Guest guest Posted August 20, 2006 Report Share Posted August 20, 2006 Richard mentioned Theresa one of his patients. This is what can happen to you when you open to these energies without guidance and conditioning and a practice. This is what can happen if you go to fast. This is what you risk if you do not take this seriously. She has the Kundalini. This is Kundalini gone wrong and without guidance. - LIST OF THERESA'S SYMPTOMS FOR ***** Hi there Chris, well here we have a very dear soul, I have treated her and she is a friend of the family. She is absolutely tortured I do feel she has a Demon amongst other issues and probable `'K''balance issues, (her nature is gentle) in the past she has spat sworn wriggled violently, screamed as I worked on her. Part of this she felt was the Demons screaming in her head to get away from me, although it would happen with other's too. I `m nobody to try and remove those issues and in any case don't know how---its dangerous stuff unless you really know what you are doing. Anyways permission's is given by her for help, I made no promises. It was 2 years ago since I saw her and then again around 2 weeks ago, she has deteriorated a lot and now has violent head and body shakes. She looks really worn out and I would say has some systems fried by now. For what it's worth intuitively I felt that even if a removal were done (if that's the issue) that she might not survive if that make any sense. If I had her condition I'm sure I would have used a gun before now, the Angels seem to keep her in some kind of balance. She prays to the Masters and Angels continually and her house is like a shrine, certainly as many focuses as we have in our's Here are her symptoms. She must be around mid 30's in age. Any help would be most appreciated. Her name is Theresa. - an entity with me for a long time, which tells me this lie: if I let go and relax, I will be attacked by something. - negative blasts of energy: eyes, 3rd eye, top of head, ears, behind ears, back of neck and head, deep inside ears, solar plexus, mid upper back, arms. Moves around. When a teenager, this was experienced as a rush of energy. Now, makes me feel disconnected. - I can visualize, but not in synchronicity with my breath. I can't visualize the upper and lower or front and back of my body at the same time. - Pain - throbbing and aching. - top of feet throb. Toes tingle. - calves throb and ache. - pain shoots down groin. - clitoris oversensitive to pain. Can get hot. - little energy rushes in base chakra. - When off drugs, rushes of energy more severe and reflexes become hyperactive. I can't move without setting my body off. - less reactive when alone. - On medications: they numb the awareness and pain and energy surges. - Temperature: sweat profusely under the armpits. I get dizzy from the heat, then chilled. - Off drugs: rapidly lost weight - can't sleep at all - jolts of electricity through body - I feel paranoid: I feel people there, always scaring me. Terror. Hands grabbing me in the toilet. Calling my name in the night, evil laughter. I fear my own shadow. Antipsychotic drugs help at a low dose, but cause psychosis at higher doses. Drug withdrawal can cause this, or not enough drugs, or too many drugs. I am uncertain what is the drug effect and what is the disorder. - Current medications: numb and calm the nervous system, but there are still involuntary muscle contractions - like " working out. " - " Hyperactive reflexes " : caused by noise (high pitch, loud, sudden); movement, light (especially flashing lights, computer, TV, movies). I can't watch movement and hear meaning at the same time. If I see a person moving while I'm trying to think, it drives me crazy. I can't concentrate. - Legs and arms shoot out uncontrollably, diaphragm contracts (i.e. muscles pull in). - Hot and cold tingles. - I feel everything - the energy in another person's aura. More reactive when many people present. No energetic boundary with people and things (e.g. fridge). When phone is in my ear, it goes into my body. - When I say the rosary, I feel good energy from toes to crown. Otherwise, the energy gets blocked. - Anafranil (clomipramine med, which I have been taking for about 16 years): it affects the base chakra and emotional centers. It always allows me to feel emotions. - Irritable Bowel Syndrome: Constipation and sometimes the runs. Cramps can go all the way from the bowel into my chest and arms. Other Symptoms - Can't stand to be