Psychiatric Assault

[Guest guest]

Hello my lovely fireflies,

There have been a lot of posts recently referring to the psychiatric

system, which along with its embeddedness in the minds of the

populace is the arch enemy of those passing through the delicate

stage of handling newly awakened kundalini energies in our

population.

This is a problem that needs to be addressed, because it is possible

that there are energy shifts occuring, or changes in the level of

human evolution, that mean progressively greater numbers of people

are going to " pop " .

It almost seems like I just accept that we will have to deal with

this system and apologise for our eccentric experiences to

the " sane " majority, but in truth it is me and those others going

through k awakening that are closer to the raw truth of reality, and

these people need to be protected in the future, as more than likely

they have something significant to contribute to society.

This link is to a petition to the British government to end the

abusive ways of psychiatry. Reading the comments really allowed me

to come to terms with my own abuse, and to let go of the fear it

imprinted on me.

http://www.petitiononline.com/kissit/petition.html

Love James

[Guest guest]

Signed!!

 

Thank you,

Ana

 

James <milliondegrees wrote: Hello

my lovely fireflies,

There have been a lot of posts recently referring to the psychiatric

system, which along with its embeddedness in the minds of the

populace is the arch enemy of those passing through the delicate

stage of handling newly awakened kundalini energies in our

population.

This is a problem that needs to be addressed, because it is possible

that there are energy shifts occuring, or changes in the level of

human evolution, that mean progressively greater numbers of people

are going to " pop " .

It almost seems like I just accept that we will have to deal with

this system and apologise for our eccentric experiences to

the " sane " majority, but in truth it is me and those others going

through k awakening that are closer to the raw truth of reality, and

these people need to be protected in the future, as more than likely

they have something significant to contribute to society.

This link is to a petition to the British government to end the

abusive ways of psychiatry. Reading the comments really allowed me

to come to terms with my own abuse, and to let go of the fear it

imprinted on me.

http://www.petitiononline.com/kissit/petition.html

Love James

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

>>>> Japo:

Reading the comments really allowed me

to come to terms with my own abuse, and to let go of the fear it

imprinted on me. <<<<

 

 

Japo, I have also wanted to comment on this thread. First, I would

like to say that when I read of your experiences in the psychiatric ward, I was

horrified. And at the same time, I admire your strength, respect your

wisdom, and honor your dignified manner in handling it.

 

It seems to have brought out a Christ-like essence in you. Your story

magnifies my belief that the deeper one falls into a hellish-type experience,

the higher one can rise above it to capture a more serene, divine demeanor.

I have used the metaphor before that the harder a bouncing ball hits the

pavement, the higher it will go.

 

Not saying that one has to go through hell to experience heaven, but it

does seem to me that those who have develop a more meaningful appreciation

of even the simplest of pleasures. Which seems to be a common thread of those

experiencing K " symptoms. " Kind of like the pressure has built up, and

exploded through the " mold " of some sort of physical veil of forgetfulness.

 

I studied psychology in school, and find that all of the theories have

some useful information, which would make me have more of an " eclectic "

approach - making use of all theories. They taught us about " paradigms, " which

are " schools of thought, " which can fall to the wasteside when a newer and

better " paradigm " emerges. Obviously, there are new paradigms yet to be

discovered. Someone in that field needs to " think outside of the box " and

recognize

that the subconscious realm is being consciously " remembered " by more and

more people every day. And that doesn't make one " crazy, " but instead

" awakened " to a whole other realm of reality. It would do the medical

community good

to embrace this possibility and spin off a new paradigm, as such. I'm sure

there are some in this field who are open to this - but it needs to " hit the

books. " The DSM-R-V Diagnostic Manual would be a good start! We can always

hope. I believe the time is coming near.

 

Best wishes to you.

 

Deb

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hey Deb,

Thanks for your kind reply.

I'm still learning about myself and the experience, and I hope to

grow stronger everyday. Sometimes I still automatically find myself

telling myself things like " I'm the worst person in the world " or

that I am a bad person or have no power because of the experience,

but I know in time this will change so thank you for your kind

words. I definitely felt a strong connection to being " Christ-like "

when this happened, maybe because Christ is an obvious cultural

figure with awakened K. Also, when I broke my back and my arms it

was somewhat like being crucified!!!

