Guest guest Posted December 4, 2006 Report Share Posted December 4, 2006 I am not going to claim to be an expert on Kundalini. I will share my understanding here and offer my support. My Kundalini opened in 1997 after 4 years of practicing energetic healing and meditation. I didn't notice much except a trickling sensation going up my spine. It felt like a small stream of water. It was neither pleasant or unpleasant. In 2002 I went into a full Kundalini Awakening. It was an explosion of energy that lasted for months. The day it exploded I was sucked up and out of my body and had my first out of body travel. I lost my mind. I lost my ability to function in the world. I began having spontaneous out of body experiences. I couldn't control them. I stopped sleeping. I went into bliss - experiencing hundreds of spontaneous orgasms a day. I call them orgasms because there is no real word that I know of for what I was experiencing. They caused contractions in my body and bliss shot up through my body. They were more enjoyable than any orgasm I had ever experienced. I just don't know what to call them. There was a stage where I went into a space of infinite knowing. I couldn't think. If I tried to think, I would short circuit my brain and experience an unbearable feeling of insanity. This was so brutal that I eventually stopped trying to think. It was when my mind finally completely gave up that I went into infinite knowing. I then realized that I was an intelligence beyond my mind. I realized that I was not my mind. I experienced myself as infinite. I experienced myself as one with everyone and everything. Kundalini reminds me allot of child birth. Just like a birthing contraction, Kundalini will build, peak and then release. Right before the release is usually some new level of awareness. Just like birthing contractions, Kundalini can be very painful. The pain came for me mostly in an intense urge to run. I believe this was the " fight or flight " reaction of the ego. I ran for a couple of years. I practically lived out of my pickup and I spent allot of time alone on the road. I was most comfortable in my truck on the road. Sometimes I would drive all night long. I was very comfortable being on the road at night. My body detoxified and I became fairly ill for about 6 months. I could only eat simple foods. I lived on vegetables, rice and some meat. I also ate eggs. Anything complicated like bread would make me sick. If I ate any processed food, the result was usually a day of vomiting and sometimes a migraine. No one except for 2 friends had any clue. I worked with healers and doctors. All these experienced healers and doctors were clueless. When I finally realized it was Kundalini - most of them didn't believe me. Some of them mocked me. One doctor I was working with told me, " why don't you let me know when you get linear again. " I received support from my 2 friends, but no one else could really be there for me. The most annoying, unhelpful thing I found was healers who thought I needed to be healed. Kundalini is about birthing ourselves. We are birthing our higher self in and through our physical body. It is the most beautiful, most Divine thing we can experience. I found out that healers can be extremely disrespectful. I found out that allot of what healers call healing isn't healing. It's all about projecting their own stuff so they can feel good. If your Kundalini is open, you don't need healing. That's like calling childbirth a disease. I also found out that unless someone has gone through Kundalini - they just don't have a clue. Sorry for such brutal truth. I found all kinds of healers who had never gone through what I was going through and yet they acted like experts. Water became the most comforting thing I could find. Some days I would bathe 5 times a day. There was a period where I didn't even get dressed. I lived in a purple sweat suit. I pretty much went from the bath tub to bed. I was up and functional for 2 short periods a day. I had allot of spinning. The whole world would spin. It would spin slowly, but it was definitely spinning. I read that this spinning is related to attachment to the body. I also had frequent experiences of the 3rd dimension melting. Hard objects would appear as fluid to me. The concept that this world is an illlusion became very real for me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 5, 2006 Report Share Posted December 5, 2006 Bless you Mary you are in the right place. LoL Alphu-s > " chrism " <> > > > A Kundalini Experience - mary >Tue, 05 Dec 2006 05:26:49 -0000 > > > >I am not going to claim to be an expert on Kundalini. I will share >my understanding here and >offer my support. My Kundalini opened in 1997 after 4 years of >practicing energetic healing >and meditation. I didn't notice much except a trickling sensation >going up my spine. It felt like >a small stream of water. It was neither pleasant or unpleasant. > >In 2002 I went into a full Kundalini Awakening. It was an explosion >of energy that lasted for >months. The day it exploded I was sucked up and out of my body and >had my first out of body >travel. I lost my mind. I lost my ability to function in the >world. I began having spontaneous >out of body experiences. I couldn't control them. I stopped >sleeping. I went into bliss - >experiencing hundreds of spontaneous orgasms a