Guest guest Posted October 5, 2006 Report Share Posted October 5, 2006 Cool. Sounds like an amazing experience Elektra, I'm happy for you that you found a way to open up that closed part of yourself. I had a dream about Tibet recently. It was a dream of me in modern times, maybe a little bit in the future I wasn't sure if I was a boy or older, it seemed uncertain, there was a shaven headed Tibetan in a red robe, and I remember it was as if I had died, and I was focussing with all my intent to be born close to this man, and not to forget my present life (as James!!). Its something I think about sometimes, that I would like to be born again on Earth and remember living as James in the future, to keep the gift of " non-forgetting " the past life. So you're back in Essex? Get in touch! I'm at hyperspesh Blessings to all in this group and especially thanks to Chris M Love - James Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " mandreastewart " <mandreastewart wrote: > > > thank you so much for sharing your story > > it is amazing how similar it is > > the spirits of this path are soooo powerful > > > > , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire@> > wrote: > > > > Oh my god, I feel like I'm in some weird other > > dimension right now, Mandrea, you have just summerized > > in a nut shell what I have just been going through. > > The exact same thing just happened with me and my > > " Catalyst " I met here in China. > > I had many messages guiding me to this man and felt I > > wanted to > > " be " with him. He is half tibetan. > > > > It's been a five month journey. And even a weird > > buddhist sage turned up at my home in thailand and > > told me he had a message for me, > > I would meet a man in China who would " reignite " my > > fire. He also gave me some kind of kundalini > > activation which lead to my heart chakra opening, he > > just kept telling me that he had done nothing and that > > I had done it myself. > > I took this message to mean that I would be lovers > > with him, how else would it happen? I couldn't > > possibly have imagined what would actually occur, as I > > knew my sacral chakra was severly blocked off. > > creative fire. > > It's been a long journey , to dissolve my self and my > > ego, to learn dettachment and compassion. > > > > To desire, then be catalysed, then have to let go and > > learn the lesson. > > I cannot believe the similarites to our story of > > growth .... thats cosmic x x x > > > > Bless you, > > > > Tibet sure has a deep and spiritual knowledge in it's > > lands and people, I feel truley blessed by having been > > there and recommend it to all... > > > > Much love and blessings Elektra x x x > > > > > > --- mandreastewart <mandreastewart@> wrote: > > > > > > > > I just want to explain why I make such a big deal > > > about what happened with this Dr. > > > situation. > > > > > > From the beginning, it was very guided by spirit. I > > > was given powerful visions about him > > > before the second chakra experience you describe. I > > > also was given visual experience of > > > seeing light in his eyes a couple of times and these > > > feelings came up of being in love. I > > > also, after never having anything I knew as > > > metaphysical experiences before, was getting > > > all kinds of other stuff coming up, like spirits > > > driving my body in my car up the hill to the > > > Tibetan Buddhist monastery in Woodstock over and > > > over again before I knew what the > > > place was. I was an ethical humanist and rejected > > > any metaphysical thought until all this > > > stuff came up, so knew nothing aobut any of it. The > > > Dr. turned out to be a Tibetan > > > Buddhist, and, after I was totally guided to give > > > him a Buddha image without knowing why > > > or that he was one or anything about buddhism, he > > > told me what the monastery was and > > > told me to go see the Rinpoche. I was having many > > > visions that I later learned were > > > connected with the lineage, like a lotus blossoming > > > and me, after going in the woods for > > > many days, flying down and touching the earth. > > > Other visions that were related to other > > > spiritual knowledge also came to me, and I received > > > a direct knowledge that truth is found > > > within all of us and through any faith. I received > > > direct knowledge about many other > > > things that were in line with mystic teachings I > > > read later. I ended up walking in on a > > > Chenrezig chant, which is a chant to remove > > > obstacles, and then had experiences that > > > were like jokes from the spirits. Everything moved > > > out of my way. Traffic opened up for > > > me everywhere. My toilets both backed up and then > > > unblocked that night. The effects > > > lasted for a while. While driving around, I would > > > often smell the same incense burning > > > from the offerings as if it were right there in my > > > car. I found that I knew what to do in the > > > monastery without having any experience there > > > before. I found the things I needed for the > > > practices I would show up for. I knew how to chant > > > the Amitahba Sadhana, and > > > participated in the whole thing, which lasted a few > > > days before the new year. I was in a > > > new world that was like walking through a wall. > > > > > > But, as far as the Dr. is concerned, I could not > > > figure out why so many tricks came into my > > > experience that kept leading me back to him. > > > Spirits kept driving me up