Thanks again for your response - Japo x

 

 

, Deb111222

wrote:

>

>

> >>>> Japo:

> Reading the comments really allowed me

> to come to terms with my own abuse, and to let go of the fear it

> imprinted on me. <<<<

>

>

> Japo, I have also wanted to comment on this thread. First,

I would

> like to say that when I read of your experiences in the

psychiatric ward, I was

> horrified. And at the same time, I admire your strength, respect

your

> wisdom, and honor your dignified manner in handling it.

>

> It seems to have brought out a Christ-like essence in you.

Your story

> magnifies my belief that the deeper one falls into a hellish-type

experience,

> the higher one can rise above it to capture a more serene, divine

demeanor.

> I have used the metaphor before that the harder a bouncing ball

hits the

> pavement, the higher it will go.

>

> Not saying that one has to go through hell to experience

heaven, but it

> does seem to me that those who have develop a more meaningful

appreciation

> of even the simplest of pleasures. Which seems to be a common

thread of those

> experiencing K " symptoms. " Kind of like the pressure has built

up, and

> exploded through the " mold " of some sort of physical veil of

forgetfulness.

>

> I studied psychology in school, and find that all of the

theories have

> some useful information, which would make me have more of

an " eclectic "

> approach - making use of all theories. They taught us

about " paradigms, " which

> are " schools of thought, " which can fall to the wasteside when a

newer and

> better " paradigm " emerges. Obviously, there are new paradigms

yet to be

> discovered. Someone in that field needs to " think outside of the

box " and recognize

> that the subconscious realm is being consciously " remembered " by

more and

> more people every day. And that doesn't make one " crazy, " but

instead

> " awakened " to a whole other realm of reality. It would do the

medical community good

> to embrace this possibility and spin off a new paradigm, as

such. I'm sure

> there are some in this field who are open to this - but it needs

to " hit the

> books. " The DSM-R-V Diagnostic Manual would be a good start! We

can always

> hope. I believe the time is coming near.

>

> Best wishes to you.

>

> Deb

 

[Guest guest]

>>>>> Japo:

I'm still learning about myself and the experience, and I hope to

grow stronger everyday. Sometimes I still automatically find myself

telling myself things like " I'm the worst person in the world " or

that I am a bad person or have no power because of the experience,

but I know in time this will change so thank you for your kind

words. <<<<

 

 

I think the truth is that you have much more power because of the

experience, but I understand what you mean. Those painful emotions can

play hell with us long after the fact, even if we tell ourselves all

the right things - because we have to come to believe those things, and

that is easier said than done.

 

A person cannot go through what you went through and be the same

person. So, forget about whatever it is that you are beating yourself

up over that happened before. That was " you-then " and this is " you-

now. " And the truth is, no matter what happened, the price that you

paid was unjust.

 

Have you ever seen that movie, " The Shawshank Redemption? " Where

Tim Robinson played the part of a banker who was unjustly accused of

killing his wife. He went through all kinds of hell in prison and when

he finally escaped, he told his fellow inmate, played by Morgan

Freeman, " I have paid for every mistake I have ever made in my life,

many times over. I deserve to be free. I have paid my dues. "

 

That is you, Japo. You have paid your dues, and then some. You

have escaped and now you are free. The only thing that can hold you

hostage now are emotional chains. Let them go and feel the freedom.

 

Deb

[Guest guest]

Thanks Deb

I am so grateful for your reply, thank you its really lovely of you.

I loved that film soooo much!! When he digs himself out with like a

screwdriver or something... You are so right, I am just not who I

was, and I need to let go of both the trauma and the person I was

before, and the person I would have been if it hadnt happened.

Ultimately its more important that I " popped " and woke up, however

painful the experience. It was unjust, but then again we live in a

world where we have (some) justice. Many people do not have justice,

and neither to many beings in the ocean of life, many animals, many

beings in hell, many who are ignorant.

I guess I really need to key into who I am now... A spiritual

person, eccentric and prone to " strange words, extraordinary

behaviour " but at the same time, more sane than most in my own way.

