A Label?/Healing

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Hi Mohammad,

 

I'm feeling better each day...physically everything is

really good, but I'm battling with the depression and

negative emotional feelings.

 

I'm thankful for everyone's healing because they are

taking care of the physical and leaves me free to take

care of my emotional state. It was too draining for

me trying to keep healing myself physically, my energy

was limited.

 

I'm counting the days for when I move into my own

house...privacy! This will help tremendously as I

need to meditate and relaxing in nature really helps.

My mother has been wonderful letting me stay here but

she is negative at times and like all mothers keeps

nagging at me....arrrgh!!!

 

What yoga are you doing? The AYP method I use is

actually focusing on the spine and visualising the

spinal nerve as a white thread...eventually widening

more and more. This is preparing the way for the

kundalini energy to move freely up the spine. Maybe

if you do this it will help relieve the pain (if

you're not already doing it.) It's possible your K is

stagnant in the perinium.

 

Spinal breathing with deep meditation is one of the

ways to help relieve the symtoms of the K awakening.

 

The roaring noise is typical of an OBE. The neck

spasms sometimes occur because of the throat

chakra...not sure but I think it's the Bhuddists who

meditate with a blue colour/light at the base of the

brain (top of the neck) to induce positive dreaming

experiences, possible OBE's as well.

 

I did that for a long time and then I started lucid

dreaming....it was helpful in learning about my health

and receiving prophetic visions.

 

I haven't written to Tammie yet...it was Angelique's

K-list I was waiting to hear from. The moderators

never received my post so I just let it go...I have

the answers I need anyway.

 

The book you sent me has been fantastic...I've earnt a

lot from it. Thanks!!

 

I learnt more about Shamanic healing journeys and

realised it was all that happened to me. Usually an

initiate takes hallucenigenic herbs or mushrooms etc.

I remembered when it all began for me I had a bad

tooth ache and took painkillers which warned they can

cause hallucinations and other side affects.

 

I started to hallucinate and see things, hear voices

etc - didn't think it was the painkillers as I didn't

read the warnings until after it was all over (typical

me). I was tripping out and kept on asking my

guidence for direction and kept on getting reassured

everything was ok and that this was necessary for my

process.

 

So....in our modern western world I was initiated into

a Shamanic vision quest by panadol

forte....lol...gotta laugh or I'll go crazy...

 

Well...already crazy, just trying to get sane again

*s*

 

signing off from lala land..

 

with love

Amaargi

 

--- Mohammed wrote:

 

> Dear Aamargi,

> How are you doing today? Thank you very

> much for the

> post. I have forwarded my friend your post and I'm

> certain she will

> find it quite helpful and definately relax her a bit

> knowing that

> other people outthere have had similar experiences

> and it is a common

> phenemena.

>

> Yesterday I woke up from sleep sometime late

> at night.... my

> kundalini was moving/circulating around my

> perinium....Ouch it was soo

> painful I could almost cry...I usually feal my

> kundalini moving around

> the pernium area, it rarely rises and Im glad it is

> down, for now

> atleast.... but I susepect it was painful, becaue I

> havent been

> meditating or doing my yoga as I prevously used to.

> Hence some

> bloackages in the pernium/root chakra area. The

> pain(physical) lasted

> for around 3 minutes on and off, but it was awful.

> Sigh. Thank God its

> gone. Probably also related to a projection ive had

> 3 days back, where

> I just floated a sort of plain passing through my

> astral body!! I dont

> know if that makes sense...but I could hear the

> roaring of an

> aeroplane, and muscle spasms on my neck as a

> reaction!! I hope I made

> some sense. Anyways just wante to share this with

> you.

>

>

> I still havent gotten a reply from Tammie either

> . Did you? Take

> care Aamrgi and be well always ... . Talk to you

> soon

>

> Best Wishes,

> Mohammed

 

 

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