Discernment

[Guest guest]

All right, what an interesting experience the last couple of months have been.

I'm back, it appears, sorting through what has happened. I feel as though I've

been in a time warp, and in another, someone else's, dimension, and now I have

reappeared. Through all of this I've discerned that the man I was going to

marry is an amazing mind manipulator, whether he's aware of it or not. He

creates a lot of drama, and I allowed myself to get swooped into it, and then

allowed myself to lose control of my thoughts, and then I couldn't tell what I

was feeling was real or created by him. I am a very intelligent and tuned in

person, so this is alarming to me that he seems to have these powers. I know

through every experience we can learn and grow. I think, for some reason, I

needed this experience to strengthen my ability to discern on an even more

subtle level in a very strong and big situation. I do not know. What I do know

is that it is an enormous relief to be free of his drama, to feel myself again,

to be tuning into my own energies, so I feel I will soon be ready to jump right

back into the group. I have been reading and enjoying the exchanges with

interest. Everyone is so full of love and great energy. Today I am buzzing.

Yesterday too, for that matter.

 

Time has definitely been an interesting concept lately, and has been bending in

strange ways.

 

I love the butterfly story, and Elektra I so fully enjoy your insights and

questions. You're beautiful, and thank you for being such a Divine expression!

Everyone is Divine!

 

Thank you, Chrism, for your patience, love and understanding, and guidance.

 

Many Blessings to all,

Stephanie

 

 

[Guest guest]

Stephanie,

 

So many times I have looked back and said " Why didn't I see that? "

 

I think that you are right. It's all for our benefit and instruction.

I am blinded by my need for the lesson. So I (try to) lighten up and

roll with the moment.

 

When I woke up this morning there was a younger man standing over me.

I asked him to give me a hand up (to stand up). He offered his hand

to me and I took it. I thought that it would be ghost like and I

would not be able to grasp it since he was not in this waking reality.

But his hand was firm and solid and I rose to my feet. I asked him

for some advice to me in my life. He said my life's path was not in

academia. I thanked him and promptly came back to this waking reality.

 

I am not in academia nor have I wanted to be nor do I seemingly have

that option open to me. I have no idea what to make of this other

than to be with it in the moment and let it all play out. It was cool

to see him there helping me (whoever he was). I didn't recognize him.

 

So just another example of me not " seeing " what the heck is going on

in the moment. Just trust that something is playng out and enjoy, be

grateful, forgive, and do service.

 

BlessU

Sam

 

, " Stephanie Lyon "

<stephann wrote:

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> All right, what an interesting experience the last couple of months

have been. I'm back, it appears, sorting through what has happened.

I feel as though I've been in a time warp, and in another, someone

else's, dimension, and now I have reappeared. Through all of this

I've discerned that the man I was going to marry is an amazing mind

manipulator,

[Guest guest]

Bless u Sam , and bless u stephanie, good to have you back sister..

 

So good to read about your experiences , it helps me alot.

Very interesting visit Sam, I've never had anything like that happen, I wonder

who he was?

 

I think to be innocent and like the fool in life is the optimum state to be in,

just to see every moment as divine, no matter what.

 

Good luck to the both of you, God bless

Much love and gratitude Elektra x x x

 

Sam <dallyup52 wrote: Stephanie,

 

So many times I have looked back and said " Why didn't I see that? "

 

 

 

 

 

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