I want to write more but I just did like 2 hours of qigong and its

3am Im knackered. Part of my problem is I dont give myself space to

heal, I keep pushing myself with my degree and think incessantly

about trying to save the world... I'm learning to step back a bit,

do some loosening exercises, get some girls and actually take time

to breathe and process this crazy ride I've been on, and ultimately

give massive thanks that I have this higher consciousness, cos its

grace, something bigger than our limited illusion of being a

separate entity, and there's no way that limited entity could ever

repay the world... Only by loving it with all our heart.

Love Japo

 

, " Deb "

<Deb111222 wrote:

>

>

> >>>>> Japo:

> I'm still learning about myself and the experience, and I hope to

> grow stronger everyday. Sometimes I still automatically find

myself

> telling myself things like " I'm the worst person in the world " or

> that I am a bad person or have no power because of the experience,

> but I know in time this will change so thank you for your kind

> words. <<<<

>

>

> I think the truth is that you have much more power because of

the

> experience, but I understand what you mean. Those painful

emotions can

> play hell with us long after the fact, even if we tell ourselves

all

> the right things - because we have to come to believe those

things, and

> that is easier said than done.

>

> A person cannot go through what you went through and be the

same

> person. So, forget about whatever it is that you are beating

yourself

> up over that happened before. That was " you-then " and this

is " you-

> now. " And the truth is, no matter what happened, the price that

you

> paid was unjust.

>

> Have you ever seen that movie, " The Shawshank Redemption? "

Where

> Tim Robinson played the part of a banker who was unjustly accused

of

> killing his wife. He went through all kinds of hell in prison and

when

> he finally escaped, he told his fellow inmate, played by Morgan

> Freeman, " I have paid for every mistake I have ever made in my

life,

> many times over. I deserve to be free. I have paid my dues. "

>

> That is you, Japo. You have paid your dues, and then some.

You

> have escaped and now you are free. The only thing that can hold

you

> hostage now are emotional chains. Let them go and feel the

freedom.

>

> Deb

>

[Guest guest]

Hey Japo - that was one of my favorite movies, too! A lot of the things I

said to you, I also needed to say to myself, so thank you for bringing that

out in me! I think I needed to hear it, myself.

 

But seriously, I think you are doing great. And yes, we both need to

take time to just breathe. Great idea you had!

 

Deb

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Cheers Deb, you're alright.

Thanks for the discussion.

I'm in the middle of a take away 24hour exam paper on developmental

biology. Its 4am and I'm writing about the joys of homeotic

transcription factors in drosophila embryos. I love being a student!

Its all about the navel centre isnt it? I'm getting more K up to

there now and its really making me feel very strong and grounded. So

much work to do... so many levels...

Peace n love x x x

 

 

, Deb111222

wrote:

>

>

>

> Hey Japo - that was one of my favorite movies, too! A lot of the

things I

> said to you, I also needed to say to myself, so thank you for

bringing that

> out in me! I think I needed to hear it, myself.

>

> But seriously, I think you are doing great. And yes, we

both need to

> take time to just breathe. Great idea you had!

>

> Deb

>

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

>>>>> Japo:

Cheers Deb, you're alright.

Thanks for the discussion.

I'm in the middle of a take away 24hour exam paper on developmental

biology. Its 4am and I'm writing about the joys of homeotic

transcription factors in drosophila embryos. I love being a student!

Its all about the navel centre isnt it? I'm getting more K up to

there now and its really making me feel very strong and grounded. So

much work to do... so many levels... <<<<<

 

 

 

I loved being a student also, Japo! Something else we have in

common! Best of luck with all of your studies. I definitely

understand what hard work that can be. (Pat on the back for you!)

 

More interesting discussions to come, I'm sure!

 

And - just wanted to let you know that I started back

with the 5 Tibetans today and I am so glad. Would love to be

included in that shaktiput energy you are sending out next. I feel

like I am finally coming to terms with some old issues that were

causing me some difficulties and letting go of some old fears and

feeling better.

 

And, they started laying brick on our house today and it is

coming out beautiful and that really boosted my mood quite a bit! (I

know, I know - that is an ego thing.) But, it cheered me up,

nevertheless. I will feel so much more peaceful there, which must be

a good thing. This apartment is so dreary. (But, better than a FEMA

trailer, for sure.) Just getting excited about having the house to

look forward to (probably November) and allowing myself to enjoy the

feeling.

 

Deb