RE: Kundalini from another viewpoint - Jaganatha

[Guest guest]

Hello John,

It is a service to others orientation that will free you from

this blockage. As you try to leave the train station (to use you analogy) You

find that you are back in it at the beginning of trying to leave the station you

find that your back in it at the beginning of trying to leave the train station

you find your back in it......

 

What is being communicated is that before you leave this area there is more

work to be done. More work on your emotions and your giving to others without

recompense. Loosen your attachment to volatile emotional states. My suggestions

for you Jaganatha -

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Dear Chris

Your statement is colored and it has taken me awhile to digest it. Yes

in aspects you are correct, how ever it has more to do with my own

individual ego, lack of self respect. Evidentially and at the moment

habitually, it seems that every day seems to be a have degrees of being

in a rut. I seem to find myself caught between 2 worlds with differing

ideals. It is due to the frustration between the ideal of being free to

choose to whom I want to be and the need to make a living. I don't think

of it as a blockage as such but rather an imbalance of priorities.

My life patterns are out of sync with the rhythms of the sun and the

moon. I should act according to what I know and I don't. I stay up late

and I get up late, I have good intentions though I never seem to achieve

what I plan. It seems to me I need to organize my time more efficiently

but upon doing that I loose my freedom.

Yet out of inklings of such doubt I do detect what you say a degree of

truth. Though even in that, I find there is a need to explore the self

doubt that there may be a prejudice conditioning based solely on

eco/political reasons. It is and not so much that I do not wish to

provide service, as it is and not so much I desire to know who I really

am in regards to what I really belong. I know a yogi who constantly

tests his relation between him self and god, I would also like to

awareness to be on such terms at some time. Inevitably I can only see

there is a great need to train myself to sleep when the sun goes down

and rise in the early mornings to set my goals in motion. If I don't, I

believe I will most definitely find myself on the same platform. Thus

tomorrow may be the day after ground hog day.

I appreciate you're your help, that caused me to go into thought thanks.

Wishing you all well

John Mathieson

'Where there is joy, bliss, delight and pleasure of inexpressible

variety, where all wishes are fulfilled, there make me immortal.' Rig

Veda 9th mandala, 113th sukta, 1st mantra

 

 

 

On Behalf Of

chrism

Tuesday, 8 August 2006 5:16 PM

 

RE: Kundalini from another

viewpoint - Jaganatha

 

Hello John,

It is a service to others orientation that will free you from this

blockage. As you try to leave the train station (to use you analogy) You

find that you are back in it at the beginning of trying to leave the

station you find that your back in it at the beginning of trying to

leave the train station you find your back in it......

 

What is being communicated is that before you leave this area there is

more work to be done. More work on your emotions and your giving to

others without recompense. Loosen your attachment to volatile emotional

states. My suggestions for you Jaganatha -