Guest guest Posted December 22, 2006 Report Share Posted December 22, 2006 I live in a 24 ft Motorhome next to a kind of temporary dump. Classic Americana Trailer trash. Behind my friends house. I have a cat friend and the various wild creatures that come to call. I have a blue 1992 Nissan sentra that isnt pretty but mechanically sound. This laptop computer, and best of all, you my dear friends. Soon though, employment will come and my time on line will be more or less depending on what happens. So this is my way of sharing some personal details of my life with you. - OK I did it! Who else will get personal? - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2006 Report Share Posted December 22, 2006 I am an insane 24 year old student who dreams of a career in not only scientific research into ecology, biology and world saving science, but bringing subtle energy science into the scientific mainstream, also performing my crazy mutant jazz and writing, and performing lyrics, writing all kinds of stuff, affecting future culture, man I don't even know. But in truth recently I haven't been that confident. Going through university late cos I when my kundalini awoke I got psychiatrised then broke my back. Its been a pain in the back. Sometimes I worry about things too much. Sometimes I think I have no future. Sometimes I look at the world and can find nothing to smile at. If I can just get into my flow I can definitely smash it, and I'm just realising how to do that. You see, I didn;t have K awakening cos suddenly my spine got really straight, nor cos I wa so happy, nor cos my Dad died, nor cos I was philosophical, musical, not cos I smoked weed, not cos I philosophised till I ended up in Jnana yoga and yoga nidra, not cos I did capoeira, not cos I didnt have enough sex, nor worked too hard in school. No, I had it because of the whole of who I am, and that's what this is all about, spiritual experience is total experience. The result of your whole life. So, I'm starting to figure that I'm not gonna sit inside the whole time agonising about my diet or bemoaning the fact that I can't get into yoga nidra or straighten my spine like I used to, cos those things only happened cos I was totally happy and surrendered to my life and death. One thing I lost in hospital was my sense of humour, and I used to laugh at everything, and everybody. Life is so fatal that every single micro-moment every single thing in the entire universe dies and a completely new reality appears. I feel ready to be what I really am again. Super Saian!!!! JAmes , " chrism " <> wrote: > > I live in a 24 ft Motorhome next to a kind of temporary dump. Classic > Americana Trailer trash. Behind my friends house. I have a cat friend > and the various wild creatures that come to call. I have a blue 1992 > Nissan sentra that isnt pretty but mechanically sound. This laptop > computer, and best of all, you my dear friends. Soon though, > employment will come and my time on line will be more or less > depending on what happens. So this is my way of sharing some personal > details of my life with you. - OK I did it! Who else will get > personal? - > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2006 Report Share Posted December 22, 2006 I will be the first to buy your book :-) chrism wrote: > > I live in a 24 ft Motorhome next to a kind of temporary dump. Classic > Americana Trailer trash. Behind my friends house. I have a cat friend > and the various wild creatures that come to call. I have a blue 1992 > Nissan sentra that isnt pretty but mechanically sound. This laptop > computer, and best of all, you my dear friends. Soon though, > employment will come and my time on line will be more or less > depending on what happens. So this is my way of sharing some personal > details of my life with you. - OK I did it! Who else will get > personal? - > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2006 Report Share Posted December 22, 2006 Ok...personal.....I'm a 61 year old women, 20 or so years after my K awakening that happened after a two week Tantra seminar in Hawaii and stopped my life cold with many difficult, painful and bizarre symptoms. I had not even heard of Kundalini but had always been a spiritual seeker. I eventually became sort of balanced, a bit less terrified, have always been a risk taker (racing dirt bikes when younger, learning to jump out of airplanes, tornado chasing, etc) and follow the directions of the K even when I do not have the money to do things or the time or it totally takes my life in a new direction which I am not prepared for. I saw an ad for one of the first K seminars gave here in San Rafael, Ca, knew I was to be there and have been hanging around with a happy grin ever since. (Knew I was to be at the Tantra thing too and sold a life insurance policy to go) I have been a foster parent for 34 years, am completing repairs on my home caused by a fire the last set of kids set, have now only one magical, disturbed and very difficult girl and a job with developmentally disabled and an income about 1/3 of what I am used to, but am following the directions of the K. I have sons, visit one in Prague, CZ yearly and delight in the other and my 2 grandgirls here locally. I also stay close to my aging parents and am an assistant with a great women who puts on Tantra things. Boy do we fly as a group of usually 40 or so. I have had cancer twice, lost a breast the second time, broke an ankle very badly a couple of years ago and am permanently slowed down physically. And feel like the luckiest person alive to be connected to God with the K flow. I work on people with energy, worked with many in hospital emergency rooms and also terminal aids patients as well as many spiritual seekers. I have and will go anywhere the K takes me, will change my life and income and location...whatever it takes