Guest guest Posted June 26, 2006 Report Share Posted June 26, 2006 dear chrism... i'm into the practice and still holding the possibility of k in the highest regard, praying to the goddess regularly. at times i'm envious of others' descriptions of visions, lights, knowledge... and then i realize we learn at our own pace, in our own unique process. i'm happy that i feel i've been of service in helping people take responsibility for their own healing. and i enjoy 'sending' energy towards that process. there are other challenges for me. feelings of anxiety or loneliness that, at times, will lead to a pattern of getting into porn and masturbation, and then feeling like i've broken a rule of some kind as well as feeling physically uncomfortable symptoms. in the past, before our k seminar together, the most joyful thing i'd experience on a regular basis was to get high and dance or play the drum. and now, since i no longer get high, these things have been ok but far less ecstatic. so i'm praying to experience that joy in some new way. recently i've taken some yoga classes and have felt very balanced after each of them. i would welcome any input or suggestions you may have. love, -steve f Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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