Surrendered!

[Guest guest]

Today as I started my meditation, I was as always focusing on the

safeties and proper pose and so forth and so on. I was planning to

focus on the point above my brow, but as I became settled into my

meditation I felt the need to call on my HS and on God for guidance

and asked them to guide me through my meditation and let me know

what I needed to do and needed to work on. The next thing I knew I

was breathing in a white light and allowing it flow deep into my

root chakra and I began concentrating on seeing it and feeling it

penetrate the root chakra and seeing the white light mix with the

red and then the breathe traveling back up and out carrying the

negative energy out with it. As I sat focusing on that I began to

feel a deep bliss and ecstasy coming from within the base of my

body, it was magnificent. The longer I did this the stronger the

need and desire became and then I began seeing the white light

penetrate the center of my heart chakra down through all them to my

base chakra and the light absorbing the negativity and it traveled

up and back out from all the chakras. Then I saw a bright light of

the base of my chakras and my focus and attention was drawn towards

the light and the desire to pull it up through my chakras was great

and as I focused for quite sometime on directing the light upward,

but I could only seem to get it to extend upward through my sacral

chakra, once I was able to get it up to my heart chakra. The light

kept enticing me to work with it and pull it upward, and I kept

trying, but couldn't seem to get very far. At certain point I felt

the need to forgive myself and forgive others for past incidences,

then I started chanting I surrender to all, I surrendered to my K,

to my HS, to God, I surrender to my awakening, and my transition. I

felt the need to continue this and finally after almost two hours I

drew myself back into the now although all I wanted to do was go

back and continue to do more. I thought I had surrendered, but

apparently Subconsciously I hadn't. I was in such bliss, ecstasy,

and serenity I didn't want to have to stop. I have such a new

feeling of respect for everything. I always enjoy practicing all my

safeties and even more so now! They help keep me calm and they

really work wonders when you force yourself to become conscious of

circumstances and how you react to them. Anyway, I thought I would

share my meditation with all of you!

 

Love and peace,

Katherine

[Guest guest]

Good work Katherine,

Keep it up. Continue your meditation and

safeties and now explore your willingness to give service to people. As far as

the forgiveness goes we pile up alot of unbalanced emotions over a lifetime and

it typically isn't resolved in a day or three. So do the forgiveness

individually and go back into the scenario to perform and feel the balance

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