and have had some very wild and enlightening experiences with the K some of which have scared me as badly as anyone can be scared. But I remain committed.... Sherri --The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule-Albert Einstein -------------- Original message -------------- "chrism" <> I live in a 24 ft Motorhome next to a kind of temporary dump. Classic Americana Trailer trash. Behind my friends house. I have a cat friend and the various wild creatures that come to call. I have a blue 1992 Nissan sentra that isnt pretty but mechanically sound. This laptop computer, and best of all, you my dear friends. Soon though, employment will come and my time on line will be more or less depending on what happens. So this is my way of sharing some personal details of my life with you. - OK I did it! Who else will get personal? - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2006 Report Share Posted December 22, 2006 I am a 39 year old single mom (divorced 6 years) of three boys, 18, 16 and 14 years old. I own and practice in my own acupuncture/colorpuncture clinic and work fulltime as the Academic Dean of a Traditional Chinese Med. school, I own my house (which before I go the dean job last year, I was sure I was going to have to sell and arrange a different space for myself and kids) and now two cars and two crazy cats. I am in the process of studying to take the MCAT since my pre-med courses are relatively old, and applying to get into medical school. I am exceptionally interested in integrating the eastern and western philosophies of healing and living, and feel that by combining an MD with the Chinese medicine I already practice I will have the knowledge of both systems to best fully serve any person who comes for my services. I am fascinated by quantum physics, energy healing, manifesting our thoughts and beliefs. For leisure, when there is time, I read Rupert Sheldrake, Clive Backster, the Science of Mind, and for artistic endeavors I play the guitar, sing, quilt, write, am learning to play the banjo, and may actually be invited to play with an alternative band, which would be a huge stretch for me. So, there's me, basically, in a nutshell at this timestamp. I really do not fit in anywhere specific, you know, I guess pretty much guided and creating my life as I am propelled. I guess my "motorhome" is relationship. I do not know or understand the relationship karma that I have brought into this life, but oddly, it feels as though it has recently burned off, and finally I can focus on what I am here to do now and not worry so much about being with the right person. I know that God/Spirit/Divine Love is my Divine Right Partner in every moment. So, not much else, except a large pile or two (or more) of papers! Much Love and Joy to All! Stephanie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2006 Report Share Posted December 22, 2006 Personal, I am almost 60 years old. It feels like 60 already, not that I feel old. 60 feels wonderful. I have led a full and dynamic life following my inner guidance. I shift and flow when the call comes. If I am totally scared of the call sometimes it gets put off a bit. Money has always come easily to me, love has always come easily to me. Most things have come easily to me. And I would say that is mostly because of following my inner guidance even when it seems very unlikely to be reasonable or right. I have loved running and rock climbing, biking .... many active sports. In following this guidance I have had several careers .. engineer, pilot, contractor, psycho-therapist, computer consultant, stay-at-home Dad. I consider myself retired but I still do a lot of service for the people in the community. I have been married twice to wonderfully magical women. My present wife, I truly recognize as " Goddess " . I have followed a life of service for many years now and find that most rewarding. I have three successful(in every sense of the word) children with three (almost four ) grandchildren. And with the stay-at-home dad experience I am very, very tight with my two boys from the first marriage. My first wife an I are still friends. She is remarried and happy. It was perfect being married to her. I live with my wife, three horses, two cats, a dog and several porcupines, skunks, muskrats, prairie dogs, and many many birds about 5 miles outside of town. I am so grateful for the wonderful life that I have been given. Then there are the great friends, many of whom are on this same path and travel the astral paths as I do. Some have been going out since birth as I and others are newer to the memories. Those are just the ones here in Montana. Then there are the newer friends here on this group. Not the same depth of relationship but still dear to me. It is quite a trip. Okay ... I'll stop BlessU Sam , kaliese wrote: > > Ok...personal..... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2006 Report Share Posted December 22, 2006 I'm a very young 53. Besides painting I've worked as a CNA for 30 years, 20 of those years in the same place. It began as a Nursing Home and now is functioning as Assisted Living under Medicare/Medicaid, which brings in many homeless and mentally disabled residents, as well as the elderly. I'm known as " the nice little girl. " Cracks me up! I really love it. I tried Legal Secretary but hated a desk job, even though it paid much more. I'm a country girl through and through. Grew up picking potatoes in the fall for my school clothes. Love getting dirty, playing in the river, walking barefoot all the time. I've been spiritually inclined for as far back as I can remember. I learned early to live in the moment by spending time with the animals that came into my life: my horse, my collie, racoon Sammy, numerous cats who always left me presents of half chewed mice and nice little puddles of stuff under