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Respected Guru's,

 

My thousand Namaskars at your Lotus feet. I was born on 2nd May 1958

at 16.30 Hours in Calcutta.

 

I have been in the IT Industry for 22 Years and several times reached

the Peak and earned a lot. At frequent intervals i would quit/Loose

the Job because of some silly issue. I would then go unemployed for

small or mid term periods and would loose all the money i made

incusive of my PF amount. In my last assignment i joined as General

Manager for a US Start Up Software Servcies Firm and got Promoted as

COO in a short matter of 10 Months(2003June) and performed

exceedingly well to

get a note of appreciation from the Board. However i had to leae

because of Operational Differences with a Promoter Director who was a

techanical Head reporting to me.I am very highly respected for my

ethics and Performance capabilities.

 

I was without a job from Dec 2003-Feb 2005 and have got a compromise

Job which does not pay me enough and had to relocate without my family

and am now unable to bring my family to the location i work in. My

mother though not critical is going thru the toughest period in her

life as she is 83 Years old and has lost all her senses and the only

thing she remembers is Food. My wife is having a series of illness and

it doesnt seem to change. I have again lost all my saving and am in

debt of close to 3-4 Lacs.

 

Will i become stable in my career at any point of time? Will i be able

to take care of my Childrens Education,Career and Marriage? What is in

fate for me?

 

I just want to give up every thing and renounce life. I am just

holding on with hope on Sriman Narayana.

 

Please note that in my life the only thing i got early was marriage

(July 1982) (That too after 2 failed ugly affairs) My Children were

born to me very late (my Daughter 8 years after my marriage(Nov 1990)

and son

another 6 years later(April 1997).

 

Why do i have to fight very hard for everything. Great Astrologers say

that I have Gaja Kesari Yoga that Yoga and this Yoga. I am going thru

Shani Maha Dasa however several Astrologers have said that Since

Saturn is Neutral tending towards Benefic i would not have any

problems. I have changed 3 Jobs in 4 Years with almost one year of

unemployment.

 

 

Please all you enlightened Souls can you give me some courage and

throw some light on why things are happening the way they are and will

there be a change?. Will my mother be released from her misery

shortly?

 

Nakshatra: Chitta

Lagna:Virgo(Kanya)

Rasi:Libra (Thula)

Current Dasha:Shani-Saturn/Moon/Jupiter

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

regards & namaskars

 

Srikanth Dasan