Guest guest Posted October 4, 2006 Report Share Posted October 4, 2006 Chrism, Last night I dreamt a lot, it was a busy night, but restful to some degree. I feel like this morning I have been tuning in to what was being told to me last night AS I was surrounded by love and held gently. It appears I need to start acknowledging the sadness in the world, and all of the horrors that are going on, that is ok to do so, and that I will ok in doing so, because I am not alone, and that I need to surrender more and more to What Is. And by doing so I will be more " useful " . (This is the abbreviated version, as you probably know.) With all of that brings an exceedingly deep desire to NOT be HERE doing THIS, but I know I have made agreements and I've made it this far, and I have a curious nature. I definitely don't see the big picture at this time, which forces me to trust and surrender, trust and surrender, and you know, trust and surrender some more. My fiance' CAN see more of a bigger picture, and is aware of more about me than I am at this point. He told me there is some good vs. evil conflict with my entering the Catholic Church (not from me, but related to a scar on my back obtained when I was an infant, and nobody knows how it got there.) On my walk, I contemplated this more, and was told that I am holding the sadness of the world in my body, and I need to release it from my body to be a freer vessel, so then in this 'conversation' I asked, " what am I to do to release the sadness of the world from my body? " The root vegetables came up again, as did fasting on the vegetables juices and some fruits 4 days out of every 7. Then further information was to " fast " on Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday, each week, indefinitely which related to the chakras (1, 3, 4, and 5) that are in need of this clearing. Does this make sense? This is as far as my day has taken me. Chris, does this ring right, is there more I need to know? This feels urgent. Is it related to my scar, and are you willing to share more about that with me? What else do I need to be doing that I might be missing? Thanks so much, and Infinite Love to you! Stephanie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 4, 2006 Report Share Posted October 4, 2006 No Stephanie this doesn't feel true or healthy to me. Your scar is an event that is not an indication of good or evil. It isn't even a consideration. It is a mystery that people love to place attachment on and chew on adding to it whatever fear text will stimulate, or a assigning of special significance to because the scar source is not consciously known. These are aspects of the ego. But not in the way we are used to understanding it. I suggest you pull back from the importance being placed on this scar. Give it no more thought or importance than you would a mole or a freckle. I also am concerned about this fasting and I would like you to reconsider. I am feeling something not balanced not only by the fasting idea, which is extreme and hurtful, but by the influences that have been coming to you via the church you attend. And the desire of loved ones to take from you your seniority over your body and the activation that is happening. Add to this your willingness to give this up and you put your self in a position of difficulty. You have access to the big picture but you refuse this and assign this quality to your loved one that they may take an equal and important place in your life yet this is not the case. You are activating, not they, and it isn't a negotiable quality. Please do not allow your love to become entangled in ego based associations by acquiescing to the needs of others, spoken or not, that require them to control you or give the impression of having more of the " big picture " than you do. This isn't true. By denying this gift you go into resistance and this causes blockage. I am sorry to be so blunt. But it is needed that you consider this. Prayer and meditation and forgiveness will release energetic signature from the body. Fasting in and of itself is not a bad idea. Indefinite fasting is. Are you unquestioning in your acceptance of the dream information? And what is the source of this urgency? Who's urgency is it and why is it there? Stop. You take complete control of what is happening. Take no direction from anyone in your church or your (blessed) loved one he isn't in the same situation - yet. Source yourself and consider these words. You have no limitations. You are complete and perfect, alone and as you are. God is with you always and everywhere and doesn't need a church in order to speak with you or a fast to be and speak with you. You have all the power of the universe at your fingertips. You have no sadness - blessings Stephanie - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 4, 2006 Report Share Posted October 4, 2006 Thanks, Chrism, for your reply, which wasn't what I was expecting whatsoever. I was sharing intuitive hits I've received, not from any church or any person, but from my connection with the Divine, and was trying to relate it to Kundalini through my questioning to you. It was a unique conversation with God, only God and I were on that walk. It is interesting that you are telling me to not trust my intuition or this connection, which is exactly what you are telling me that my blessed loved one is trying to tell me. In fact he does the complete opposite, which is allowing my own path to unfold, lovingly and gently. This has always been his way, and I've known him a very long time. The last thing he wants is for me to give up seniority of my body or life. These messages did not come from him. I am not denying my gift, I am more fully embracing it, and release the emotionaly blocks that may still remain. Many blessings to you, Stephanie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 4, 2006 Report Share Posted October 4, 2006 These are what came for me to tell you in regards to your posting. If you feel they are way off the mark and do not apply then ignore them. If you feel that your course is fine a true then I wish for you a complete journey and that it goes smoothly for you. - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 30, 2008 Report Share Posted July 30, 2008 Hello Chrism, It is my computer. It is real slow even when I rebooted it. I guess maybe I will have to have it checked. Thanks so Much, PeggyGet fantasy football with free live scoring. Sign up for FanHouse Fantasy Football today. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 30, 2008 Report Share Posted July 30, 2008 Hello All! Is it me or is there a problem with opening the emails from this group. Mine are opening slowly or not at all. Peggy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 30, 2008 Report Share Posted July 30, 2008 The site seems to be functioning just fine at this moment Peggy. So perhaps a reboot of your computer will help? - blessings - vchrism , " pegpaulpaper " <PDeterraMA wrote: > > Hello All! Is it me or is there a problem with opening the emails > from this group. Mine are opening slowly or not at all. Peggy > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 6, 2010 Report Share Posted March 6, 2010 I've been having trouble posting messages to this group as well as the private student group. On the private student group, I sent a message and it said message sent pending approval. anyway, any thoughts would be helpful. Love, Jan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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