The Process of Awakening

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raazor wrote: Chrism,

I've been reading some of the links on the Kundalini Awakening site, and

quite frankly, what I'm reading worries me - a lot.

I can't afford to be " incapacitated " by fits, tremors and verbal outbursts. I am

a professional, and responsible for presentations, representing my company in

front of clients and such. Problems such as I have read about would render me

incapable of doing my job.

I have a son in college, for whom I am paying tuition and etc.

I also have a wonderful (if not-understanding wife - as far as anything

paranormal is concerned). We've been married 25 years this next January. I plan

to grow old and die with her.

I'm concerned about the near-term awakening process making me not suited to my

career, and the long-term affects on my marriage. This comes because I read that

sometimes, a complete change of lifestyle is required from the awakening where

you might need to go live in the woods somewhere instead of living your current

life and adapting the awakening to " reality " .

Can you expound on these points?

I really want to do this, but if the awakening will totally change my way of

providing for my family, I'm going to have to decline further development.

 

Please help me!

 

Ray

 

 

 

 

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Dear Ray Chris and Group

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chrism

Friday, 30 June 2006 5:25 AM

 

Re: The Process of Awakening

 

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raazor (AT) adelphia (DOT) <raazor%40adelphia.net> net wrote: Chrism,

I've been reading some of the links on the Kundalini Awakening

site, and quite frankly, what I'm reading worries me - a lot.

I can't afford to be " incapacitated " by fits, tremors and verbal

outbursts.

These are quite often a due to a release in energy that hits a lock

or blockage it is an attempt of the energy to establish its circuit any

blinding negative thoughts due to past experiences are encapsulated into

the etheric body. It is not always the case to be incapacitated by fits

tremors and verbal outbursts.

In any case it is important that we learn how to gain control over the

lower emotional body and clear its knots for then we begin to express

our desires and feelings of though the centers of the diaphragm and

below. We express it though our hearts.

I am a professional, and responsible for presentations, representing my

company in front of clients and such. Problems such as I have read about

would render me incapable of doing my job.

I have a son in college, for whom I am paying tuition and etc.

I also have a wonderful (if not-understanding wife - as far as anything

paranormal is concerned). We've been married 25 years this next January.

I plan to grow old and die with her.

I'm concerned about the near-term awakening process making me not suited

to my career, and the long-term affects on my marriage. This comes

because I read that sometimes, a complete change of lifestyle is

required from the awakening where you might need to go live in the woods

somewhere instead of living your current life and adapting the awakening

to " reality " .

Can you expound on these points?

I really want to do this, but if the awakening will totally change my

way of providing for my family, I'm going to have to decline further

development.

this might be bit difficult to understand as it relates to money and

it is money that holds us in the illusionary existence we have based on

lower principles. All money is; it is an accepted means of exchange of

goods and services for value. At present it is basically a debt (dead)

instrument as far as " people " are concerned, though to the creators of

money it is credit. Basically new money is created not through hard work

and toil but though borrowings. Once you borrow, you are in debt (death)

and you become a slave to repay it and to regain life. This is the

circuit of money as it is at present it begins with borrowings follows

though the circuit back to its creator in the form of credit. But you

might have to look deeper to see who the creator of money is and this

may not be the forum to do this.

Not many think that at every breath we take is based on forward paid

created credit. And the next breath is forward paid. This is the dilemma

and we do not think in the ways of freedom and truth we think we are

this and we think we are that we box our selves in and close the lid.

Because of these presumptions we might believe the coffin seems nailed.

Our breath becomes stifled and short yet we only need to kick of the lid

outside the box we find there is plenty of air and plenty of life's

credit. Then you realise you are not your job you are not a Husband nor

a father and you haven't really owned any think of real value in the

first place. So what debt is there to repay? That every thing that you

momentarily use share befriend love work with is all to your credit

(your creation). This is life, get out of the box and live it. You don't

need to give any thing up just open your mind release the blockages and

think in terms of credit instead of debt. What is believed it is a brave

man that even tries, I don't consider myself brave, I don't even try, I

have learned to deal with responses and that is all I believe I need try

and do. Learn to be free Ray as to do as you wish.

 

 

Please help me!

 

Ray

I hope it helps in some way.

John