Guest guest Posted December 5, 2006 Report Share Posted December 5, 2006 Hello group, As you all know I have been struggling with the decision of pursing the Kundalini path at this time. This morning I did my 5 Tibetans, practiced my safeties then decided to meditate on this decision. I was on the couch, fell asleep and this is my dream.(It all felt so real) I got very hot(In real time I took off my socks and blanket) I heard the buzzing and ringing in the ears. I then felt-heard a whipping sound-motion at my legs. I thought to myself, its just the Kundalini and was not scared of the idea of a snake. When I felt the intense pressure in my root chakra (think child-birth in reverse) I panicked. All I could think about was my son who was in the next room in the kitchen. (Of course he is really at school). I struggled then remembered the words surrender, calmed down intending to go with the flow. But I would panic again thinking my son was going to walk around the corner and I did not want him to see this. Everything stopped, I woke up burning up hot and starving!!! Now, I feel on the verge of tears because I handled that so poorly. It felt so real!!!! I am still confused as to the answer. Did that mean no, I am not ready or yes I am because I am so upset that I did not go with the flow. I am to close to this right now to see any answers in myself. If anyone has any thoughts to share about this I would be grateful. Thank-you xoxo yoga.lisa Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 5, 2006 Report Share Posted December 5, 2006 No worries Lisa, The fact that your here, that your dreaming about the Kundalini, waking up hot and hungry, feeling the correct responses like surrender, may be an indication the YOUR Kundalini has chosen to come up in you. Remember the intelligence of this force. Next time meditate and sleep in a place where your privacy is intact. Also look at why he shouldn't see this. What is the problem there? He wont " see " anything it isn't typically a visual medium except for the one experiencing. - Just some thoughts - blessings YogaLisa - chrism Want to start your own business? Learn how on Small Business. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 5, 2006 Report Share Posted December 5, 2006 , chrism <> wrote: >I am not sure about my son seeing it. It probably has more to do with my own privacy issues. I was home alone. The pressure was so intense I was scared I would make noise or cry out. Did not want to scare him. I could not explain this to a 15 year old and he likes to tell my business. xoxo yoga.lisa > No worries Lisa, > The fact that your here, that your dreaming about the Kundalini, waking up hot and hungry, feeling the correct responses like surrender, may be an indication the YOUR Kundalini has chosen to come up in you. Remember the intelligence of this force. Next time meditate and sleep in a place where your privacy is intact. Also look at why he shouldn't see this. What is the problem there? He wont " see " anything it isn't typically a visual medium except for the one experiencing. - Just some thoughts - blessings YogaLisa - chrism > > > > > > Want to start your own business? Learn how on Small Business. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 5, 2006 Report Share Posted December 5, 2006 Dear Lisa, One of the reasons I wake up early and retreat to my private den is Kundalini. My kids know their dad is a bit strange. My wife is getting used to the commotion at night and things do settle down after a while... Surrender is very important. I believe it is the key to the flood gate of K energy evolution. Resist and it becomes stressfull. I feel from your email that you are ready and K is about to burst. Trust and surrender. You'll enjoy it a whole lot more. Yours is a beautiful dream. :)Troy , " yoga.lisa " <yoga.lisa wrote: > > , chrism > <@> wrote: > >I am not sure about my son seeing it. It probably has more to do > with my own privacy issues. I was home alone. The pressure was so > intense I was scared I would make noise or cry out. Did not want to > scare him. I could not explain this to a 15 year old and he likes to > tell my business. > > xoxo > yoga.lisa > > > > > No worries Lisa, > > The fact that your here, that your > dreaming about the Kundalini, waking up hot and hungry, feeling the > correct responses like surrender, may be an indication the YOUR > Kundalini has chosen to come up in you. Remember the intelligence of > this force. Next time meditate and sleep in a place where your > privacy is intact. Also look at why he shouldn't see this. What is > the problem there? He wont " see " anything it isn't typically a > visual medium except for the one experiencing. - Just some thoughts - > blessings YogaLisa - chrism > > > > > > > > > > > > Want to start your own business? Learn how on Small Business. > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 7, 2006 Report Share Posted December 7, 2006 Hi Lisa, This dream says to me that you are deep down worrying about the implications your K activity will have on your son and family. What if mum starts acting weird? I think open communication with family members is essential and you will find that as this is destined , from birth, your family members will be receptive and helpful (or worse case scenario, you end up divorced!!!) The K is a life transforming descision that will affect everything around you, but God is perfect and has placed you in the space you need to be to activate, so do not be afraid. You are ready, it will all fall into place, shakti and the helpers will nurture you and all you love. Just my little thoughts, Love Elektra x x x " yoga.lisa " <yoga.lisa wrote: Hello group, As you all know I have been struggling with the decision of pursing the Kundalini path at this time. This morning I did my 5 Tibetans, practiced my safeties then decided to meditate on this decision. I was on the couch, fell asleep and this is my dream.(It all felt so real) I got very hot(In real time I took off my socks and blanket) I heard the buzzing and ringing in the ears. I then felt-heard a whipping sound-motion at my legs. I thought to myself, its just the Kundalini and was not scared of the idea of a snake. When I felt the intense pressure in my root chakra (think child-birth in reverse) I panicked. All I could think about was my son who was in the next room in the kitchen. (Of course he is really at school). I struggled then remembered the words surrender, calmed down intending to go with the flow. But I would panic again thinking my son was going to walk around the corner and I did not want him to see this. Everything stopped, I woke up burning up hot and starving!!! Now, I feel on the verge of tears because I handled that so poorly. It felt so real!!!! I am still confused as to the answer. Did that mean no, I am not ready or yes I am because I am so upset that I did not go with the flow. I am to close to this right now to see any answers in myself. If anyone has any thoughts to share about this I would be grateful. Thank-you xoxo yoga.lisa Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 7, 2006 Report Share Posted December 7, 2006 , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: >Elektra, Thank -you, you are so right. I have been so busy worrying about the negative aspects of this, I haven't seen the positive. I would love it if any group members would share positive stories with me. How did it change your life? What does it feel like when you receice shaktiput? Thanks in advance xoxo yoga.lisa P.S. Elektra, I love your pic. > Hi Lisa, > This dream says to me that you are deep down worrying about the implications your K activity will have on your son and family. What if mum starts acting weird? > I think open communication with family members is essential and you will find that as this is destined , from birth, your family members will be receptive and helpful > (or worse case scenario, you end up divorced!!!) > The K is a life transforming descision that will affect everything around you, but God is perfect and has placed you in the space you need to be to activate, so do not be afraid. > You are ready, it will all fall into place, shakti and the helpers will nurture you and all you love. > > Just my little thoughts, > Love Elektra x x x > > " yoga.lisa " <yoga.lisa wrote: > Hello group, > > As you all know I have been struggling with the decision of pursing > the Kundalini path at this time. This morning I did my 5 Tibetans, > practiced my safeties then decided to meditate on this decision. I > was on the couch, fell asleep and this is my dream.(It all felt so > real) > > I got very hot(In real time I took off my socks and blanket) I heard > the buzzing and ringing in the ears. I then felt-heard a whipping > sound-motion at my legs. I thought to myself, its just the Kundalini > and was not scared of the idea of a snake. When I felt the intense > pressure in my root chakra (think child-birth in reverse) I > panicked. All I could think about was my son who was in the next > room in the kitchen. (Of course he is really at school). I struggled > then remembered the words surrender, calmed down intending to go with > the flow. But I would panic again thinking my son was going to walk > around the corner and I did not want him to see this. Everything > stopped, I woke up burning up hot and starving!!! > > Now, I feel on the verge of tears because I handled that so poorly. > It felt so