day. I call them >orgasms because there is no >real word that I know of for what I was experiencing. They caused >contractions in my body >and bliss shot up through my body. They were more enjoyable than >any orgasm I had ever >experienced. I just don't know what to call them. > >There was a stage where I went into a space of infinite knowing. I >couldn't think. If I tried to >think, I would short circuit my brain and experience an unbearable >feeling of insanity. This >was so brutal that I eventually stopped trying to think. It was >when my mind finally completely >gave up that I went into infinite knowing. I then realized that I >was an intelligence beyond my >mind. I realized that I was not my mind. I experienced myself as >infinite. I experienced >myself as one with everyone and everything. > >Kundalini reminds me allot of child birth. Just like a birthing >contraction, Kundalini will >build, peak and then release. Right before the release is usually >some new level of awareness. > >Just like birthing contractions, Kundalini can be very painful. The >pain came for me mostly in >an intense urge to run. I believe this was the " fight or flight " >reaction of the ego. I ran for a >couple of years. I practically lived out of my pickup and I spent >allot of time alone on the >road. I was most comfortable in my truck on the road. Sometimes I >would drive all night >long. I was very comfortable being on the road at night. > >My body detoxified and I became fairly ill for about 6 months. I >could only eat simple foods. I >lived on vegetables, rice and some meat. I also ate eggs. Anything >complicated like bread >would make me sick. If I ate any processed food, the result was >usually a day of vomiting and >sometimes a migraine. > >No one except for 2 friends had any clue. I worked with healers and >doctors. All these >experienced healers and doctors were clueless. When I finally >realized it was Kundalini - >most of them didn't believe me. Some of them mocked me. One doctor >I was working with >told me, " why don't you let me know when you get linear again. " I >received support from my 2 >friends, but no one else could really be there for me. > >The most annoying, unhelpful thing I found was healers who thought I >needed to be healed. >Kundalini is about birthing ourselves. We are birthing our higher >self in and through our >physical body. It is the most beautiful, most Divine thing we can >experience. I found out that >healers can be extremely disrespectful. I found out that allot of >what healers call healing isn't >healing. It's all about projecting their own stuff so they can feel >good. If your Kundalini is >open, you don't need healing. That's like calling childbirth a >disease. > >I also found out that unless someone has gone through Kundalini - >they just don't have a clue. >Sorry for such brutal truth. I found all kinds of healers who had >never gone through what I was >going through and yet they acted like experts. > >Water became the most comforting thing I could find. Some days I >would bathe 5 times a day. >There was a period where I didn't even get dressed. I lived in a >purple sweat suit. I pretty >much went from the bath tub to bed. I was up and functional for 2 >short periods a day. > >I had allot of spinning. The whole world would spin. It would spin >slowly, but it was >definitely spinning. I read that this spinning is related to >attachment to the body. I also had >frequent experiences of the 3rd dimension melting. 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Guest guest Posted December 5, 2006 Report Share Posted December 5, 2006 Gigantic HUG! Oh my God! That's almost enough to make me run in the opposite direction! Love, dhyana , " chrism " <> wrote: > > > > I am not going to claim to be an expert on Kundalini. I will share > my understanding here and > offer my support. My Kundalini opened in 1997 after 4 years of > practicing energetic healing > and meditation. I didn't notice much except a trickling sensation > going up my spine. It felt like > a small stream of water. It was neither pleasant or unpleasant. > > In 2002 I went into a full Kundalini Awakening. It was an explosion > of energy that lasted for > months. The day it exploded I was sucked up and out of my body and > had my first out of body > travel. I lost my mind. I lost my ability to function in the > world. I began having spontaneous > out of body experiences. I couldn't control them. I stopped > sleeping. I went into bliss - > experiencing hundreds of spontaneous orgasms a day. I call them > orgasms because there is no > real word that I know of for what I was experiencing. They caused > contractions in my body > and bliss shot up through my body. They were more enjoyable than > any orgasm I had ever > experienced. I just don't know what to call them. > > There was a stage where I went into a space of infinite knowing. I > couldn't think. If I tried to > think, I would short circuit my brain and experience an unbearable > feeling of insanity. This > was so brutal that I eventually stopped trying to think. It was > when my mind finally completely > gave up that I went into infinite knowing. I then realized that I > was an intelligence beyond my > mind. I realized that I was not my mind. I experienced myself as > infinite. I experienced > myself as one with everyone and everything. > > Kundalini