Guest guest Posted September 18, 2006 Report Share Posted September 18, 2006 Hi James, (Is this Japo and you changed your name?) I've always had a problem exepting the buddist idea of nothingness, I enjoy the buddist teachings but it still doesnt fully resonate with me, in this life time. I feel as though I strive to be a concious creater not nothing..... Perhaps that's my ego, perhaps not, but when people ramble on to me about how nothing exists blah blah blah, it just doesn't feel holisticly true enough, just a peice of a whole, as with many things. I rather think that all things exist and don't exist simultaneously, where you can aspire for nothingness, you can aspire for everythingness... Love Elektra x x x --- James <milliondegrees wrote: > Really? Cool, any way of getting hold of it in an > audio file or > something? I just had a conversation with a medical > doctor about my > experiences with the kundalini. I just sort of came > out with it. She > seemed to take me seriously... I was surprised and > reassured, then I > was glad I did it, because its not about isolating > ourselves and > feeling afraid. We should teach people about what we > are going > through... Bring on the planetary ascension!! > Cheers B, Love James > > --- In > , > barbara galvez > <galvezbarbara wrote: > > > > Hey guess what I heard, > > > > was talking about kundalini on the Art > Bell radio show > last night for about 20 minutes. If we email Art > Bell (artbell) > maybe Art Bell will have Chris Mitchell on as a > speaker for the > evening and then we could call in with our > questions. Or meet more > people with kundalini and learn of their > experiences. > > > > B > > > > > > > > Stay in the know. Pulse on the new .com. > Check it out. > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 9, 2006 Report Share Posted October 9, 2006 Hi James, I had been wondering what you were up to.... I thought maybe you were busy with studies. I know what you mean about feeling uncomfortable when people only see one side of you. There is no shame in the many different colours we possess, blue is not ashamed that it isn't red...... Colours are there to be used like an artist, to paint the picture of life. Dark colours or light colours, they all contain the seed of one another within themselves anyway, right??? Love you James, Wishing you well, Elektra.Fire x x x --- James <milliondegrees wrote: > Dear Chrism, > Are you ok? > I miss talking to you. > I took a break from the list cos of what you said > about people > focusing on you to receive energy and not doing > their own work. I also > wanted to do some qigong on my own as I was really > starting to feel my > tensions and blocks and wanted to work them open. > I'm looking at my kundalini awakening from a > psychological > perspective, and I realise I have insecurities, sad > emotions, fear and > attachments, which I have accumulated throughout my > existence. Like > you said, I am reaching out to myself to try to > accept the things I > feel and try to resensitise numbed aeas of my psyche > which I may have > tried to block out in childhood. I found that crying > is a good way to > accept how I feel, whereas taking up old conflicts > with my mother to > try and resolve them needs more tact! This is a > humbling way to look > at myself as it makes me realise actually I have > emotional problems > and makes me conscious of the fact I shouldn't be > egotistical about > kundalini awakening in me, or cling to it as an idea > to help me feel > superior. I am still a bit scared of my dark side, > but that's ok, I > accept that. > I hope this helps other people who feel > uncomfortable. I know I always > feel uncomfortable when I try to present a one sided > virtuous version > of myself, and try to hide my insecurities, fears, > and confusion. > And thank you for replying to my message about > Motoyama and his life > physics course at CIHS in California, I appreciated > your input. > Thank you very much, > Bless and be merry! > James. > > > --- In > , > " chrism " > <> wrote: > > > > Please ask it again. Remember your questions are > also on the minds > of > > those not comfortable asking. There are many posts > and sometimes I > will > > miss some so please remind me. - blessings - > chrism > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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