real!!!! I am still confused as to the answer. Did that > mean no, I am not ready or yes I am because I am so upset that I did > not go with the flow. > > I am to close to this right now to see any answers in myself. If > anyone has any thoughts to share about this I would be grateful. > > Thank-you > xoxo > yoga.lisa > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 7, 2006 Report Share Posted December 7, 2006 Hi, Lisa. When the K paid me a shocking visit 20 years ago it ended a career and a marriage and put my life back on track. There was difficulty for certain. It may seem surprising to some, but it wasn't to me because I knew that ending the marriage would be a positive thing for my ex (it took three years to convince her of that, but I was patient). No longer " Richard's wife " she found her own identity and started a career she is good at and proud of. My daughter never considered that she was from a " broken " home – there was nothing broken at all. Mother and Dad lived separately, that's all. My ex and I still love each other and neither of us have remarried – we joke about having adjacent rooms in the retirement home. Change is sometimes frightening but if you are asked to make changes (not sure that you are) know they are for the best and trust you will find a loving solution. Warmly – richard O , " yoga.lisa " <yoga.lisa wrote: > > , Elektra Fire > <elektra.fire@> wrote: > >Elektra, > > Thank -you, you are so right. I have been so busy worrying about the > negative aspects of this, I haven't seen the positive. > > I would love it if any group members would share positive stories > with me. How did it change your life? What does it feel like when > you receice shaktiput? > > Thanks in advance > xoxo > yoga.lisa > > P.S. > Elektra, I love your pic. > > Hi Lisa, > > This dream says to me that you are deep down worrying about the > implications your K activity will have on your son and family. What > if mum starts acting weird? > > I think open communication with family members is essential and > you will find that as this is destined , from birth, your family > members will be receptive and helpful > > (or worse case scenario, you end up divorced!!!) > > The K is a life transforming descision that will affect > everything around you, but God is perfect and has placed you in the > space you need to be to activate, so do not be afraid. > > You are ready, it will all fall into place, shakti and the > helpers will nurture you and all you love. > > > > Just my little thoughts, > > Love Elektra x x x > > > > " yoga.lisa " <yoga.lisa@> wrote: > > Hello group, > > > > As you all know I have been struggling with the decision of pursing > > the Kundalini path at this time. This morning I did my 5 Tibetans, > > practiced my safeties then decided to meditate on this decision. I > > was on the couch, fell asleep and this is my dream.(It all felt so > > real) > > > > I got very hot(In real time I took off my socks and blanket) I > heard > > the buzzing and ringing in the ears. I then felt-heard a whipping > > sound-motion at my legs. I thought to myself, its just the > Kundalini > > and was not scared of the idea of a snake. When I felt the intense > > pressure in my root chakra (think child-birth in reverse) I > > panicked. All I could think about was my son who was in the next > > room in the kitchen. (Of course he is really at school). I > struggled > > then remembered the words surrender, calmed down intending to go > with > > the flow. But I would panic again thinking my son was going to walk > > around the corner and I did not want him to see this. Everything > > stopped, I woke up burning up hot and starving!!! > > > > Now, I feel on the verge of tears because I handled that so poorly. > > It felt so real!!!! I am still confused as to the answer. Did that > > mean no, I am not ready or yes I am because I am so upset that I > did > > not go with the flow. > > > > I am to close to this right now to see any answers in myself. If > > anyone has any thoughts to share about this I would be grateful. > > > > Thank-you > > xoxo > > yoga.lisa > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 7, 2006 Report Share Posted December 7, 2006 Just to add here that we do not really understand why God has put families together and for what purposes. YEP my kids 24 yrs and 20 have always known i'm preety weird. My son has seen me do the Hot/Cold thing jacket on /off etc and just laughed and hooted at me. But in a nice way too he is 20. Some months ago we had a house to tidy up which we were selling. We took a break and lay on the floor just chatting.........he asked me ''so Dad is it possible to read peoples minds'' cos i think i can do that............. its weird