Putting out fire with gasoline---

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I don't care if you single me out; I haven't a problem with that. You ask me

if I would rather be surprised, I can’t truly answer that because the ability

only rears its head when something unpleasant is about to happen, not a mixture

of both good and bad. I realize it is a gift, but can’t my gift include both,

then the good might balance out the bad and make it easier to stay in control. I

have been working on trying to trust my intuitions, long ago I would shut them

out completely and then when the incident occurred I wished that I would have

allowed it to manifest more visually so that I would know more of what was going

to happen, and then “doubt” jumped in. “Doubt” tells me that it isn’t real,

that it is made up and then “Confusion” jumps in. I am working on it and I know

without a doubt that I will conquer “Doubt” and “Confusion” and I will have full

trust and belief.

 

You say that K will amplify fear, and I tried taking the fear and putting it

back out as a positive force, I went outside and l lay on the driveway looking

up into the night sky gazing at the stars admiring God’s creations and I talked

to God and he talked back, He gave me a feeling of peace, then I read Lisa’s

e-mail and it was as if God was smiling at me saying he will be okay, for my

fear wasn’t that I couldn’t talk to him, my fear was him finally getting on that

plane when they finally allowed boarding and what the destiny of that trip would

be. I understand all of what you are telling me, and I am taking your guidance

to heart and will work on it diligently, but if this group were a totem poll of

K experience and knowledge, most of you would be at the top if not at the top

darn near close and I would be just sitting very near the bottom. I have a long

ways to go and I know I will make it as long as I trust in the process and learn

from you and the group.

 

I guess K is having a field day with my emotions; I am on the tallest

rollercoaster with the highest peaks and the deepest valleys; one moment high as

a kite, the next moment ready to cry for no reason. Noise, TV’s, radios, that

sort of thing, but natural sounds are so soothing. When I am inside I have to

seclude me in a room where I can hear no sounds, certain sounds seem amplified

to me and they drive my ears crazy!

 

Anyway, I understand what you are saying and I am trying diligently to work

through them, however, I have dealt with trying to ignore the visions, feelings

and thoughts most of my life because whenever I would try to tell someone about

it, they would look at me like I am crazy most of my life and hiding from them

that it is hard to fix in a quick manor. Just say some prayers; gosh, I sure do,

all the time. I am constantly talking to God about something; it’s a wonder that

he doesn’t get tired of hearing from me like humans probably do!

 

Anyway, have a wonderful an fantastic day! Many smiles and hugs being sent to

the Group from me! Much Love and Peace through out your life…Katherine

 

 

 

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