reminds me allot of child birth. Just like a birthing > contraction, Kundalini will > build, peak and then release. Right before the release is usually > some new level of awareness. > > Just like birthing contractions, Kundalini can be very painful. The > pain came for me mostly in > an intense urge to run. I believe this was the " fight or flight " > reaction of the ego. I ran for a > couple of years. I practically lived out of my pickup and I spent > allot of time alone on the > road. I was most comfortable in my truck on the road. Sometimes I > would drive all night > long. I was very comfortable being on the road at night. > > My body detoxified and I became fairly ill for about 6 months. I > could only eat simple foods. I > lived on vegetables, rice and some meat. I also ate eggs. Anything > complicated like bread > would make me sick. If I ate any processed food, the result was > usually a day of vomiting and > sometimes a migraine. > > No one except for 2 friends had any clue. I worked with healers and > doctors. All these > experienced healers and doctors were clueless. When I finally > realized it was Kundalini - > most of them didn't believe me. Some of them mocked me. One doctor > I was working with > told me, " why don't you let me know when you get linear again. " I > received support from my 2 > friends, but no one else could really be there for me. > > The most annoying, unhelpful thing I found was healers who thought I > needed to be healed. > Kundalini is about birthing ourselves. We are birthing our higher > self in and through our > physical body. It is the most beautiful, most Divine thing we can > experience. I found out that > healers can be extremely disrespectful. I found out that allot of > what healers call healing isn't > healing. It's all about projecting their own stuff so they can feel > good. If your Kundalini is > open, you don't need healing. That's like calling childbirth a > disease. > > I also found out that unless someone has gone through Kundalini - > they just don't have a clue. > Sorry for such brutal truth. I found all kinds of healers who had > never gone through what I was > going through and yet they acted like experts. > > Water became the most comforting thing I could find. Some days I > would bathe 5 times a day. > There was a period where I didn't even get dressed. I lived in a > purple sweat suit. I pretty > much went from the bath tub to bed. I was up and functional for 2 > short periods a day. > > I had allot of spinning. The whole world would spin. It would spin > slowly, but it was > definitely spinning. I read that this spinning is related to > attachment to the body. I also had > frequent experiences of the 3rd dimension melting. Hard objects > would appear as fluid to me. > The concept that this world is an illlusion became very real for me. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2006 Report Share Posted December 6, 2006 novalees your story reminds me of my own spontaneous experience. It was very much like what you describe, sudden and intense and completely altering my state for many months and leaving me in a completely new place when I somewhat landed on the ground. I am glad you figured out what it was, as did I after about one year, and that you have found this group. It was like being in the desert and finding water when I saw a group of people here who could relate to what I had experienced, and didn't think of me as crazy or as someone making the whole thing up. Much love mAndrea ______________________________\ ____ Have a burning question? Go to www.Answers. and get answers from real people who know. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2006 Report Share Posted December 6, 2006 Dearest mAndrea, I'm so glad you are here, and that you find comfort and strength among these wonderful and loving people. hug. (I'm a hugger) The experience you commented on was not mine. I've been reeling a little from all the descriptions of snakes and cobras and then mary's experience. Part of me wants to take off and not look back...but that was resolved this morning and I'm breathing some relief now. Seeing that people survived the experience and are able to function is a higher way gives me much encouragement and strength to move into the unknown. Thank you so much for sharing. Love, dhyana --- michelle stewart <mandreastewart wrote: > novalees > > your story reminds me of my own spontaneous > experience. It was very much like what you > describe, > sudden and intense and completely altering my state > for many months and leaving me in a completely new > place when I somewhat landed on the ground. I am > glad > you figured out what it was, as did I after about > one > year, and that you have found this group. It was > like > being in the desert and finding water when I saw a > group of people here who could relate to what I had > experienced, and didn't think of me as crazy or as > someone making the whole thing up. > > Much love > mAndrea > > > > ______________________________\ ____ > Have a burning question? > Go to www.Answers. and get answers from > real people who know. > ______________________________\ ____ Want to start your own business? Learn how on Small Business. http://smallbusiness./r-index Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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