A touch of wakefulness-Elektra

[Guest guest]

Thank you Elektra, for your stength and sharing your experience. It

is calming and much appreciated! Out of curiousity, how long ago was

your first kundalini experience?

 

Another thing I'd like to share: Strangers have been flashing me their

most beautiful smiles for no " apparent " reason. It fills me with love

and I smile back. I feel like our higher selves are greeting one

another. It's neat

 

Smiling,

~Jessica

, Elektra Fire

<elektra.fire wrote:

>

> Hi Jessica,

> I completely understand of what you speak. I have had similar

moments recently, a feeling of being on the brink of disolving my

" ego " and stepping into the higher-self.

> And wondering what it is actually like to fully exist like that.

When I feel any fear I just carry on releasing it and trust that this

is me waking up and remembering my true self. Going home.

> I know that when the moment arrives to fully let go, it will be

graceful and safe as the releasing techniques will assure that.

> I would say that you are an amazing girl, doing a fantastic job,

you are a blessing to the world as your light shines for many.

> With love Elektra x x x

>

> Jessica <jdehne88 wrote:

> I'm in a weird mood...feel a little out of it...I watched the

> movie Vanilla SKy. Not sure why now I thought that was a " good " idea.

> ANyways, now its got my head spinning. I am thinking about the whole

> concept of the " present " , the eternal NOW, the opportunities I have

> pre-sent myself to remember myself. I feel like I am again " waking

> up " more in this moment, and I find myself going into fear. I

> recognize it and am praying, visualizing myself grounded deep in the

> earth. I am attempting to embrace it, to allow it to flow through me.

> AGain, the laughing and the crying...mood swings.

> Last night I dreamt that some guy (I didn't recognize him) told me

> I was ready for the next step. I feel myself stepping.

> Okay...this perception, this making stuff up, the re-acting...I

> feel like it could all end in a second, or that maybe I could see the

> all of it in the NOW. Ahh, scatterbrained! Went from almost

> sweating to freezing cold. I know this is all okay. I wonder why I

> fear the " waking up " ...could this possibly be the brain trying to hold

> its " control " ..it's ability to " make sense " ? I feel like its trying

> to hold on...

> I've read I believe from this group something about how we fit

> everyone else in our picture, our perception, have a purpose for them

> or what not...(I know, I can't remember exactly how this was

> explained). How do I learn to not get in anyones way, or my own way?

> I don't want to play with people. I hope that I'm not.

> Hmmm...I don't know if this made any sense but I feel like I just

> needed to get it out of my head. Any comments would be appreciated.

>

> Love to all,

> ~Jessica

>

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>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Hello Jessica, Yes the Kundalini will broadcast itself and others -most of the time not knowing why - will return the love. You walk inside a giant Kundalini bubble now Jessica and your energy extends far away from your body -

[Guest guest]

Hi Jessica,

 

I don't know if I have had the classic kundalini

experiences, but I remember I had this vision that

lasted for 4 hours but seemed like 10 minutes after

the eclipse in 1999, which lead me to read a very

interesting book on the magic of Adam and Eve (it

spoke of the holy sexual union and using this union to

open up the gates of eden.)

I felt a shiver go up my spine and felt I had to find

out more.

 

Then , 5 years later I began a trip around the world,

snakes kept appearing (real ones), I nearly stood on a

snake 3 times in a year in 3 different countries.

Also many dreams of snakes.

so, when I got to china I searched on the internet

and found out about Shaktipat.

I knew I needed to study with this and was guided by

the angels to this .

I also had a very powerful heart chakra activation in

Thailand which I think started off some sort of

process for me. After I felt my heart like a blazing

sun I hugged my husband, he nearly fell to the floor,

I thought he was having a heart attack. The energy was

so strong from my heart that it drastically opened my

husbands heart causing him much pain. He lay down and

I sat with him, he looked white.

 

I have always felt that I was here to restore

sexuality into the sacred, or at least play a small

part in the process and Kundalini guided me to the

way I should do it.

Divine union within.

 

I live to ascend , and to help as many others who wish

to walk across the bridge in to freedom as God

dictates.

 

So, thats me , thanks for asking.

Much love to you Jessica, Elektra x x x

 

--- Jessica <jdehne88 wrote:

 

> Thank you Elektra, for your stength and sharing your

> experience. It

> is calming and much appreciated! Out of curiousity,

> how long ago was

> your first kundalini experience?

>

> Another thing I'd like to share: Strangers have been

> flashing me their

> most beautiful smiles for no " apparent " reason. It

> fills me with love

> and I smile back. I feel like our higher selves are

> greeting one

> another. It's neat

>

> Smiling,

> ~Jessica

> --- In

> ,

> Elektra Fire

> <elektra.fire wrote:

> >

> > Hi Jessica,

> > I completely understand of what you speak. I

> have had similar

> moments recently, a feeling of being on the brink of

> disolving my

> " ego " and stepping into the higher-self.

> > And wondering what it is actually like to fully

> exist like that.

> When I feel any fear I just carry on releasing it

> and trust that this

> is me waking up and remembering my true self. Going

> home.

> > I know that when the moment arrives to fully let

> go, it will be

> graceful and safe as the releasing techniques will

> assure that.

> > I would say that you are an amazing girl, doing

> a fantastic job,

> you are a blessing to the world as your light shines

> for many.

> > With love Elektra x x x

> >

> > Jessica <jdehne88 wrote:

> > I'm in a weird mood...feel a little out of

> it...I watched the

> > movie Vanilla SKy. Not sure why now I thought that

> was a " good " idea.

> > ANyways, now its got my head spinning. I am

> thinking about the whole

> > concept of the " present " , the eternal NOW, the

> opportunities I have

> > pre-sent myself to remember myself. I feel like I

> am again " waking

> > up " more in this moment, and I find myself going

> into fear. I

> > recognize it and am praying, visualizing myself

> grounded deep in the

> > earth. I am attempting to embrace it, to allow it

> to flow through me.

> > AGain, the laughing and the crying...mood swings.

> > Last night I dreamt that some guy (I didn't

> recognize him) told me

> > I was ready for the next step. I feel myself

> stepping.

> > Okay...this perception, this making stuff up, the

> re-acting...I

> > feel like it could all end in a second, or that

> maybe I could see the

> > all of it in the NOW. Ahh, scatterbrained! Went

> from almost

> > sweating to freezing cold. I know this is all

> okay. I wonder why I

> > fear the " waking up " ...could this possibly be the

> brain trying to hold

> > its " control " ..it's ability to " make sense " ? I

> feel like its trying

> > to hold on...

> > I've read I believe from this group something

> about how we fit

> > everyone else in our picture, our perception, have

> a purpose for them

> > or what not...(I know, I can't remember exactly

> how this was

> > explained). How do I learn to not get in anyones

> way, or my own way?

> > I don't want to play with people. I hope that I'm

> not.

> > Hmmm...I don't know if this made any sense but I

> feel like I just

> > needed to get it out of my head. Any comments

> would be appreciated.

> >

> > Love to all,

> > ~Jessica

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >