field/personality

[Guest guest]

Hi Chrism,

 

Finally I've moved into my own place and can access

the net - the freedom and release is wonderful

 

I'm having problems with a clash of personality

traits, as I menditoned in my past post about people

not to send healing direct anymore.

 

There seems to be a residue and I have a strong

feeling it's a part of your scatterfield. I have a

clash that I *must* do God's work and service - and

more - which are all along the lines of the safeties

that you ask people to practice - forgiveness,

gratitude, selfless service etc

 

I'm only guessing, but it seems that this is part of

the scatterfield you sent when I asked for healing.

It was partly confirmed to me when I started to love,

love, love America I saw America as beautiful,

colourful, clean, expansive...and I just *love* it.

 

So I'm guessing this is a part of your personality

that has somehow become attached to me, as well as

other qualities. Personally, I like America...don't

feel a great love for it, and have no great desire to

ever go there.

 

I'm sure you can understand the dilema I'm going

through and feel like I'm going crazy trying to sort

out which part of my mind is mine.

 

Would you please check and remove anything at all that

has to do with your scatterfield from me.

 

The strongest dilemma I'm having is to do Gods' work,

selfless service. Fortunately enough someone has

posted the article from Alice Baily which confirmed to

me I'm not meant to do Gods service, it is only a part

of the soul contact that I'm having.

 

You're other posts describe how you are hoping to

gather healers together, awaken kundalini etc. You

have mentined in the past that this is what you see

for me - is this service part of your scatterfield or

your own personal desire? This isn't my path at this

time, it may or may not be in the future.

 

Thank you for your healing and help, and I am forever

gratefful for it, it's just that in hindsight I think

it should have been healing only, not the scatterfield

and 'matrix' superimposed over my energy body.

 

I also found that the kundilini re-activated again

where it had closed down when I was sick. I think we

disagree on the 'cold' I was feeling, I know it was

for my own good and I had purposly closed down the

kundalini with my guide's help.

 

When it was reactivated a few weks ago it was all new,

uncontrobable and crazy. I've now managed to ground

it back down again to a warm comfortable glow.

 

This is the stage I'm at after many years of kundalini

heat, warm and comfortable.....not burning out of

control. Reactivating a new kundalini method in me

wasn't what I needed.

 

I'm only guessing at all of this....and please excuse

me if I'm wrong, I have trouble thinking correctly

because of a clash of voices in my head...everything

is fuzzy. Slowly everything is coming clear and I

hope, with your help, I can rid myself of any after

affect there is of the scatterfield.

 

in love and light

Anne

 

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[Guest guest]

Hello Amaargi,

Congratulations on your new place! No Anne I am not with

you or influencing you in any way or form, through any source or intent, or

application. You have chosen to continue that which is killing you and therefore

no healing of mine is going to abrogate your choice. So it (scatterfield,

intent, concern, ) is gone from you and what you are feeling is " You. " I do

wish you happiness though but in no way am I inflicting you with that wish.

 

You are your own person as much as you will allow yourself to be. Your

experiences are yours. Your phenomena is yours. Your life is yours. - peace -

chrism

 

 

 

 

 

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