Guest guest Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 thank you elmira for your thoughtful suggestions. At present I'm meditating on the solar plexus and navel chakras to strengthen them and help me in standing in my own power. I haven't used any essences and will look at the suggestions you had....I believe in their affect and it will realy help to add this to my recovery. My beliefs have always been that negative energies really don't exsist as such - mainly that they are created by our own mind/thoughts/fears. Now I understand that my ex who had terrible anger, hate and revenge at me has projected these negetive feelings towards me violently and has therefore created this situation and an entity has been formed from these thoughts. This is what I've learnt from the situation - though ultimately I still believe there is only love, light and oneness - no duality. I've just chosen to experience this as part of my experiences (and growth) in this lifetime. Because these entities are in my aura then in some way I have allowed them in. My belief is that these things happen because we allow them - and I've allowed it because of my own feelings against him, and that I gave away my power to him by believing myself to be a victim. It's very multi-layered and I hope that soon it will be all over. To be honest, I'm still 'fighting' with love and bit by bit lifting it all away from me. It's very slow and is teetering on the edge every day. By on 'the edge' I mean that I may be loosing the battle - I can hardly breath and my lungs are close to collapsing again. Every time I take a step forward I'm overcome with the strength of the other side and I have trouble keeping my thoughts focused on healiing and recovering. If I collapse again then this time I'm not going to choose to stay, I'm going to leave. I don't want to alarm anyone with this - I hesitate in writing about it, yet feel I may as well be honest with you all. I've already come to terms with it by realsiing that we all go to the light...to the love...and leaving our physical body is a celebration. Maybe this is how I've chosen to finish this lifetime. I don't want to.....but another lesson we all need to learn is 'acceptance'....so I surrender and accept my fate....I've placed everything in God's hands now, I just live each moment as I can....one difficult breath at a time. If it continues the way it has then I doubt I will be here no longer than a week or so....I may keep in touch or you may never hear from me again. Just send me love and be happy for whatever path I've chosen. I've asked for help.....finding a good energy worker may help but I doubt it. I've always had to do things myself and when people come to help me it never works. I'll look around though...and if it's meant to be the right person will appear in my life. Some time ago I went on a Shamanic journey and was initiated into many lineage's of ancient tribes. I also had the descent of the Christ Consciousness and Shiva/Ganeesha was amongst it. I can summon with my mind and the lowering of my eyelids. I pray from my heart and have direct loving contact with The Christ and my guide who I call David and who has been with me since my spiritually opened many years ago. David is of the highest levels and His love and compassion is universal - I have no doubts to his authenticity. With all of these abilities and contacts available to me I should be free of entities. Especially ones so earthbound and created only from spite and revenge. This is why I've had to come to terms with the fact that maybe I have chosen to leave this life shortly. My guide, God, Jesus have all been in contact and are with me all the time - yet the darkness isn't being lifted. The love and the light is there...and maybe I'm going home.. If this happens please don't be alarmed...be happy and celebrate my transcendence into love. Maybe I'll contact you from the other side....if it's chosen. love to you all Anne --- Elmira Rivett <twinotters2 wrote: > I am so sorry to hear about what you have been > through... Two thoughts came to my mind when I was > reading your email...one is ..importantly...not to > continue to put any of your attention at all > directly onto/out to the entities... as it may > continue to attract them to you ...particularly as > in your weakened state you may have an increased > susceptibility to attracting them. The other was > about using a flower essence to helop heal your aura > though this would not only thing to rely on... As > you are in a crisis, emergency support and a number > of other measures would need to be put in place > > > if you can, have a friend find someone very > experienced and reputable in energy work who has > considerable experience and success in dealing with > these kinds of things,... and it would also help to > have some assistance in mending your aura. and, if > possible to correctly/fully exorcise the entities > from you when it would be appropriate to do so. But > it is not always enough, as you already > unfortunately know, to just perform an exorcism. > Other changes and abilities need to be developed and > exercised. Those entities sometimes have a peculiar > habit of coming back... so the exorcisim must be > done correctly and completely by somebody very > experienced and capable. > > > I also am wondering if using some kind of flower > essence such as Fringed Violet ( Australian Bush > flower essence) and one of the Yarrow flower > essences ( you would have to see which one may be > best) may help.at this time.. for mending the aura > and offering further protection. > > ...though, as you are still in the crisis, it may > be most important to have someone help you to create > some kind of shield of light ( I am not very > experienced in doing this part so am not able to > give you more info about it) > > Look up Rev Judith Baldwin's website (USA)by doing > a Google search. I think though am not sure that > she may have further suggestions for psychic > protection.Sh eis very experienced in this healing > work. Her late husband wrote some very interesting > and fine books ( manuals, really) on this kind of > work... spirit releasement therapy > > I hope some of this may be of some help to you > > elmira > > > > Sponsored Link > > Mortgage rates near 39yr lows. $510,000 Mortgage for > $1,698/mo - Calculate new house payment Send instant messages to your online friends http://au.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2006 Report Share Posted November 17, 2006 God bless U Ann, Hope all goes well for you, death is just another part of the cycle, nothing to get flustered about. If thats what you chose, bless u. But, I don't know, I get a feeling you may be around a bit longer then that. I'm not a psychic, but I feel a little something going on. Whatever is best for you is what I wish, If u go, it was a pleasure to meet you, and share in your journey. Much love to you, and light, Elektra x x x Send instant messages to your online friends http://uk.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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