my bed all the time. Right now I have two cockatiels that I spoil rotten. The path I follow is one of simplicity, love, surrender and service. It has taken me into some very strange and unbelieveable situations...an Adventure for sure. I'm very grateful for the life I've been given. If I had known ahead of time what it would be like I wouldn't have chosen it, but I am grateful for all the help and guidance, love and wonder of it all as it unfolds. Sometimes its just so " over my head " that I wonder if someone made a mistake and got the wrong person doing some of the stuff that comes up. Oh well, that's what surrender is all about...just put the sail up and let the wind take me! hee hee Thanks for listening. Love, dhyana > > Ok...personal..... > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2006 Report Share Posted December 22, 2006 PS-Speaking of motorhomes, I have and love and am restoring a 19' 1960 Airstream which my family all use as an extra bedroom or hideout. I had the intention of finding one, went to my local spiritual bookstore and was very surprised to find an ad for this one. It was owned by a Buddhist monk and my daughter-in-law from Prague who loves to stay in the Airstream (we are a pretty activated family by the way) had an experience sleeping in it of a hand coming through the closed window and touching her. She freaked out, came running in in the middle of the night and I traded beds with her. A friend of this monk, a homeless monk was trying to sell it and it was all very complicated and he slept in my garage for a couple of days. Everyone loves it more than is logical and I have done nothing to remove the spirit of this Monk. He was happy with this trailer and so am I and we share it. And another hobby is rescuing Shar Pei's and I liv e with 2 plus another who is a mix of Pei and German Shepard. Weird and wonderful beings who are only partially here on this plane. Thanks, Sherri --The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule-Albert Einstein -------------- Original message -------------- kaliese Ok...personal.....I'm a 61 year old women, 20 or so years after my K awakening that happened after a two week Tantra seminar in Hawaii and stopped my life cold with many difficult, painful and bizarre symptoms. I had not even heard of Kundalini but had always been a spiritual seeker. I eventually became sort of balanced, a bit less terrified, have always been a risk taker (racing dirt bikes when younger, learning to jump out of airplanes, tornado chasing, etc) and follow the directions of the K even when I do not have the money to do things or the time or it totally takes my life in a new direction which I am not prepared for. I saw an ad for one of the first K seminars gave here in San Rafael, Ca, knew I was to be there and have been hanging around with a happy grin ever since. (Knew I was to be at the Tantra thing too and sold a life insurance policy to go) I have been a foster parent for 34 years, am completing repairs on my home caused by a fire the last set of kids set, have now only one magical, disturbed and very difficult girl and a job with developmentally disabled and an income about 1/3 of what I am used to, but am following the directions of the K. I have sons, visit one in Prague, CZ yearly and delight in the other and my 2 grandgirls here locally. I also stay close to my aging parents and am an assistant with a great women who puts on Tantra things. Boy do we fly as a group of usually 40 or so. I have had cancer twice, lost a breast the second time, broke an ankle very badly a couple of years ago and am permanently slowed down physically. And feel like the luckiest person alive to be connected to God with the K flow. I work on people with energy, worked with many in hospital emergency rooms and also terminal aids patients as well as many spiritual seekers. I have and will go anywhere the K takes me, will change my life and income and location...whatever it takes and have had some very wild and enlightening experiences with the K some of which have scared me as badly as anyone can be scared. But I remain committed.... Sherri --The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule-Albert Einstein -------------- Original message -------------- "chrism" I live in a 24 ft Motorhome next to a kind of temporary dump. Classic Americana Trailer trash. Behind my friends house. I have a cat friend and the various wild creatures that come to call. I have a blue 1992 Nissan sentra that isnt pretty but mechanically sound. This laptop computer, and best of all, you my dear friends. Soon though, employment will come and my time on line will be more or less depending on what happens. So this is my way of sharing some personal details of my life with you. - OK I did it! Who else will get personal? - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 23, 2006 Report Share Posted December 23, 2006 cool story Sherri. x x x thanku And another > hobby is rescuing Shar Pei's and I live with 2 plus > another who is a mix of Pei and Germ > an Shepard. Weird and wonderful beings who are only > partially here on this plane. > > Thanks, > > Sherri > > -- > The high destiny of the individual is to serve > rather than rule-Albert Einstein _________ The all-new Mail goes wherever you go - free your email address from your Internet provider. http://uk.docs./nowyoucan.