what (i) and (I) do ....Selena and all

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Hello,

As a child there was much experience given that was of a

spiritual and of a psychic nature. This body (package) came with

almost too much for a child. It scared me continuously for most of

my childhood and into the early teens. Many of these experiences

would be considered of a siddhic nature but when not understood,

they become just another aspect of separation and discomfort and

fear to the person having the experience, in this case me.

 

These " abilities " never left but did go underground so to speak, and

my life pre-Kundalini was somewhat normal (for me heh!). Then the

Kundalini activated. And I was right back in the childhood fear mode

for what was occurring, which was, among many other things, the

reappearance and amplification! (oh no!!!) of the early abilities.

Eventually, after MANY trials and difficult experiences, I came into

some balance.

 

So what (i) do Selena, is (i) open to the flow from (I). By this (i)

mean to

say that as it is KNOWN that (i) will do certain and specific

actions based upon what is given, these gifts will come and will

come associated with bliss or an ecstatic state and it is through

these signs and others that (i) can be certain that connection in

accordance with a very specific moral code is being given and (I) am

confident to pass that on to (i) - I = High self. i = ego self. The

flow is the bridge.

 

This will also have sensations of " tie in " at the seventh. i do not

try to figure out or explain these mechanisms. i trust them for what

they do and what is presented, and yes, i do use discernment but

over time (I) has proven its benefit to others and (i) am only to

happy to give of these benefits. In doing so, some of the amplified

skill sets are used for this purpose, only for the purpose of giving

and not in any way to provide addiction or self aggrandizement. This

is not allowed. I am completely ok with this... as i write i am

having a tremendous bliss attack - crying in the Junior college

library....

 

So perhaps you can also set some parameters for your self, your (i)

to open without expectation to your(I)and just build that

bridge ....flow..... -