Guest guest Posted November 20, 2006 Report Share Posted November 20, 2006 Thank you Chris...everyone... I've had the most amazing healing and even though I'm not completely healed the results so far are fantastic. It's mainly been emotional and spiritual which I'm sure will flow down into the physical. I was so happy by this afternoon I was dancing (in the privacy of my bedroom where no one could see *s*) I've misssed my music and dancing is so creative..it expresses me inside and I'm sure it's all part of the Goddess too. I was 'in sync' with the rythm and the beat - this is always a good sign. If I'm out of time I know my energy is unbalanced. It would appear that once my throat chakra was cleared everything has gone ahead fast.. The cold I was feeling isn't the same coldness I feel when a negative entity is around..like the cold spot in a room when you walk into it. I have had cold patches on my skin and in my chakras or energy body from time to time and have always related this to K. I recently read on another list that Shiva is cold and Shakti is warm..maybe it's the negative/positive balance thing. To back up a bit - a couple of weeks ago I started being aware that when I breath in I was breathing in pure clear oxygen..it starts just on my lips....manifesting there as i breath. Even in heavy polluted traffic I can breath this oxygen - no matter where I am. Then I started to feel pure clear sparkling water would infuse my mouth from the inside...from the pores or glands it seems. I tried very hard to breath the oxygen into my lungs but could never get it to go past my thoat chakra. Now it does and I'm keeping the tounge up and breathing it in through the nose all the way down to the diagphram - I could only breath it through an open mouth before, now I can finally get it past the throat...the blockage is gone. I don't know what to do about the water...I just swallow it like saliva - is this correct? Anyway, since the throat opening and keeping my tounge up my body became warm (through your healing I believe) Then I started perspiring and I felt a strong heat around my shoulders and going up to the top of my head....then the crown chakra started to open...it expands around my physical head level with my temples. It's the same area when the Christ/Shiva energy descended...it hovers there then slowly comes into my body...this one hasn't come into my body yet. Last night the cold became focused on the bottom of my tongue and my glands down my neck keep opening...like when you taste a lemon and it makes the mouth water...the saliva bathes the mouth. After a while it became slightly sexual and my tongue wanted to curl up...my heart became filled with excitment at the feeling but it didn't curl very much. The roof of my mouth feels lik it's become larger/hollo...my tounge is getting sucked up there. I have had a spontaneious kechari experience a couple of years ago when looking at a photo of a flower...it looked erotic to me...and the tongue curled up of it's own accord...the sexual feeling became strong then also. So I don't understand about this cold but I'm sure it's a positive thing. Often these experiences happen and I don't know what it means until it's all over. My guide who said to embrace the cold was my white light guide.....he also told me I was going to receive help with my K, and that has come true also. Back to the 'now'...Many many other things have happened...I've felt my heart chakra open, clear, close, become sharp and pointed and then settle down. I've also felt the lovely warm healing energy on my back...my lungs...and the relief from pain...the mental reassurance that healing is happening has left me crying with happiness... Crying now as I write this....I always believe that anything is possible but we just dont know if we have chosen it in this life time - preparing to say goodbye to this life and my loved ones......to feel the healing happening has given me faith and hope for the future again. I'm so grateful and humble beyond words.... I'm not doing too much too soon as I know I still have some healing to go...it's just so lovely to crawl out of the hole and see the light again.. Oh..and also....with the crown opening I'm seeing gold light and golden brown everywhere. I think this is needed because I became so lightheaded with the crown opening. A few months ago I became addicted to gold and had to wear jewelry all the time...it feels like the K is addicted to it...I felt I absorbed as much into me as I could...now I can see it glowing in the air around me..along with the white light... love to you all.... Namaste - I honour the Divinity within you all...you are all angels... Anne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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