Guest guest Posted December 21, 2006 Report Share Posted December 21, 2006 Today I walk with the predators. Last night as well. First chakra stimulations are good for that. Going into fear for the sake of going into fear and not being afraid due to the enjoyment of it all. Watching the predation right next to you but not partaking of it - its not your kill. These areas exist in us all. My motorhome is in the backyard of a friend in very bad part of town. Gun shots and knifings abound weekly if not daily. We as a species are very close to our animal natures, something to remember as we spin around. - just some thoughts - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2006 Report Share Posted December 22, 2006 And, with this Shaktipat, I find myself walking with the predators within myself.... being led to examine, experience and look at aspects of myself that are angry, predatory, controlling and very strong if I want to use them. At the same I have a deepened ability to experience others thoughts and emotional reactions which is a bit disconcerting, but quite interesting and useful as well. It is like several layers (like an onion) have been quickly removed from what has insulated my awarenesses and life is seen a bit more brutally and realistically, which is both delightful and gratifying when I see/feel a positive reaction and uncomfortable when I see/feel a negative. I feel stripped a bit bare. And, regarding predators, one of my most fond memories is being with San Grof, breathing with 200 people and experiencing myself running through a forest, changing from women to a large tan cat and back again and, when being the cat, experiencing the joy of running in that animal body and also the joy of the kill and taste of blood. As a cat it was natural and joyous and there was no judgment on its appropriateness. So I will continue to try to integrate these aspects of myself and more fully accept myself with all my parts and without fear or judgment. In gratefulness, as always Chrism, for the gift you give us all to continue to learn..... Sherri --The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule-Albert Einstein -------------- Original message -------------- "chrism" <> Today I walk with the predators. Last night as well. First chakra stimulations are good for that. Going into fear for the sake of going into fear and not being afraid due to the enjoyment of it all. Watching the predation right next to you but not partaking of it - its not your kill. These areas exist in us all. My motorhome is in the backyard of a friend in very bad part of town. Gun shots and knifings abound weekly if not daily. We as a species are very close to our animal natures, something to remember as we spin around. - just some thoughts - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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