one does not? Sometime, after pondering, and studying his teachings one may recognise the authoratative Truth of his advice and proceed. Of course total Surrender to the Self or Source of one's own being may also succeed, but it is generally regarded as a longer pracice.> > I hope this helps. Other members may care to contribute on this important topic.> > All best wishes and regards,> > Alan > --- On Mon, 25/8/08, alan kuntz <alan.kuntz@ ...> wrote:> > alan kuntz <alan.kuntz@ ...>> Re: SELF ENQUIRY> > Monday, 25 August, 2008, 10:08 PM> > > > > > > > > This is a great passage and I often ask myself why would I want to > engage or try to engage myself in the practice of self enquiry> unless I had a inkling that there is some particular sense of my self > that is either absurd or habitual or less than desirable because it > is not useful to myself or others in any productive and loving > altruistic way. I am habituated towards narcissistic compulsive > attention deficit disorders..IS it wrong to say it is 'sin'> If that is true what else could drive me towards the enquiry of who I > am..?How can the desire to know be there unless there is some > recognition of the case of mistaken identity?>

Thanks for you time.> Alan> > , Alan Jacobs > <alanadamsjacobs@ ...> wrote:> >> > > > SELF ENQUIRY> >  > > Gems from Bhagavan P.15> >  > > Though ancient and timeless sense attachments in the shape of > vasanas (subtle tendencies) may rise countless like the waves of the > sea, they will all be destroyed as dhyana progresses. Without giving > any room for doubt whether it would at all be possible to eradicate > all these vasanas and be the Self alone, one must take hold > ceaselessly of dhyana of the Self. However great a sinner one may be, > instead of lamenting 'I am a great sinner, how can I make any > progress?' one must completely forget the fact of one being a sinner > and earnestly pursue meditation of Self.

He is then sure to succeed.> > Â > > Dhyana : Self enquiry;Â Â meditation; contemplation; inner > concentration of attention. turning inwards etc.> >>

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Thank you Alan for your kind and sincere reply.I see a teacher and

wisdom in you.I respect you sincerely, Thank you very much for your

time and reply.

 

Alan Kuntz

 

 

, Alan Jacobs

<alanadamsjacobs wrote:

>

> Dear Alan,

>  

> Thanks for your considered reply. Yes, I would agree that the

knowing or knowledge of Jnana is as you have referred to as Gnosis.

Yes, all terms used are debateable, but we do the best we can in our

choice, and hope other members will correct, ammend or amplify where

necessary.

>  

> The part which is speaking to you now is hopefully the most

intelligent part of the 'ego' which has seen through the charade of

life and wants to wake up! You may call our mutual interest in 

Advaita and Ramana a benign vasana in so far as  our most

intelligent part has recognised the probability of Truth in this

teaching.

>  

> Your understanding of  what Self Enquiry  is seems pretty sound

to me. The Self's silence  (Jnana) we are talking about is

dynamic, full of potency, unconditional love and wisdom ,not only

absence of noise.

>  

> I regret I am not very familiar with Thomas Merton or Nagarjuna,

my 'knowledge' of Buddhism is somewhat limited.

>  

> All regards and good wishes,

>  

> Alan

>

> --- On Wed, 27/8/08, alan.kuntz <alan.kuntz wrote:

>

> alan.kuntz <alan.kuntz

> Re: SELF ENQUIRY

>

> Wednesday, 27 August, 2008, 9:44 AM

Well I appreciate your thoughts and reply on this Mr Jacobs..What

we

> do have here are many words, terms with various definitions and so

> now what I get are ambigous and debateable terminology with little

> meaning.

> jnani from the way you use the term i assume means 'knowing' as in

> gnosis correct?

>

> If everythng you are is past habit clusters or vasanas

> then who is speaking to me right now?I mean if I eradicate every

> vasana would I even be able to sit here and speak or type at all?

> Would I as Alan Kuntz even exist?.I may just disappear completely

if

> that were the case eh?

>

> Isn't Self enquiry really pretty much like what Nagarjuna said in

> Verses from the Center on the the subject of Emptiness or as in the

> kenosis ideas of christianity or as Thomas Merton seemed to

> understand at least intellectually that 0= infinity..So we are

> reducing every 'I " that seems to pop up or come around and

> establishes it self as 'I'only to return to silence which is The

> SELF..

>

> This is a life time practice and as RAMANA SAID SOME WHERE WE NEED

TO

> BE DILIGENT.

> iT TAKE ALONG TIME to even solidify this intellectually efore som e

> of us can evn begin to practice so it seems..Hey thanks for your

> timee.

> Alan Kuntz

>

> , Alan Jacobs

> <alanadamsjacobs@ ...> wrote:

> >

> > Dear Alan and Sundarajan,

> >

> > Thanks for raising the question.

> >

> > The general view of staunch Bhagavan devotees, with whom that I

> have discussed this burning question ,is that Bhagavan points out

> that the Real Self of Absolute Pure Consciousness (the state of the

> Jnani) is occluded or veiled by the vasanas accumalated from this

and

> previous life times. The sure way to eradicate them is through Self

> Enquiry. Otherwise one is still living from the stepped down state

of

> reflected Consciousness (Chidabasa). It is like looking at the Moon

in

> a puddle, to use a Vedantic metaphor. Either one feels a strong

urge

> to Realise the Self or one does not? Sometime, after pondering, and

> studying his teachings one may recognise the authoratative Truth of

> his advice and proceed. Of course total Surrender to the Self or

> Source of one's own being may also succeed, but it is generally

> regarded as a longer pracice.

> >

> > I hope this helps. Other members may care to contribute on this

> important topic.

> >

> > All best wishes and regards,

> >

> > Alan

> > --- On Mon, 25/8/08, alan kuntz <alan.kuntz@ ...> wrote:

> >

> > alan kuntz <alan.kuntz@ ...>

> > Re: SELF ENQUIRY

> >

> > Monday, 25 August, 2008, 10:08 PM

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> > This is a great passage and I often ask myself why would I want

to

> > engage or try to engage myself in the practice of self enquiry

> > unless I had a inkling that there is some particular sense of my

> self

> > that is either absurd or habitual or less than desirable because

it

> > is not useful to myself or others in any productive and loving

> > altruistic way. I am habituated towards narcissistic compulsive

> > attention deficit disorders..IS it wrong to say it is 'sin'

> > If that is true what else could drive me towards the enquiry of

who

> I

> > am..?How can the desire to know be there unless there is some

> > recognition of the case of mistaken identity?

> > Thanks for you time.

> > Alan

> >

> > , Alan Jacobs

> > <alanadamsjacobs@ ...> wrote:

> > >

> > >

> > > SELF ENQUIRY

> > >  

> > > Gems from Bhagavan P.15

> > >  

> > > Though ancient and timeless sense attachments in the shape of

> > vasanas (subtle tendencies) may rise countless like the waves of

> the

> > sea, they will all be destroyed as dhyana progresses. Without

> giving

> > any room for doubt  whether it would at all be possible to

> eradicate

> > all these vasanas and be the Self alone, one must take hold

> > ceaselessly of dhyana of the Self. However great a sinner one may

> be,

> > instead of lamenting 'I am a great sinner, how can I make any

> > progress?' one must completely forget the fact of one being a

> sinner

> > and earnestly pursue meditation of Self. He is then sure to

succeed.

> > >  

> > > Dhyana : Self enquiry;  meditation; contemplation; inner

> > concentration of attention. turning inwards etc.

> > >

> >

>

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