touched unless very slow and gentle. - Can't eat with other people - too much stimulation. - Easily lost concentration when distracted. - Chronic sinus congestion. - Lungs and throat hurt - Pain and bleeding with bowel movement. - Endometriosis: strong pains in stomach, especially with period. - Adenomyosis in uterus - cause of pain. - Pain when I go for a walk: feet, tailbone, calves. - Pain in back of neck, caused by chronic tics there. - Even when sedated, I can only sleep with ear plugs in, head wrapped in blanket, and wrapped in pillows in order to feel my body. Otherwise, I feel I'm floating and/or spinning - not grounded. _ I follow sounds with my whole body. _ I fear " getting zapped; " i.e. energy surges - my nerves feel like I'm being tortured. Everything triggers pain. - I have trouble breathing, especially when chewing. - I can't have my head touched - my most sensitive part. - sensory overload. - itchy all the time. APPROXIMATE TIME LINE OF TRAUMATIC EVENTS - when a baby, my brother pulled me from the bed, and I fell on the floor. - when 8, a cow stepped on my head and right ear - when 10, I had shingles and iritis on the left side. (Note that the neurologist noted that the left side of my body is more sensitive than the right) - sometime between 6 and 12, I fell down the stairs. Possibly cracked my tail bone at that time. There is evidence of a former break on a recent x-ray. - when 13, smashed my pubic bone on my bicycle. The flashes of energy started then. - when 16 or 17, I fell of my boyfriend's shoulders, landing on the left side of my head and shoulder. Since then, limited range of motion in my left arm. - Date raped at 16, 20, and 24. - From the age of 16, seemed to meet " wolves " everywhere, and was pulled to them. After the exorcism done by *****, ***** and my father a few years ago, there seemed to be a big sealing of my base chakra. I no longer dream about rape. - The sexual relations I had with *****'s father, was more spiritual. - In my relationship with ****** (with him for almost 9 years), I feel I have reclaimed my identity. However, I have " energy pain " when I have sex with him. - I have never really wanted sex, but rather to feel close and protected. I feel more adult now. - 1989 - cracked my head when we lived in Montana. - 1992 and 1993 - cracked my head twice more. - 4 years ago, dropped a brick on my head. - I had another trauma in my present apartment, and will tell ***** about it privately. - Both times that I got pregnant, I trusted my partner and felt violated, as I said " no " both times. - Lots of self blame associated with sex. - Records of shame and trauma in body. all the above was dictated to me by Theresa at her house last week. I would just like to mention a couple more things. - Tourette Syndrome: chronic compulsive tics, which move around various places in the body. Started when Theresa was 10, gradually got worse, and was diagnosed when she was 11. - Obsessive Compulsive Disorder: Obsessive thoughts which Theresa has a hard time controlling. - Last summer, Theresa had what seems to be a drug interaction (possibly between Gabapentin and Anafranil). She developed strange neurological symptoms. Her walk is jerky and her hands clench. The doctor mentioned the term Dystonia. I don't know if this is what he is referring to. The neurologist doesn't know if this side effect is permanent or not. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 21, 2006 Report Share Posted August 21, 2006 I very often re-member Teresa and send her Love Thank you for the re-mind-er Chris Namaste A. , " chrism " <> wrote: > > Richard mentioned Theresa one of his patients. This is what can > happen to you when you open to these energies without guidance and > conditioning and a practice. This is what can happen if you go to > fast. This is what you risk if you do not take this seriously. She > has the Kundalini. This is Kundalini gone wrong and without > guidance. - > > LIST OF THERESA'S SYMPTOMS FOR ***** > > > Hi there Chris, well here we have a very dear soul, I have treated > her and she is a friend of the family. > She is absolutely tortured I do feel she has a Demon amongst other > issues and probable `'K''balance issues, (her nature is gentle) in > the past she has spat sworn wriggled violently, screamed as I worked > on her. > Part of this she felt was the Demons screaming in her head to get > away from me, although it would happen with other's too. > I `m nobody to try and