Guest guest Posted August 22, 2006 Report Share Posted August 22, 2006 Keep your tongue up drink lots of water and remember it is Ok. These are symptoms of reintegration with your positive and your negative. Allow it and bless it. Nothing is wrong, the ticks are just small facial nerves responding to the energy. Eat some watermelon and keep hydrated, don't stress out or make any decisions based upon what you are feeling now. I think your beans are coming along fine. - no worries Justin, and yes you will be on an emotional roller coaster and will read things here that might upset you, that's when you practice your forgiveness, also get some exercise this energy wants to infuse your body if you do not get some exercise, little micro blockages can form and they can hurt a bit, so stretch get some exercise meditate or sleep near or under a tree. - keep us informed - no worries your doing fine! - what people call me <stephanjustin wrote: Oh yeah and some light burning feeling in different places, I think it's the aura but I'm not sure. - SJustin chrism Tuesday, August 22, 2006 4:13 AM Re: Re: First Post - safeties - Justin I'm having something happen I want to run past you. Facial ticks. Left side, the right side depending of what I'm thinking of or saying. I figured I should try to balance it out so what I was expressing came out on both sides and it's been working. I'm also encountering alot of anger, my face scrunching up really tight. Some smiles but still the sense of that person behind the eyes. A sensation I had a few years ago. I'm wondering how long I've been activating. Alot of this anger runs counter to what I'm trying to do but it is honest. Ugly too. Still bothered by fear being my gut reaction. There's a split, I guess some lower energy I've tried to ignore. Becoming more aware of the fact. Trying to be positive when I really would rather be negative and not wanting to express that because I think you'll pull the plug or I don't want to face that maybe I'm not ready. The guy who left Tom reminds me of myself in some ways. I wonder if I should go off and take care of my beans then return if that's possible. The thing is last night I had somewhat of a breakthrough. Alot of emotions came out. I'm hesitant to say some joy. It's only been a few days but it's a rollercoaster. I'm trying not to go fast, trying to have patience. And i'm trying to be honest so that I get real advice and not something based on me putting up a front. Plus it's weird for me to share so much with someone I don't know but so much has happened already, sensations, feeling, a random meditation pose. This morning I put on some positive music but I also stayed in bed, which was fine because I didn't want to overwork it. I want to keep myself safe but I also smell something sweet when I'm at the computer. I feel the need to deny to be logical or rational but at the same time stuff is mounting up. Any response you have to this is fine. I am also wondering about bits of pain that come with some of the sensations Again telling you so you can tell me if that is to be expected. It's like a brief sharp something here and there. Going back to the emotional part I'm confused about which voice is the real me. Do I integrate them all in some constructive way or are there definte false selves. I'm facing my baser motivations for doing this but also hoping there's more. Plus I've had what feel like something settling over my head that made me think of egyptian pharoah statue headress and points of something along the spine and those snaking tingles on my head. It's alot I now. Heavy , heavy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 23, 2006 Report Share Posted August 23, 2006 As requested Chris. Metta. AlexNote: forwarded message attached. Everyone is raving about the all-new Mail. You know Alex it is this type of communication the list needs to see. Many still cling to the singularity of this existence. We are a young group, basically a year old. If you would care to forward this to the group, it would be a service indeed as my one voice, though helpful perhaps, can sometimes become a monologue. - Dharma Wayfarer <dharmawayfarer wrote: Chris, you are doing such amazingly good work, and confirmed by the One, whom I call 'Vajradhara/the Father' ... I hope that comes off ok from this one whom you do not really yet 'know' ... unless you choose to look further/deeper with the facilities/faculties that are your gifts, for which you have my 'permission' to use viz 'this merely labelled self at the base of Mind". My 'ride' this time around' in the re'awakening (I know I have done this before) is much smoother and seems to have skipped many stages as a consequence, and yet, my 'mission in this lifetime (lord it does get old ... is one that it seems I have previously agreed to foreswear/forego 'flash/siddhis etc.' ... where the higher self accepted self-imposed blocks on certain chakras ... focussing only and always and foremost on nurturing/cultivating the heart of compassion (more to follow on that) while in service in various incarnations, of which the present is the last. I have more I am led/guided to share with you ... (damn man .. I feel like the wee dutch boy with his fingers in the dam ... Further