Guest guest Posted October 24, 2006 Report Share Posted October 24, 2006 Hi all. I've been trying to meditate this morning and find that all I could do is cry. My heart wanted to break, so I had to let it... through the pain to the other side. I've never fit in anywhere, or belonged anywhere no matter how badly I wanted to and tried to. All the painful experiences of that came up and I had to feel it and let go. When it was past I felt refreshed and peaceful. And I heard the words " you belong to the Universe, to God, not to this false world. Don't try to fit in anymore. It's okay. " Love, Dhyana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 24, 2006 Report Share Posted October 24, 2006 I didn't mean to end the post so abruptly, but another wave of weeping swelled up. This should be interesting at workd tonight! When I cry, my residents cry when they look at me and see I'm sad. Thank you all for listening. This has been a long running issue, even from birth. My mother gave me to my grandmother to raise, never was a family setting. But I know all this was a part of my journey and forgiveness surrounds it all. I'm glad I'm free, and learning to live in the real world, in the Moment. Love again, Dhyana , " novalees " <Novalees wrote: > > Hi all. I've been trying to meditate this morning and find that all I > could do is cry. My heart wanted to break, so I had to let it... > through the pain to the other side. I've never fit in anywhere, or > belonged anywhere no matter how badly I wanted to and tried to. All > the painful experiences of that came up and I had to feel it and let > go. When it was past I felt refreshed and peaceful. And I heard the > words " you belong to the Universe, to God, not to this false world. > Don't try to fit in anymore. It's okay. " Love, Dhyana > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 24, 2006 Report Share Posted October 24, 2006 Hi, I had to poke my head up and respond to this. Embrace it and love it and move through it. We love you... Peace, Ruari , " novalees " <Novalees wrote: > > Hi all. I've been trying to meditate this morning and find that all I > could do is cry. My heart wanted to break, so I had to let it... > through the pain to the other side. I've never fit in anywhere, or > belonged anywhere no matter how badly I wanted to and tried to. All > the painful experiences of that came up and I had to feel it and let > go. When it was past I felt refreshed and peaceful. And I heard the > words " you belong to the Universe, to God, not to this false world. > Don't try to fit in anymore. It's okay. " Love, Dhyana > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 24, 2006 Report Share Posted October 24, 2006 Good Dhyana yes cry and if it comes again keep crying and allow the emotions to be balanced and yes you do belong to the Universe and here and we are grateful for your presence - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 2, 2006 Report Share Posted November 2, 2006 Dhyana, I often noticed that people who think they don't fit are the only ones thinking so. If you said it to some of the people around you, they would probably be very surprised you feel this way. But also, the fact that you do feel this way could mean you are " better fitted " for different groups of people - like this one Marina On 10/24/06, novalees <Novalees wrote: Hi all. I've been trying to meditate this morning and find that all I could do is cry. My heart wanted to break, so I had to let it... through the pain to the other side. I've never fit in anywhere, or belonged anywhere no matter how badly I wanted to and tried to. All the painful experiences of that came up and I had to feel it and let go. When it was past I felt refreshed and peaceful. And I heard the words " you belong to the Universe, to God, not to this false world. Don't try to fit in anymore. It's okay. " Love, Dhyana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 3, 2006 Report Share Posted November 3, 2006 Thank you, Marina, for your kind words. Love, dhyana , " Marina Felix " <mattocks.marina wrote: > > Dhyana, > I often noticed that people who think they don't fit are the only ones > thinking so. If you said it to some of the people around you, they would > probably be very surprised you feel this way. > But also, the fact that you do feel this way could mean you are " better > fitted " for different groups of people - like this one > Marina > > > On 10/24/06, novalees <Novalees wrote: > > > > Hi all. I've been trying to meditate this morning and find that all I > > could do is cry. My heart wanted to break, so I had to let it... > > through the pain to the other side. I've never fit in anywhere, or > > belonged anywhere no matter how badly I wanted to and tried to. All > > the painful experiences of that came up and I had to feel it and let > > go. When it was past I felt refreshed and peaceful. And I heard the > > words " you belong to the Universe, to God, not to this false world. > > Don't try to fit in anymore. It's okay. " Love, Dhyana > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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