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 23, 2006 Report Share Posted December 23, 2006 Now, that is the kind of stuff I'm talking about! Thanks for sharing! You obviously put others ahead of yourself...I for one am grateful for your sacrifices; I'm sure the universe smiles upon you! Thank you, and many blesings to you My Friend! :) Stephen - Friday, December 22, 2006 6:52 PM Motorhome I live in a 24 ft Motorhome next to a kind of temporary dump. Classic Americana Trailer trash. Behind my friends house. I have a cat friend and the various wild creatures that come to call. I have a blue 1992 Nissan sentra that isnt pretty but mechanically sound. This laptop computer, and best of all, you my dear friends. Soon though, employment will come and my time on line will be more or less depending on what happens. So this is my way of sharing some personal details of my life with you. - OK I did it! Who else will get personal? - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 23, 2006 Report Share Posted December 23, 2006 Ah, fellow "Ancient One" (It's an inside joke!). Thanks for sharing! Peace and Happiness to you! Animal Lovers are the best! :) Stephen - Sam Friday, December 22, 2006 11:06 PM Re: Motorhome Personal,I am almost 60 years old. It feels like 60 already, not that I feelold. 60 feels wonderful. I have led a full and dynamic lifefollowing my inner guidance. I shift and flow when the call comes. If I am totally scared of the call sometimes it gets put off a bit. Money has always come easily to me, love has always come easily to me.Most things have come easily to me. And I would say that is mostlybecause of following my inner guidance even when it seems veryunlikely to be reasonable or right. I have loved running and rockclimbing, biking .... many active sports.In following this guidance I have had several careers .. engineer,pilot, contractor, psycho-therapist, computer consultant, stay-at-homeDad. I consider myself retired but I still do a lot of service forthe people in the community. I have been married twice to wonderfullymagical women. My present wife, I truly recognize as "Goddess". Ihave followed a life of service for many years now and find that mostrewarding. I have three successful(in every sense of the word)children with three (almost four ) grandchildren. And with thestay-at-home dad experience I am very, very tight with my two boysfrom the first marriage. My first wife an I are still friends. Sheis remarried and happy. It was perfect being married to her.I live with my wife, three horses, two cats, a dog and severalporcupines, skunks, muskrats, prairie dogs, and many many birds about5 miles outside of town. I am so grateful for the wonderful life thatI have been given.Then there are the great friends, many of whom are on this same pathand travel the astral paths as I do. Some have been going out sincebirth as I and others are newer to the memories. Those are just theones here in Montana. Then there are the newer friends here on thisgroup. Not the same depth of relationship but still dear to me. It isquite a trip.Okay ... I'll stopBlessUSam , kaliese wrote:>> Ok...personal..... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 23, 2006 Report Share Posted December 23, 2006 I'm 42,married, with 3 kids (17,14,10). Professionally, I'm a physical therapist and have my own practice specializing in back and neck pain mixed with energy work. Kundalini woke up in me about 5 years ago after meeting an amazing woman who is stll my very dear friend. It's been a journey that rocked my mechanical world. I've always been very spiritual, but K has shown me the quantum view of all that is. I love daily chi kung practice, running ultra marathons on high mountain trails, staying fit and healthy and continually learning. I feel strongly about the relational aspects of K, healing the human family (remembering our wholeness), and making lines into circles. Also, establishing those connections with others of varied diversity, the earth, and all that is - including higher astral planes where we might be of service to others or remain connected with those who have gone before. The ecstatic aspects of K really move me - literally and emotionally. There's nothing like reving up K with good music, groups of people and/or drumming around a fire and allowing K to do her thing with healing and shaking. I have already had a dream of dancing with the Kalahari bushmen in Africa and hope to go back there again where I feel a strong connection. My deepest emotions are motivated by the Big Love of God/Christ. Nice to connect with everyone here. Love, Troy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 23, 2006 Report Share Posted December 23, 2006 I'm 35, married with two kids (5 and 1 years old) I earn my living by working in the Information Technology business... I have been living a relatively ordinary life, until my activation, 3 1/2 years ago. Even though it didn't have a happy ending (then) it has changed my perception completely. Now I see clearly what I want for me and I believe I know how I can help the ones I have around (this doesn't mean It is easy to put it into practice) To give you an example... me and my wife are right now considering changing our current jobs (even though they are well paid and more or less safe) for others (worse paid and less safe) that will allow us to spend more time with our kids. This may sound obvious but it would have been unthinkable some time ago. Even though my wife has read something about Kundalini, it is still a difficult subject to talk about because it brings her memories of what happened 3 years ago. I am giving her time to digest it all. I used to believe in " exclusive " love, that is my love being limited to my wife, kids, parents.. or my love being different depending on who I was loving... Now I am under the impression that underneath, my love is the same for my wife, my parents, my friends or anyone... It is only that I express it in a completely different way, probably because of social habits, conventions or restrictions. Sometimes it is extremely hard for me to break these social restrictions and let love flow through. I am very glad to have found this list Take care Hector Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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