remove those issues and in any case don't > know how---its dangerous stuff unless you really know what you are > doing. > Anyways permission's is given by her for help, I made no promises. > It was 2 years ago since I saw her and then again around 2 weeks > ago, she has deteriorated a lot and now has violent head and body > shakes. > She looks really worn out and I would say has some systems fried > by now. > For what it's worth intuitively I felt that even if a removal were > done (if that's the issue) that she might not survive if that make > any sense. > If I had her condition I'm sure I would have used a gun before > now, the Angels seem to keep her in some kind of balance. She prays > to the Masters and Angels continually and her house is like a > shrine, certainly as many focuses as we have in our's > Here are her symptoms. > > She must be around mid 30's in age. Any help would be most > appreciated. Her name is Theresa. > > - an entity with me for a long time, which tells me this lie: if > I let go and relax, I will be attacked by something. > > - negative blasts of energy: eyes, 3rd eye, top of head, ears, > behind ears, back of neck and head, deep inside ears, solar plexus, > mid upper back, arms. Moves around. When a teenager, this was > experienced as a rush of energy. Now, makes me feel disconnected. > > - I can visualize, but not in synchronicity with my breath. I > can't visualize the upper and lower or front and back of my body at > the same time. > > - Pain - throbbing and aching. > - top of feet throb. Toes tingle. > - calves throb and ache. > - pain shoots down groin. > - clitoris oversensitive to pain. Can get hot. > - little energy rushes in base chakra. > > - When off drugs, rushes of energy more severe and reflexes become > hyperactive. I can't move without setting my body off. > - less reactive when alone. > > - On medications: they numb the awareness and pain and energy > surges. > > - Temperature: sweat profusely under the armpits. I get dizzy > from the heat, then chilled. > > - Off drugs: rapidly lost weight > - can't sleep at all > - jolts of electricity through body > - I feel paranoid: I feel people there, always > scaring me. Terror. Hands grabbing me in the toilet. Calling my > name in the night, evil laughter. I fear my own shadow. > Antipsychotic drugs help at a low dose, but cause psychosis at > higher doses. Drug withdrawal can cause this, or not enough drugs, > or too many drugs. I am uncertain what is the drug effect and what > is the disorder. > > - Current medications: numb and calm the nervous system, but > there are still involuntary muscle contractions - like " working out. " > > - " Hyperactive reflexes " : caused by noise (high pitch, loud, > sudden); movement, light (especially flashing lights, computer, TV, > movies). I can't watch movement and hear meaning at the same time. > If I see a person moving while I'm trying to think, it drives me > crazy. I can't concentrate. > > - Legs and arms shoot out uncontrollably, diaphragm contracts > (i.e. muscles pull in). > > - Hot and cold tingles. > > - I feel everything - the energy in another person's aura. More > reactive when many people present. No energetic boundary with > people and things (e.g. fridge). When phone is in my ear, it goes > into my body. > > - When I say the rosary, I feel good energy from toes to crown. > Otherwise, the energy gets blocked. > > - Anafranil (clomipramine med, which I have been taking for about > 16 years): it affects the base chakra and emotional centers. It > always allows me to feel emotions. > > - Irritable Bowel Syndrome: Constipation and sometimes the runs. > Cramps can go all the way from the bowel into my chest and arms. > > Other Symptoms > > - Can't stand to be touched unless very slow and gentle. > - Can't eat with other people - too much stimulation. > - Easily lost concentration when distracted. > - Chronic sinus congestion. > - Lungs and throat hurt > - Pain and bleeding with bowel movement. > - Endometriosis: strong pains in stomach, especially with period. > - Adenomyosis in uterus - cause of pain. > - Pain when I go for a walk: feet, tailbone, calves. > - Pain in back of neck, caused by chronic tics there. > - Even when sedated, I can only sleep with ear plugs in, head > wrapped in blanket, and wrapped in pillows in order to feel my > body. Otherwise, I feel I'm floating and/or spinning - not grounded. > _ I follow sounds with my whole body. > _ I fear " getting