Guest guest Posted December 3, 2006 Report Share Posted December 3, 2006 Good morning all, I woke up this morning feeling a need to share some of myself to this group as I suspect it seems as if I just appeared with no story. To be sure, there is a long story with a lot of crazy ups and downs. I am a very outgoing, talkative person on the outside. On the inside, another story. I am very private, and I have a hard time talking about my feelings. Especially since they are not always sane!! As I read through back posts I keep thinking yep, yep, been there, done that, turned around and said thank-you may I have another! This has been the most draining year on my emotional level that I have had for years. 1.I started and loved yoga (especially kundalini yoga) not being aware of any side effects except the physical. 2.I lost my best friend and sister-in-law suddenly on Dec 17, 2005 due to a brain anureysm. On Dec 26 my husbands father died in a house fire. (He was raised by his step father) 3. My good friend walked out of my life due to my excessive anger that came out of nowhere and destroyed our frienship. (Everyday this is on my forgiveness list). All this being said. I am not being honestwith myself about what is happening to me. I just came back from a 2 month leave of abscence from my job and a wonderful vacation in Mexico with my husband and my spirit feels very light and renewed. It feels very easy right now to dimiss everything that has been happening due to my new feelings of finding some peace. My question is this...Why would I try to activate my kundulini and risk getting everything stirred up again. Yet I am so helplessly drawn to it. Thanks for listening.. You were warned, I do talk alot. Ha Ha Have a beautiful day xoxo yoga.lisa Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 3, 2006 Report Share Posted December 3, 2006 Lisa, We are called where we are called. Do it now or do it later. You're choice. BlessU Sam , " yoga.lisa " <yoga.lisa wrote: > My question is this...Why would I try to activate my kundulini and > risk getting everything stirred up again. Yet I am so helplessly > drawn to it. > > Thanks for listening.. You were warned, I do talk alot. Ha Ha > > Have a beautiful day > > xoxo > yoga.lisa > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 4, 2006 Report Share Posted December 4, 2006 I felt the same pull towards activating K. In hindsight, it was already awakening. I just put myself in the right state to make it work for me without excessive disruption to all those important things in life like family, job, and relationships. Be as natural as you are now. Follow your inclinations. Maintain your joy. Troy > My question is this...Why would I try to activate my kundulini and > risk getting everything stirred up again. Yet I am so helplessly > drawn to it. > > Thanks for listening.. You were warned, I do talk alot. Ha Ha > > Have a beautiful day > > xoxo > yoga.lisa > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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