RE: The Process of Awakening - $

June 30, 2006

Dear Chris

You know well I have been studying the system and I tell it is not The

Creators (Gods) fault. There are people (Goya) then there are is aware

living breathing souls (disciples) people generally accept there lot by

burying there heads in the sand They sign there lives away to contracts

and admissions of guilt. This is a hereditary default and is passed on

society in general in thought form (samskaras). You think how you're

conditioned, until you have an awakening, as you know it is only then

you can think outside of the box. In a private conversation I once had

with you; I believed it was you with the help of your aids suggested to

live on credit, you stumped me when you said it and I did not ask you

what you meant or weather it was a slip of the tongue, I took it as a

higher revelation from another plan and that you did not really know

what your aids meant. I ask you to ask them what they meant, and I will

send you a process that leads to another process if you wish to

investigate it where as you will have no debts

Brother can you imagine a time that every child born is credited with

all that he/she needs to go about life's inspirations with out any debt

what so ever. It is not fear that drives me, it is this vision which is

out side the box. Just like your vision drives you, if a man has a

vision for his family that is surely admirable; just because we all have

a different glimpse of the truth it does not mean we are locked into any

emotional condition.

Wishing you all well

John Mathieson

'Where there is joy, bliss, delight and pleasure of inexpressible

variety, where all wishes are fulfilled, there make me immortal.' Rig

Veda 9th mandala, 113th sukta, 1st mantra

On Behalf Of

chrism

Saturday, 1 July 2006 5:13 AM

RE: Re: The Process of

Awakening - $

Hello John,

The dark blue italics wont come through. I see you are still within your

concerns as far as the banking industry goes. The monetary schemes of

those addicted to the fantasy of controlling others. The Kundalini

amplifies everything John, your fears and concerns as well as your loves

and joys.

Where a person spends most of there time " being " so will that amplified

state continue to structure that persons responses to life and inner

explorations. Fears and paranoia, anxieties and regrets for the actions

of others only serve to teach the person what way not to go. What way

not to express. How you keep your house is yours to decide. How others

keep theirs is theirs to decide.

John I live in abject poverty. I have one electric outlet, no running

water, no sewage, no refrigeration, no air conditioning. I am down to my

last $76.00 and to continue in society I will have to find another job

or stop doing this. Do you find this enviable? Is this the fault of the

creditors? Or the large corporations? Could I not go out into the world

and enrich myself like everyone else? The monetary systems in place

occured before I was born. I knew what I was getting into. Is this not

the " price " one pays for admission to this movie? To work and live and

experience with in the society you are born into or choose to be

involved with? I will admit it, these systems are not perfect, they are

in fact rife with corruption, but unless I am going to galvanize the

masses into action to change these policies then I am going to have to

live with these policies. I could but my " choice " is to refrain from

materialism as much as I can and still do this work. To refrain from

collecting that which will hold me down. This is my choice and has

nothing to do with the monetary systems of our world. Until revolution

that dye is cast now.

Others with children and families do not have that option. They, because

of Western culture and belief systems, must work to put food on the

table now, today, and with some guarantee of tomorrow. This is their

" choice " too. It is honored here as I am sure you would agree. Yet

should they not also be helped and served to come into the powerful and

life affirming aspects of the Kundalini as they are willing and able to

hold them? Working and producing in our society is not a sentence of

diminished spiritual capacity. Kundalini does not come to everyone. It

isnt something that can be bought. So when a person feels called to

explore this area I will help them explore.

Creditors have nothing really to do with the Kundalini. Nor do the

debtors or the thieves or the fear mongerers imho. Kundalini transcends

these scenarios unless you are blocked by fear and concerns about them.

Trapped in amplification. In that situation a person is on the spinning

wheel inside the gerbil cage always running and never going anywhere.

Just my take on it-

July 1, 2006

The way I see it is that the universe provides for every living being, it is our

birth right.

God/godess wants us to succeed in our spiritual quests and will perfectly

orchestrate everything for you if you'll just surrender to the flow.

This is faith, stop clinging to the sides of the river, just let go and see

where it takes you.

All will be provided for you.

Just my two pennies for you lovelies,

wishing you everything your heart desires, Elektra x x x

chrism <> wrote:

Hello John,

The dark blue italics wont come through. I see you are still within your

concerns as far as the banking industry goes. The monetary schemes of those

addicted to the fantasy of controlling others. The Kundalini amplifies

everything John, your fears and concerns as well as your loves and joys.

Where a person spends most of there time " being " so will that amplified state

continue to structure that persons responses to life and inner explorations.

Fears and paranoia, anxieties and regrets for the actions of others only serve

to teach the person what way not to go. What way not to express. How you keep

your house is yours to decide. How others keep theirs is theirs to decide.

John I live in abject poverty. I have one electric outlet, no running water, no

sewage, no refrigeration, no air conditioning. I am down to my last $76.00 and

to continue in society I will have to find another job or stop doing this. Do

you find this enviable? Is this the fault of the creditors? Or the large

corporations? Could I not go out into the world and enrich myself like everyone

else? The monetary systems in place occured before I was born. I knew what I was

getting into. Is this not the " price " one pays for admission to this movie? To

work and live and experience with in the society you are born into or choose to

be involved with? I will admit it, these systems are not perfect, they are in

fact rife with corruption, but unless I am going to galvanize the masses into

action to change these policies then I am going to have to live with these

policies. I could but my " choice " is to refrain from materialism as much as I

can and still do this work. To refrain from

collecting that which will hold me down. This is my choice and has nothing to do

with the monetary systems of our world. Until revolution that dye is cast now.

Others with children and families do not have that option. They, because of

Western culture and belief systems, must work to put food on the table now,

today, and with some guarantee of tomorrow. This is their " choice " too. It is

honored here as I am sure you would agree. Yet should they not also be helped

and served to come into the powerful and life affirming aspects of the Kundalini

as they are willing and able to hold them? Working and producing in our society

is not a sentence of diminished spiritual capacity. Kundalini does not come to

everyone. It isnt something that can be bought. So when a person feels called to

explore this area I will help them explore.

Creditors have nothing really to do with the Kundalini. Nor do the debtors or

the thieves or the fear mongerers imho. Kundalini transcends these scenarios

unless you are blocked by fear and concerns about them. Trapped in

amplification. In that situation a person is on the spinning wheel inside the

gerbil cage always running and never going anywhere. Just my take on it-

July 1, 2006

Just wanted to add, when I said " stop clinging to the sides of the river, " I

wasn't in any way implying that anybody here is clinging to anything, it was

just a term....

Just to make sure I was not miss understood in anyway

with much love Elektra x x x

Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote:

The way I see it is that the universe provides for every living being, it is

our birth right.