the school kids i work with are sometimes real liars ......................but see nowadays i can read their minds and i can tell them what they really did wrong. It frieking them out but i'm usually correct. My daughter 24 yrs is now inTibetan Yoga and meditation..this summer she would sit out in the middle of the lawn meditating where all the neihbours could see her if they looked. So you see for all our strange parent weirdness something does get accross to our kids. They are preety smart and ''can''work it out. I would not worry too much and yet trust that God has his purposes. Alphu-s >Elektra Fire <elektra.fire > > >Re: Kundalini Dream >Thu, 7 Dec 2006 08:59:49 +0000 (GMT) > >Hi Lisa, > This dream says to me that you are deep down worrying about the >implications your K activity will have on your son and family. What if mum >starts acting weird? > I think open communication with family members is essential and you will >find that as this is destined , from birth, your family members will be >receptive and helpful > (or worse case scenario, you end up divorced!!!) > The K is a life transforming descision that will affect everything >around you, but God is perfect and has placed you in the space you need to >be to activate, so do not be afraid. > You are ready, it will all fall into place, shakti and the helpers will >nurture you and all you love. > > Just my little thoughts, > Love Elektra x x x > > " yoga.lisa " <yoga.lisa wrote: > Hello group, > >As you all know I have been struggling with the decision of pursing >the Kundalini path at this time. This morning I did my 5 Tibetans, >practiced my safeties then decided to meditate on this decision. I >was on the couch, fell asleep and this is my dream.(It all felt so >real) > >I got very hot(In real time I took off my socks and blanket) I heard >the buzzing and ringing in the ears. I then felt-heard a whipping >sound-motion at my legs. I thought to myself, its just the Kundalini >and was not scared of the idea of a snake. When I felt the intense >pressure in my root chakra (think child-birth in reverse) I >panicked. All I could think about was my son who was in the next >room in the kitchen. (Of course he is really at school). I struggled >then remembered the words surrender, calmed down intending to go with >the flow. But I would panic again thinking my son was going to walk >around the corner and I did not want him to see this. Everything >stopped, I woke up burning up hot and starving!!! > >Now, I feel on the verge of tears because I handled that so poorly. >It felt so real!!!! I am still confused as to the answer. Did that >mean no, I am not ready or yes I am because I am so upset that I did >not go with the flow. > >I am to close to this right now to see any answers in myself. If >anyone has any thoughts to share about this I would be grateful. > >Thank-you >xoxo >yoga.lisa > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 7, 2006 Report Share Posted December 7, 2006 Alphus! I second that. My daughter, 28, and her friends always thought I was " cool " wierd and would gather at my house for the evening when she was in high-school. Her two best friends still call me " Dad " . We had a great time. The blessing of our work is love of humanity in an easy, humorous, candid and " cool " way. Oh, and Liz learned early on not to try to hide anything from me - just didn't work. Good to you - richard O , " Igor Alphus " <Alphu-s wrote: > > Just to add here that we do not really understand why God has put families > together and for what purposes. > YEP my kids 24 yrs and 20 have always known i'm preety weird. > > My son has seen me do the Hot/Cold thing jacket on /off etc and just laughed > and hooted at me. > But in a nice way too he is 20. > Some months ago we had a house to tidy up which we were selling. > We took a break and lay on the floor just chatting.........he asked me ''so > Dad is it possible to read peoples minds'' cos i think i can do > that............. its weird the school kids i work with are sometimes real > liars ......................but see nowadays i can read their minds and i > can tell them what they really did wrong. It frieking them out but i'm > usually correct. > My daughter 24 yrs is now inTibetan Yoga and meditation..this summer she > would sit out in the middle of the lawn meditating where all the neihbours > could see her if they looked. > > So you see for all our strange parent weirdness something does get accross > to our kids. > They are preety smart and ''can''work it out. > I would not worry too much and yet trust that God has his purposes. > Alphu-s > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 7, 2006 Report Share Posted December 7, 2006 Ha mee too the kids