Guest guest Posted December 15, 2006 Report Share Posted December 15, 2006 This is my time out of the spiritual plane and on the physical plane. With the K active everything is extreme; emotions, fear, anger, time lost, time gained, etc. This is the time I must pay close attention to the things around me. I am about to learn something, observe something, or be tested. It could be human contact(the public),listening to my intuition or not, an observation of nature or the dreaded things I need to work on like forgiveness and opening my heart. I work long varied hours, different days of the week, in other words an unpredictable work schedule. I don't eat, sleep or do my practice at any set time. I find I get more fireworks when I get less sleep. Many times I've been woken up from sleep with kryas. I don't know how many times the kryas have not woken me up. My food intake has varied with being K active. Sometimes I can only consume liquids, just raw vegetables or bloody red cow flesh. When I'm not having these cravings the thought of these foods just make me ill. The only food items that have stayed consistent are the starches; grains, potatoes and breads. When I get over whelmed on the physical plane I can turn my thoughts to my own special gift, the K. I focus my mind on my spine and can see my K flowing up my spine. It my not be fireworks but it is still there. Knowing that I still have the flow is very comforting to me. I was shaktipat on July 24, 2004 and have had many observations and tests since. I have decided to become K active, going into this open eyed and willing to surrender to it. Each day has something for me I only wish I could remember every event to write in my journal. BB Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 15, 2006 Report Share Posted December 15, 2006 This post is a little testy, but it is the way I learn....forgive me if I offend because no offence is intended. It is just a confusing line of thinking and very cryptic to me. Are we to expect this? Have I not known it? I cannot decide what information there is for me in this. It says "time out of the spiritual plane and (time out) on the physical plane"? God, send me a time out either way! "extreme; emotions (of) fear, anger, time lost, time gained"; what about extreme emotions of compassion, of helplessness in the face of "real life" suffering that you cannot abate? It is a "time...to be tested" - yes! bring it on, for only then do I grow. "This is the time.... It could be .... listening to my intuition or not" Is there not a time to listen to my intuition? Forgiveness is the highest virtue, justice is only a step-child. Peace is in forgiveness; and God grant me one last hurtle, for love reigns superior for all people in my life but one, and I continue to punish myself with her. In this our scripts agree. "I work long varied hours......an unpredictable....schedule." I hope this person is working 'pro-bono' because there is nothing to have in this world worth screwing yourself over about, but for philanthropic service to others? there is never enough time or energy. "....bloody red cow flesh." Well, I've been eating my steaks raw with hot sauce since '69. What's the bitchin'? Eat what your body tells you to, that's all. "I've decided to become K active, going into this open eyed and willing to surrender to it." Is there really a choice? Sure, there are many K people who misappropriate her gift, but for the seeker of enlightenment it is a heavy obligation; a transcendent and ever an unrequited, yearning love. I don't know who BBG is but I wish him/her success. -richard O Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 15, 2006 Report Share Posted December 15, 2006 RichardO I certainly enjoy your posts. Like a breath of fresh air on a spring morning. BlessU Sam , " richard O " <eyeoneblack wrote: > > > This post is a little testy, but it is the way I learn....forgive me if > I offend because no offence is intended. It is just a confusing Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 15, 2006 Report Share Posted December 15, 2006 Thank you Sam. Good to you, big time, - richard O , " Sam " <dallyup52 wrote: > > RichardO > > I certainly enjoy your posts. Like a breath of fresh air on a spring > morning. > > BlessU > Sam > > , " richard O " > <eyeoneblack@> wrote: > > > > > > This post is a little testy, but it is the way I learn....forgive me if > > I offend because no offence is intended. It is just a confusing > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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