to an earlier exchange ... where you queried whether I was a Christian ... well grin .. I'm sure I've been ... very close to our Lord Jesus the Christ, as have I been to the Lord Buddha, Shakyamuni ... at some point of remembrance, invoking Archangels/Devas, or Guardian Protectors kinda merges eh ( us Canadians say eh alot eh ... by our call to the Divine, whether Vajradhara, Sanat Kumara, the Ancient of Days, Yawjeh, Jehovah, Allah, God, we are all led to the same place. My practice is buddhist ... mostly kinda ... I invoke daily and with every in breath, the full presence of Vajrasattva ... to purify and permeate all the bindhus of these 5 skhandas/aggregates of consciousness, on whom the merely labelled self 'Alex' is at the base of the Mind. And in so doing, I invite the full presence of Vajradhara to manifest ... and this 'dumb doorpost glows' Metta and Blessings Alex chrism <> wrote: Keep your tongue up drink lots of water and remember it is Ok. These are symptoms of reintegration with your positive and your negative. Allow it and bless it. Nothing is wrong, the ticks are just small facial nerves responding to the energy. Eat some watermelon and keep hydrated, don't stress out or make any decisions based upon what you are feeling now. I think your beans are coming along fine. - no worries Justin, and yes you will be on an emotional roller coaster and will read things here that might upset you, that's when you practice your forgiveness, also get some exercise this energy wants to infuse your body if you do not get some exercise, little micro blockages can form and they can hurt a bit, so stretch get some exercise meditate or sleep near or under a tree. - keep us informed - no worries your doing fine! - what people call me <stephanjustin (AT) earthlink (DOT) net> wrote: Oh yeah and some light burning feeling in different places, I thinkit's the aura but I'm not sure.- SJustin chrism Tuesday, August 22, 2006 4:13 AMRe: Re: First Post - safeties- JustinI'm having something happen I want to run past you. Facial ticks. Leftside, the right side depending of what I'm thinking of or saying. Ifigured I should try to balance it out so what I was expressing cameout on both sides and it's been working. I'm also encountering alot ofanger, my face scrunching up really tight. Some smiles but still thesense of that person behind the eyes. A sensation I had a few yearsago. I'm wondering how long I've been activating. Alot of this angerruns counter to what I'm trying to do but it is honest. Ugly too.Still bothered by fear being my gut reaction. There's a split, I guesssome lower energy I've tried to ignore. Becoming more aware of thefact. Trying to be positive when I really would rather be negative andnot wanting to express that because I think you'll pull the plug or Idon't want to face that maybe I'm not ready. The guy who left Tomreminds me of myself in some ways. I wonder if I should go off andtake care of my beans then return if that's possible. The thing islast night I had somewhat of a breakthrough. Alot of emotions cameout. I'm hesitant to say some joy. It's only been a few days but it'sa rollercoaster. I'm trying not to go fast, trying to have patience.And i'm trying to be honest so that I get real advice and notsomething based on me putting up a front. Plus it's weird for me toshare so much with someone I don't know but so much has happenedalready, sensations, feeling, a random meditation pose. This morning Iput on some positive music but I also stayed in bed, which was finebecause I didn't want to overwork it. I want to keep myself safe but Ialso smell something sweet when I'm at the computer. I feel the needto deny to be logical or rational but at the same time stuff ismounting up. Any response you have to this is fine. I am alsowondering about bits of pain that come with some of the sensations Again telling you so you can tell me if that is to be expected. It'slike a brief sharp something here and there. Going back to theemotional part I'm confused about which voice is the real me. Do Iintegrate them all in some constructive way or are there definte falseselves. I'm facing my baser motivations for doing this but also hopingthere's more. Plus I've had what feel like something settling over myhead that made me think of egyptian pharoah statue headress and pointsof something along the spine and those snaking tingles on my head.It's alot I now. Heavy , heavy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 23, 2006 Report Share Posted August 23, 2006 What you say rings true for me Alex, I too have no inner sight or " abilities " the only gift I have seems to be a knowingness, I feel things. I feel colours, I don't see them, like this year for instance, I just felt like it would be a turquiose year. I can't always explain why or where these knowingnesses come from (the great I am I guess). I always thought I had a block but now I've read your post I feel quite at ease with it all and am glad to know someone else who shares this with me Thankyou for sharing, Inlove Elektra x x x _________ Messenger - NEW crystal clear PC to PC calling worldwide with voicemail http://uk.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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