can;t hide much either they just give it up. Ha Ha!!! > " richard O " <eyeoneblack > > > Re: Kundalini Dream >Thu, 07 Dec 2006 17:25:16 -0000 > >Alphus! I second that. My daughter, 28, and her friends always >thought I was " cool " wierd and would gather at my house for the >evening when she was in high-school. Her two best friends still >call me " Dad " . We had a great time. The blessing of our work is >love of humanity in an easy, humorous, candid and " cool " way. >Oh, and Liz learned early on not to try to hide anything from me - >just didn't work. > >Good to you - richard O > > > , " Igor Alphus " ><Alphu-s wrote: > > > > Just to add here that we do not really understand why God has put >families > > together and for what purposes. > > YEP my kids 24 yrs and 20 have always known i'm preety weird. > > > > My son has seen me do the Hot/Cold thing jacket on /off etc and >just laughed > > and hooted at me. > > But in a nice way too he is 20. > > Some months ago we had a house to tidy up which we were selling. > > We took a break and lay on the floor just chatting.........he >asked me ''so > > Dad is it possible to read peoples minds'' cos i think i can do > > that............. its weird the school kids i work with are >sometimes real > > liars ......................but see nowadays i can read their >minds and i > > can tell them what they really did wrong. It frieking them out but >i'm > > usually correct. > > My daughter 24 yrs is now inTibetan Yoga and meditation..this >summer she > > would sit out in the middle of the lawn meditating where all the >neihbours > > could see her if they looked. > > > > So you see for all our strange parent weirdness something does get >accross > > to our kids. > > They are preety smart and ''can''work it out. > > I would not worry too much and yet trust that God has his purposes. > > Alphu-s > > > > > > > _______________ Download now! Visit http://www.telusmobility.com/msnxbox/ to enter and see how cool it is to get Messenger with you on your cell phone. http://www.telusmobility.com/msnxbox/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 7, 2006 Report Share Posted December 7, 2006 No Richard O, you are on target. - imho - blessings chrism Everyone is raving about the all-new Mail beta. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 7, 2006 Report Share Posted December 7, 2006 How has it changed my life? Remarkably. Wouldn't go back for anything. Listening to AM radio on a small receiver is ok, I guess, but try listening to surround sound on a Bose complete with HD big screen - then times that by infinity. I wake up every day - grateful - and with anticipation for what gifts might unfold. My most precious are relationships and a much deeper connection to all that is. Troy > I would love it if any group members would share positive stories > with me. How did it change your life? What does it feel like when > you receice shaktiput? > > Thanks in advance > xoxo > yoga.lisa > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2006 Report Share Posted December 10, 2006 Hey Lisa, I'm a bit behind on the mails as I've been in hong kong without internet. And so, my experience with the sacred shaktipat..... It began with major emotional movement and clearing, I had to address some fears and worries (that was the first thing), once I had cleared some self doubt and fear I began to feel more confident and my solar plexus activated (it was blocked). Memories of the past were swimming through my mind and dreams. I felt that the shaktipat helped me move things that I had tried previously to budge, but had not fully succeeded. The K seems to plough through the blockages like a lovely snow plough... hee hee For about three months all I felt was the solar open and lots of emotions being cleared. Then , once all was balanced, the base started to throw up security and death issues. The rollercoaster began. The k was flowing more so the emotions intensified and each blockage became like a movie being acted out in real time. I would become aware in the experience and think, oh , this is shakti at work, I'll just let her get on with it, and this helped me relax. I tried to stay unjudgemental towards myself and acknowledged that it was just my blockages coming up to be addressed. Once I realised and released them I would have a healing and then it would settle down again. Then the body vibrations began, they are truely lovely. And the dreams, the learning in dream land. Wow, I love my shakti dreams. The more open and free I felt about the K the more blissful it became. When the fear goes, bliss arrives. I'm still on the path, it grows each month. I have had many miraculous healings occur also, due to the emotional unblocking. My