my Kundalini experience

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Hello, My name is Marlene, I am 51 years old and I live is a small town

somewhere in Montana. I thought I would start my introduction to this group by

sharing my Kundalini experience. My Kundalini experienced happened almost 25

years ago. I was lying on my bed relaxing after attending an AA meeting. As I

rested into a deep state of relaxation a vision came to me. I saw a brilliant

and massive white ball of light, with rays of light connecting all living things

to each other and to the white ball. Kind of a great universal internet.

Suddenly my head tipped back, my back arched up, my arms and legs stretched out

and I became completely blind and paralyzed. No amount of effort or will could

break me free. Then a powerful current of white light (energy) rushed into my

body and exited the top of my head. There was a great sound of thunderous roar

inside me. It felt as though I was being cleansed. My mouth opened up and a very

deep growling sound came out. The sound did not seem to be connected to my vocal

cords; it came from my lower abdomen. Then I started to have visions of warm

yellow, brown and orange wheat fields blowing against a beautiful sunset. After

what seem like 30 or perhaps 40 minutes I became terrified and believed I was

possessed by something demonic. I prayed in my mind to be released in the name

of Jesus Christ, but I still could not see or move my body. I do not know how

much time passed. Then very suddenly I was released. I jumped out of my bed

completely bewildered. There was a strong knowing inside me that this was not a

bad experience or demonic. I experienced a powerful and profound sense of

connectiveness and joy. My reality changed drastically. I felt as though I was

floating. Color, took on new meaning. All of my senses came alive. I basked in

the glorious state for about 12 hours. I have spent the last 20 years searching

to an answer to what had happed to me. I talked to priests, ministers, spiritual

teachers, AA sponsors, counselors, psychologist and neurologist. No one could

give me an answer that felt right. Then about a year ago I came across a book

written by Richard Moss MD, The Black Butterfly. That is where I first heard the

term Kundalini. After reading everything I could get my hands on this subject I

came to believe that 25 years ago I experience a classic Kundalini. If I am on

the right tract and indeed correct about my accessment I would love some

validation. I am also very opened to any suggestions or ideas about what really

happened to me during this truely rare occurance. Thank you so much for your

time.

 

Sincerely,

 

Marlene Watkins

 

 

 

 

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