zapped; " i.e. energy surges > - my nerves feel like I'm being tortured. Everything triggers > pain. > - I have trouble breathing, especially when chewing. > - I can't have my head touched - my most sensitive part. > - sensory overload. > - itchy all the time. > > APPROXIMATE TIME LINE OF TRAUMATIC EVENTS > > - when a baby, my brother pulled me from the bed, and I fell on > the floor. > - when 8, a cow stepped on my head and right ear > - when 10, I had shingles and iritis on the left side. (Note that > the neurologist noted that the left side of my body is more > sensitive than the right) > - sometime between 6 and 12, I fell down the stairs. Possibly > cracked my tail bone at that time. There is evidence of a former > break on a recent x-ray. > - when 13, smashed my pubic bone on my bicycle. The flashes of > energy started then. > - when 16 or 17, I fell of my boyfriend's shoulders, landing on > the left side of my head and shoulder. Since then, limited range of > motion in my left arm. > - Date raped at 16, 20, and 24. > - From the age of 16, seemed to meet " wolves " everywhere, and was > pulled to them. After the exorcism done by *****, ***** and my > father a few years ago, there seemed to be a big sealing of my base > chakra. I no longer dream about rape. > - The sexual relations I had with *****'s father, was more > spiritual. > - In my relationship with ****** (with him for almost 9 years), I > feel I have reclaimed my identity. However, I have " energy pain " > when I have sex with him. > - I have never really wanted sex, but rather to feel close and > protected. I feel more adult now. > - 1989 - cracked my head when we lived in Montana. > - 1992 and 1993 - cracked my head twice more. > - 4 years ago, dropped a brick on my head. > - I had another trauma in my present apartment, and will tell > ***** about it privately. > - Both times that I got pregnant, I trusted my partner and felt > violated, as I said " no " both times. > - Lots of self blame associated with sex. > - Records of shame and trauma in body. > > all the above was dictated to me by Theresa at her house last week. > I would just like to mention a couple more things. > - Tourette Syndrome: chronic compulsive tics, which move around > various places in the body. Started when Theresa was 10, gradually > got worse, and was diagnosed when she was 11. > - Obsessive Compulsive Disorder: Obsessive thoughts which Theresa > has a hard time controlling. > - Last summer, Theresa had what seems to be a drug interaction > (possibly between Gabapentin and Anafranil). She developed strange > neurological symptoms. Her walk is jerky and her hands clench. The > doctor mentioned the term Dystonia. I don't know if this is what he > is referring to. The neurologist doesn't know if this side effect > is permanent or not. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 21, 2006 Report Share Posted August 21, 2006 Thanks for this posting i think it is important for all of us. As an update to all, and for you Sarceto as i know you have asked before her current condition......................... Well its not good she has violent shaking tremors can be thrown up off the ground. Senses are so raw she cannot stand to wash and bath because of sensations of water .....cannot go to public places as she absorbs everyone's feelings emotion's and thoughts. Has developed speech problems and goes du du du du du or la la la la la with an incredible stutter..............her shaking and noises are now beyond her going in public. In my office i found she had to turn off all the lights and put us into darkness as she waited (so now she is booked so no other patients will be around). At home she simply falls to the floor and cannot get up and requires help for the washroom and personal hygene. Is on 5 meds from the Psychiatrist and he says he has no idea of the ''doses''just go see what works''. I think she has been on around 15 different anti depresants anti psychotic's etc in the last few years alone. Also has Turretes (not sure my spelling) and has been on anti seizure meds too. So the picture is not good .......family want her to stop all Meds......i have said no can't do that as several are addictive to change one even slightly brings untold body pain which shoots thro her like arrows. When i treat her it takes me 10-15 mins just to get all the symtoms to quite down and be calm even then i have to watch out for sudden violent jerks. I see this going perhaps into re-hab