Things that I left out

August 23, 2006

A few days ago I was hearing what I'm pretty sure where people's conversations floating in the air. I heard what sounded like someone getting an automated message from T-Mobile and what I think where conversations my aunt might have had on the phone. It felt like what people where saying where floating in the air. My second day of this I put on alot of positive music so that songs like Stevie Wonder's Love in Need of Love Today where playing in my head.

When reading some of the forum messages at the beginning I almost felt like I was hearing the voices of the people writing the posts. I'm not picking up anything now butall this is reminding me of childhood. Hearing the whine of televisions, walking into a room and having the tv go fritzy and having it go in and out depending on how I was moving.

I've also been told by my mother that I have something in me. Something people resent me for, people in my own family. Plus we're Haitain and there's a strong beleif in our family in magic, sorcery, curses whatever you call it. I've never wanted to beleive in it but I've always been fearful of it so it's affected my behavior. I have to say that I beleive now.

Plus the dreams. I've felt somethign touching my shin as I wake from dreams and felt confronted by things, I'm not sure but I'm trying to love them as I read in one post. I get images in my head. Solid feeling images of possibly their true appearance. I 'm not the bravest person but I think it's interesting that last night I felt bored in their presence. I'm hoping that means something good. I even imagined hugging one. Please tell me if that's going too far or if that's the right thing to do.

I'm also finding I have a wall of some sort, emotional but I think I'm breaking through it. There's so much to say. It feels like a flow that might never stop.

August 23, 2006

Hello Justin, Another common symptom is telepathy. Just allow what you perceive to "be" place no judgment o n it and keep to your own at this time. It is a gift, but a "high" gift so be grateful and gentle, and considerate with what comes to you. Practice privacy for the most part, in what you discern of others private thoughts. The positive music is good. Keep that up. You can expect electrical disturbances with stereos and TVs and computers cellphones etc. Don't be concerned. It isn't permanent. Try not to get "in" to the magic and the sorcery and curses. These in most cases, are petty systems that are reaching for the state you are attaining, but without the physical, emotional and love based disciplines that are needed. The fear as a tool as an example and so forth. They can become a burden so shed as much of this as you can. Boredom is a good thing. Boredom begins to set in, for me,as I see patterns beginning to be expressed. Boredom is afearless state (yawn) "are you done yet my little friends?" This canalso cause a disinterest. Another fearless state. So cherish the boredom as there is more excitement on the way. -

August 23, 2006

Please remember the safeties. Reread them again and again. Keep your tongue up behind your upper front teeth. Listen to the Kundalini. -

August 23, 2006

One thing I've been thinking of are the movies the Matrix and especially Star Wars. They feel appropriate like they tapped into

something necessary. It feels a little silly but If you want to watch entertainment those seems to reinforce some good themes

I feel like those are good choices. I'm exhausted right now and I feel like Yoda is kicking my butt and won't let me rest.

Also I had an interesting day following random signs and they seemed to lead me to the right place. Things like the yin yang symbol on a man's

shirt, churches, parks, signs of native americans on delivery trucks a buddha statue I'm pretty sure at a restaurant. They never lead me wrong and when I tried to ignore them the negativity started to creep in. It can be so subtle but it's there. Images, smells, names, all signs. Street lights that turn on or off just as u get to them. I wanted to try to "balance" it out, maybe not all the signs were what I thought but when I ignored one I started to go the wrong way and encounter things that hurt. Oh yes and watch out for decisions you make to serve or protect your ego or out of fear or to prove something. Again sometimes you're so used to following that way like me that you don't or won't see that that's what you're doing.

Best to everyone.

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006 4:28 PM

Re: Things that I left out

Hello Justin,

Another common symptom is telepathy. Just allow what you perceive to "be" place no judgment o n it and keep to your own at this time. It is a gift, but a "high" gift so be grateful and gentle, and considerate with what comes to you. Practice privacy for the most part, in what you discern of others private thoughts.

The positive music is good. Keep that up.

You can expect electrical disturbances with stereos and TVs and computers cellphones etc. Don't be concerned. It isn't permanent.

Try not to get "in" to the magic and the sorcery and curses. These in most cases, are petty systems that are reaching for the state you are attaining, but without the physical, emotional and love based disciplines that are needed. The fear as a tool as an example and so forth. They can become a burden so shed as much of this as you can.

Boredom is a good thing. Boredom begins to set in, for me,as I see patterns beginning to be expressed. Boredom is afearless state (yawn) "are you done yet my little friends?" This canalso cause a disinterest. Another fearless state. So cherish the boredom as there is more excitement on the way. -