Guest guest Posted October 17, 2006 Report Share Posted October 17, 2006 Dear people, I don't know what exactly everyone is talking about Oct. 17th for, but I just thought I'd share my day with you. I've been feeling very emotional all day, with despair at my life and my behaviour, wishing for change. Last night I meditated in lotus position for the first time in a while, and I'm starting to feel stronger, or whould that be softer, physically after doing a lot of qigong. I just watched quite an intense film about the end of the oil age and the end of the suburban american way of life which requires so much oil. Also they focused on the lack of solutions, and said that the wars in the middle east now are really just wars for the last scraps of oil, and said that probably it will be global war for the rest of our lifetime. this is probably not the sort of thing a K awakening person should be watching! At least it is a heavy dose of reality, it made me reflect on the endless suffering of samsara... I felt that spirituality is really the only solution to all this war and destruction. I changed my degree program from Environmental Biology to Biology today. Its my last year so doesnt make much of a difference, but I felt the need to focus on what I'm good at rather than just what I believe in. Another thing that happened today was that a friend of mine sent me back a book on Environmental Architecture by Tadao Ando. It has given me some ideas which I shall write down. It has inspired me. I would love to find a future that actually improved upon the oil age, rather than just being its collapse. I think as a species we can have a wonderful future, but with a different focus. After all, wasn;t the oil age just the age of the neurotic? I think I am in denial about a lot of things. Love and blessings, James. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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