which of course is nothing to do with me but the family. The body is just burning out in all its systems,re-hab means more Meds these wont help. I have told her she must go ''inside for the answers trust love follow intuition etc'' but she cannot remember what i have said. Now after all this depressing reading she did have one day in the last month where the flow balanced ...........she said it was such a fantastic day unbelievable ................So i said well then it proves it may still change .............but is ''obsessive compulsive ''about Meds/Herbs and side effects so sensitive if a med is changed by 1/2 of one pill or 1/3 it turns her just upside down and brings all kinds of symptoms. This is depressing i know but its the real deal on what can go wrong. I keep at it to tell her she must go inside to love to heal to forgive to send help out to others ,so she is not focused on herslf..................We will see Love and prayers is appreciated. R...................................... I - Sunday, August 20, 2006 11:42 PM Theresa Richard mentioned Theresa one of his patients. This is what can happen to you when you open to these energies without guidance and conditioning and a practice. This is what can happen if you go to fast. This is what you risk if you do not take this seriously. She has the Kundalini. This is Kundalini gone wrong and without guidance. - LIST OF THERESA'S SYMPTOMS FOR ***** Hi there Chris, well here we have a very dear soul, I have treated her and she is a friend of the family. She is absolutely tortured I do feel she has a Demon amongst other issues and probable `'K''balance issues, (her nature is gentle) in the past she has spat sworn wriggled violently, screamed as I worked on her. Part of this she felt was the Demons screaming in her head to get away from me, although it would happen with other's too. I `m nobody to try and remove those issues and in any case don't know how---its dangerous stuff unless you really know what you are doing. Anyways permission's is given by her for help, I made no promises. It was 2 years ago since I saw her and then again around 2 weeks ago, she has deteriorated a lot and now has violent head and body shakes. She looks really worn out and I would say has some systems fried by now. For what it's worth intuitively I felt that even if a removal were done (if that's the issue) that she might not survive if that make any sense. If I had her condition I'm sure I would have used a gun before now, the Angels seem to keep her in some kind of balance. She prays to the Masters and Angels continually and her house is like a shrine, certainly as many focuses as we have in our's Here are her symptoms. She must be around mid 30's in age. Any help would be most appreciated. Her name is Theresa. - an entity with me for a long time, which tells me this lie: if I let go and relax, I will be attacked by something. - negative blasts of energy: eyes, 3rd eye, top of head, ears, behind ears, back of neck and head, deep inside ears, solar plexus, mid upper back, arms. Moves around. When a teenager, this was experienced as a rush of energy. Now, makes me feel disconnected. - I can visualize, but not in synchronicity with my breath. I can't visualize the upper and lower or front and back of my body at the same time. - Pain - throbbing and aching. - top of feet throb. Toes tingle. - calves throb and ache. - pain shoots down groin. - clitoris oversensitive to pain. Can get hot. - little energy rushes in base chakra. - When off drugs, rushes of energy more severe and reflexes become hyperactive. I can't move without setting my body off. - less reactive when alone. - On medications: they numb the awareness and pain and energy surges. - Temperature: sweat profusely under the armpits. I get dizzy from the heat, then chilled. - Off drugs: rapidly lost weight - can't sleep at all - jolts of electricity through body - I feel paranoid: I feel people there, always scaring me. Terror. Hands grabbing me in the toilet. Calling my name in the night, evil laughter. I fear my own shadow. Antipsychotic drugs help at a low dose, but cause psychosis at higher doses. Drug withdrawal can cause this, or not enough drugs, or too many drugs. I am uncertain what is the drug effect and what is the disorder. - Current medications: numb and calm the nervous system, but there are still involuntary muscle contractions - like " working out. " - " Hyperactive reflexes " : caused by noise (high