to signs for > > > Chiropractor offices, which is what he is, and > > > reminding me to go back to him. When I > > > opened the yellow pages for something else, it > > > opened to the Chiropractor page, and when > > > I looked at his name, it sunk into the page. I was > > > having all kinds of experiences like this > > > both related to him and to other things in my life. > > > But I always knew I was supposed to > > > learn something from him. I became obsessed, > > > though, and thought I was meant to be > > > with him at times. I pursued him in the beginning > > > in strange ways that felt like they were > > > coming from outside of me. It was like I was > > > channeling the stuff. I felt like a puppet. I > > > stopped being his client for a while when it got > > > really bad, but I recently tried to start > > > going back there. Only this time I was less > > > separated from myself, so I really feel > > > responsible for my actions. I ended up writing him > > > notes and emails about various things, > > > but it was really just because I wanted to keep > > > communicating with him. I kept having > > > things come up that were connected with him. It was > > > like I was getting led through this > > > experience again but a little differently. Finally, > > > I gave him a gift that was similar to what > > > kinds of things I was giving him last year and would > > > indicate to him that I was trying to > > > make a move again. And that is when he finally > > > slaughtered my EGO. He told me how he > > > thought about people who are recently divorced and > > > other things, basically that I am a > > > " transitional " person, not who I will be later. > > > That is surely true considering this kundalini > > > thing. Anyway, I finally realize that I was led > > > through all of this to watch my ego get killed > > > like that. It was the reason for all of the visions > > > and guides forcing me to look at him and > > > want him like that. that's what I think, anyway. I > > > am a different person for it. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 5, 2006 Report Share Posted October 5, 2006 Hi James, I'm not back in Essex, I'm in China my dear.... When I'm back over I'll look you up for sure my brother Thanks for sharing that dream, Tibet is magical, perhaps you were tuning into the energy , a past life connection maybe? A future reality? hhmmm. I just want to go back again, perhaps when I'm more fully active in the K, if the urge comes over me to just live in nature for a while, I would love to live with the tibetans, by the mountains, bathing in the rivers (so pure blue where I was in Lhasa). Doing my 5 tibetans in tibet, the air is thinner though so you get more out of breathe!!! I'd get a pet Yak and call it Bob. Hee Hee, Smiles.... Elektra x x x _________ Photos – NEW, now offering a quality print service from just 8p a photo http://uk.photos. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2006 Report Share Posted October 6, 2006 Bob, the Yak. How delightful. I nearly fell off my chair laughing when I got to that part! I have always been so fond of Yaks and have representations of them here and there around my home. (No Yak bone things from Tibet, however. I do not yet want the bones of my brothers and sisters around.) Thanks for sharing your experiences. I feel the same way about Tibet and feel everything you describe in my body as I read your posts. How did you do with the altitude, by the way? In gratitude, Sherri -- The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule-Albert Einstein -------------- Original message -------------- Elektra Fire <elektra.fire Hi James, I'm not back in Essex, I'm in China my dear.... When I'm back over I'll look you up for sure my brother Thanks for sharing that dream, Tibet is magical, perhaps you were tuning into the energy , a past life connection maybe? A future reality? hhmmm. I just want to go back again, perhaps when I'm more fully active in the K, if the urge comes over me to just live in nature for a while, I would love to live with the tibetans, by the mountains, bathing in the rivers (so pure blue where I was in Lhasa). Doing my 5 tibetans in tibet, the air is thinner though so you get more out of breathe!!! I'd get a pet Yak and call it Bob. Hee Hee, Smiles.... Elektra x x x ________ Photos – NEW, now offering a quality print service from just 8p a photo http://uk.photos. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 6, 2006 Report Share Posted October 6, 2006 Hi Sel, you really are doing a wonderful thing with those children.... The altitude was fine, I was a little out of breathe on the third day funnily enough, but great apart from that. Thankyou from the bottom of my heart for all energies and prayers sent to help. All three of us that went found it difficult to sleep, yet we had energy. Funny due to the lack of oxygen. It was the temple area that was so special, the people were amazing and the energy from the prayers that had built up there were intense. I took my shoes off and walked bare foot and meditated. i got so mesmerised by the spot that I sun burnt as I lost track of myself, so did my friend Dave. And we both cried for no reason at this temple, as I did when I sat a spoke with the mountain. Much love and gratitude Sel, Elektra x x x _________ Messenger - NEW crystal clear PC to PC calling worldwide with voicemail http://uk.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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