fertility has returned, my food allergies are all but gone. My sex drive is returning. I think a long standing skin problem is now on the mend after 10 years. So, really its been amazing, nothing to worry about at all, it's not difficult on you if you just trust that the safeties work and that shakti is with you. The only thing to fear is fear itself, and even that can be laughed at.... hee hee, I laugh in the face of fear. (a bit of drama for you). I can't say what will happen when I fully open, I don't care, I know that God will guide me and when it comes I'll be ready because I will make my practice, pray and release. Thats all there is to it. Hope this helps, Elektra x x x --- " yoga.lisa " <yoga.lisa wrote: > --- In > , > Elektra Fire > <elektra.fire wrote: > >Elektra, > > Thank -you, you are so right. I have been so busy > worrying about the > negative aspects of this, I haven't seen the > positive. > > I would love it if any group members would share > positive stories > with me. How did it change your life? What does it > feel like when > you receice shaktiput? _________ All new Mail " The new Interface is stunning in its simplicity and ease of use. " - PC Magazine http://uk.docs./nowyoucan.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2006 Report Share Posted December 10, 2006 Hug, Elektra, I so needed that. sniff... love, dhyana --- Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > Hey Lisa, > > I'm a bit behind on the mails as I've been in hong > kong without internet. > > And so, my experience with the sacred shaktipat..... > > > It began with major emotional movement and clearing, > I > had to address some fears and worries (that was the > first thing), once I had cleared some self doubt and > fear I began to feel more confident and my solar > plexus activated (it was blocked). Memories of the > past were swimming through my mind and dreams. I > felt > that the shaktipat helped me move things that I had > tried previously to budge, but had not fully > succeeded. The K seems to plough through the > blockages > like a lovely snow plough... hee hee > For about three months all I felt was the solar open > and lots of emotions being cleared. > > Then , once all was balanced, the base started to > throw up security and death issues. The > rollercoaster > began. The k was flowing more so the emotions > intensified and each blockage became like a movie > being acted out in real time. I would become aware > in > the experience and think, oh , this is shakti at > work, > I'll just let her get on with it, and this helped me > relax. > I tried to stay unjudgemental towards myself and > acknowledged that it was just my blockages coming up > to be addressed. Once I realised and released them I > would have a healing and then it would settle down > again. > Then the body vibrations began, they are truely > lovely. And the dreams, the learning in dream land. > Wow, I love my shakti dreams. > > The more open and free I felt about the K the more > blissful it became. > When the fear goes, bliss arrives. > I'm still on the path, it grows each month. I have > had > many miraculous healings occur also, due to the > emotional unblocking. My fertility has returned, my > food allergies are all but gone. My sex drive is > returning. > I think a long standing skin problem is now on the > mend after 10 years. > So, really its been amazing, nothing to worry about > at > all, it's not difficult on you if you just trust > that > the safeties work and that shakti is with you. The > only thing to fear is fear itself, and even that can > be laughed at.... hee hee, I laugh in the face of > fear. > (a bit of drama for you). > > I can't say what will happen when I fully open, I > don't care, I know that God will guide me and when > it > comes I'll be ready because I will make my practice, > pray and release. Thats all there is to it. > > Hope this helps, > Elektra x x x > > > --- " yoga.lisa " <yoga.lisa wrote: > > > --- In > > , > > Elektra Fire > > <elektra.fire wrote: > > >Elektra, > > > > Thank -you, you are so right. I have been so busy > > worrying about the > > negative aspects of this, I haven't seen the > > positive. > > > > I would love it if any group members would share > > positive stories > > with me. How did it change your life? What does > it > > feel like when > > you receice shaktiput? > > > > > > > _________ > > All new Mail " The new Interface is stunning > in its simplicity and ease of use. " - PC Magazine > http://uk.docs./nowyoucan.html > ______________________________\ ____ Music Unlimited Access over 1 million songs. http://music./unlimited Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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