pitch, loud, sudden); movement, light (especially flashing lights, computer, TV, movies). I can't watch movement and hear meaning at the same time. If I see a person moving while I'm trying to think, it drives me crazy. I can't concentrate. - Legs and arms shoot out uncontrollably, diaphragm contracts (i.e. muscles pull in). - Hot and cold tingles. - I feel everything - the energy in another person's aura. More reactive when many people present. No energetic boundary with people and things (e.g. fridge). When phone is in my ear, it goes into my body. - When I say the rosary, I feel good energy from toes to crown. Otherwise, the energy gets blocked. - Anafranil (clomipramine med, which I have been taking for about 16 years): it affects the base chakra and emotional centers. It always allows me to feel emotions. - Irritable Bowel Syndrome: Constipation and sometimes the runs. Cramps can go all the way from the bowel into my chest and arms. Other Symptoms - Can't stand to be touched unless very slow and gentle. - Can't eat with other people - too much stimulation. - Easily lost concentration when distracted. - Chronic sinus congestion. - Lungs and throat hurt - Pain and bleeding with bowel movement. - Endometriosis: strong pains in stomach, especially with period. - Adenomyosis in uterus - cause of pain. - Pain when I go for a walk: feet, tailbone, calves. - Pain in back of neck, caused by chronic tics there. - Even when sedated, I can only sleep with ear plugs in, head wrapped in blanket, and wrapped in pillows in order to feel my body. Otherwise, I feel I'm floating and/or spinning - not grounded. _ I follow sounds with my whole body. _ I fear " getting zapped; " i.e. energy surges - my nerves feel like I'm being tortured. Everything triggers pain. - I have trouble breathing, especially when chewing. - I can't have my head touched - my most sensitive part. - sensory overload. - itchy all the time. APPROXIMATE TIME LINE OF TRAUMATIC EVENTS - when a baby, my brother pulled me from the bed, and I fell on the floor. - when 8, a cow stepped on my head and right ear - when 10, I had shingles and iritis on the left side. (Note that the neurologist noted that the left side of my body is more sensitive than the right) - sometime between 6 and 12, I fell down the stairs. Possibly cracked my tail bone at that time. There is evidence of a former break on a recent x-ray. - when 13, smashed my pubic bone on my bicycle. The flashes of energy started then. - when 16 or 17, I fell of my boyfriend's shoulders, landing on the left side of my head and shoulder. Since then, limited range of motion in my left arm. - Date raped at 16, 20, and 24. - From the age of 16, seemed to meet " wolves " everywhere, and was pulled to them. After the exorcism done by *****, ***** and my father a few years ago, there seemed to be a big sealing of my base chakra. I no longer dream about rape. - The sexual relations I had with *****'s father, was more spiritual. - In my relationship with ****** (with him for almost 9 years), I feel I have reclaimed my identity. However, I have " energy pain " when I have sex with him. - I have never really wanted sex, but rather to feel close and protected. I feel more adult now. - 1989 - cracked my head when we lived in Montana. - 1992 and 1993 - cracked my head twice more. - 4 years ago, dropped a brick on my head. - I had another trauma in my present apartment, and will tell ***** about it privately. - Both times that I got pregnant, I trusted my partner and felt violated, as I said " no " both times. - Lots of self blame associated with sex. - Records of shame and trauma in body. all the above was dictated to me by Theresa at her house last week. I would just like to mention a couple more things. - Tourette Syndrome: chronic compulsive tics, which move around various places in the body. Started when Theresa was 10, gradually got worse, and was diagnosed when she was 11. - Obsessive Compulsive Disorder: Obsessive thoughts which Theresa has a hard time controlling. - Last summer, Theresa had what seems to be a drug interaction (possibly between Gabapentin and Anafranil). She developed strange neurological symptoms. Her walk is jerky and her hands clench. The doctor mentioned the term Dystonia. I don't know if this is what he is referring to. The neurologist doesn't know if this side effect is permanent or not. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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