Guest guest Posted December 31, 2006 Report Share Posted December 31, 2006 Last night me and a friend took mesculin and Chrism asked me if I could write my experience, so , here I go, I will try to put into words how I died, went to hell, wasn't really scared there, just had to face it, then move on, to be a part of everything, and then be in the womb, trying to get out, you are finally reborn at the end, puking and shaking. Connected to everything but so high the energy, my body was vibrating, shaking. At first I just felt everyones energy, saw everything like I never seen it before, yet it was always there. We went to a party, me and Alice. For new years, in the middle of nowhere, by many lakes and rivers. A house. At first it was all fine, then the music became dark and powerful, me and Alice wanted to get home, we were so cold. And the energies were to intense , we needed to retreat and meditate. We tried to leave but there was no buses or taxis, just water. We found an empty bus waiting for more people before we could leave. We sat there for about 25 minutes (felt like forever yet nothing, no time). We got tired of waiting and decided to walk to find out another way home. As we got out of the bus, suddenly, all around us, was catastrophe. Like being in a disasted movie, a car had skided and was hanging off the edge of the river bank, like in a super man movie when Superman would fly in and save everyone, but no superman, only us. Everything was slippery, cold. People were inside the car, maybe they could die if they had fallen off, people came from everywhere to try to pull the car back off the edge of a 30 meters drop into water. I felt so afraid, I felt like I went into shock a little bit. I ran away. Tried to hide to calm down. People came and pulled with a rope on another car, pulled them to safety. We found a bus and some of our friends, we wanted to leave as the place was so uncertain. I paid a man to drive us all back to the city. We got in the bus, and our bus started to slide, the land was so slippery and hostile. We were now the ones trapped in the bus, not knowing if we would live or die. So many friends came to help, many hands pushed us to saftey and I thanked Shakti. The drive home looked like we were on a never ending bridge, with mist everywhere, a bridge between worlds, in another dimension. We crossed the eternal bridge and somehow were home. The ride home was frightening as a freak fog had come down and many accidents had happened, everywhere mayhem. Everything was coming down, being destroyed, to be reborn. 2007 wave of energy hit us right between the eyes. By the time we realised we had survived and were all safe, the energy started to vibrate. Got back to my house and then the trip became so surreal. Everything was alive in my house, me and Alice looked at everything, felt the energy of my angel cards, read so many things, shock the dice and created whole universes, it was all so clear, but intense body shakes and so tried to channel the flow. We then felt the buddha boy from nepal, he is so powerful, so clean, so peaceful, helping the planet. We all connected. I vomitted alot, being aware of the poisons coming out, painful stomache, then like a little baby, getting more and more young, until lying on my bed vibrating and just accepting it. I hope this explains a little the amazing, scarey, open, love filled, hell and back rebirth. Wow. I sure felt the new year, with every cell in my body, and every person. Love you all, still drifting, Elektra x x x Send instant messages to your online friends http://uk.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 1, 2007 Report Share Posted January 1, 2007 dear electra.. i'm glad you made it home safe and that you survived the trip. it reminded me of a past new years eve blunder i made where i got too high in the wrong place at the wrong time with the wrong people. instant karma. and then another time many years ago, after a perfect mescaline experience, we took more in order to p r o l o n g i t. then i went through a stupid hell. therefore, i feel a quiet natural setting is most conducive to that kind of thing. peace, -steve f Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 1, 2007 Report Share Posted January 1, 2007 This is what I wrote to Elektra regarding the mescaline. " If you do it, do it as a way of exploring your Kundalini. Do with reverence as that plant has a tangible soul. Not a mere entertaiment event. Remember to do the locks as you begin to know the experience.The eyes up, the fingers locked, the tongue up.- write about what occurs if it feels appropriate. - blessings - chrism " Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: Last night me and a friend took mesculin and Chrism asked me if I could write my experience, so , here I go, I will try to put into words how I died, went to hell, Recent Activity 3 New Members 32 New Photos Visit Your Group Need traffic? Drive customers With search ads on 360° Get Started Your place online To share your life Y! GeoCities Be Interactive Create a conver- sation with blogs. . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 1, 2007 Report Share Posted January 1, 2007 Wow Elektra you are brave going out on the craziest night of the year while tripping!!! Your senses are so wide open at these times. I am glad you made it home safe. I had an intense time a couple years back with some mexican mushrooms - I was alone and I got the amount all wrong and had a very hard time for a while. Time stopped making sense and my ego began to dissolve - part of me stayed calm and in control part of me felt fear. In the end it was a good learning experience. I can appreciate how sitting on a bus for 30 minutes waiting might be difficult never mind witnessing a potentialy fatal car wreck!! I am still in the process of deciding for myself how useful or harmful psychedelics are in the pursuit of spiritual growth. There are some interesting arguments in favour on egodeath.com and in the book zig zag zen. There are compelling arguments against due to the risks of psychological disorders (though these may be dependent on a predisposition and intense meditation alone may set one off). Thank you for sharing your experience. Take care Peter PS yoga Lisa was asking about DMT there is a good resource here http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/dmt/dmt.shtml (NOTE - I am not promoting any view point in favour or against just sharing information) , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Last night me and a friend took mesculin and Chrism > asked me if I could write my experience, so , here I > go, I will try to put into words how I died, went to > hell, wasn't really scared there, just had to face it, > then move on, to be a part of everything, and then be > in the womb, trying to get out, you are finally reborn > at the end, puking and shaking. Connected to > everything but so high the energy, my body was > vibrating, shaking. > > At first I just felt everyones energy, saw everything > like I never seen it before, yet it was always there. > We went to a party, me and Alice. For new years, in > the middle of nowhere, by many lakes and rivers. A > house. > At first it was all fine, then the music became dark > and powerful, me and Alice wanted to get home, we were > so cold. And the energies were to intense , we needed > to retreat and meditate. > We tried to leave but there was no buses or taxis, > just water. We found an empty bus waiting for more > people before we could leave. We sat there for about > 25 minutes (felt like forever yet nothing, no time). > We got tired of waiting and decided to walk to find > out another way home. As we got out of the bus, > suddenly, all around us, was catastrophe. Like being > in a disasted movie, a car had skided and was hanging > off the edge of the river bank, like in a super man > movie when Superman would fly in and save everyone, > but no superman, only us. Everything was slippery, > cold. > People were inside the car, maybe they could die if > they had fallen off, people came from everywhere to > try to pull the car back off the edge of a 30 meters > drop into water. > I felt so afraid, I felt like I went into shock a > little bit. > I ran away. Tried to hide to calm down. > People came and pulled with a rope on another car, > pulled them to safety. > We found a bus and some of our friends, we wanted to > leave as the place was so uncertain. I paid a man to > drive us all back to the city. > We got in the bus, and our bus started to slide, the > land was so slippery and hostile. We were now the ones > trapped in the bus, not knowing if we would live or > die. So many friends came to help, many hands pushed > us to saftey and I thanked Shakti. > > The drive home looked like we were on a never ending > bridge, with mist everywhere, a bridge between worlds, > in another dimension. We crossed the eternal bridge > and somehow were home. > The ride home was frightening as a freak fog had come > down and many accidents had happened, everywhere > mayhem. > Everything was coming down, being destroyed, to be > reborn. 2007 wave of energy hit us right between the > eyes. > By the time we realised we had survived and were all > safe, the energy started to vibrate. > Got back to my house and then the trip became so > surreal. Everything was alive in my house, me and > Alice looked at everything, felt the energy of my > angel cards, read so many things, shock the dice and > created whole universes, it was all so clear, but > intense body shakes and so tried to channel the flow. > We then felt the buddha boy from nepal, he is so > powerful, so clean, so peaceful, helping the planet. > We all connected. > I vomitted alot, being aware of the poisons coming > out, painful stomache, then like a little baby, > getting more and more young, until lying on my bed > vibrating and just accepting it. > > I hope this explains a little the amazing, scarey, > open, love filled, hell and back rebirth. Wow. I sure > felt the new year, with every cell in my body, and > every person. > > Love you all, still drifting, Elektra x x x > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends http://uk.messenger. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 2, 2007 Report Share Posted January 2, 2007 Good advice it was too. I placed the three tabs on my alter and crystals and prayed with them first, giving thanks to the spirit of them and loving them. Definitely next time I would chose a more natural warm, safe setting, but I wasn't to know that the place I was going would be so cold and dangerous, the weather front was freak weather and the place was natural, just dangerous. Infact , that evening globally, the energy was destructive (not negative, just clearing the way). I think we could feel it and it effected us hugely. Many catastrophe happened all over the world. 2007 energy is a clearing, pushing forward energy. No need to be affraid of the catastrophe's , they are sacred, needed, as the new energy is coming in strong now. We felt it all. I did get alot out of the whole experience, I know that Shakti guided it as it was meant to be, if life is always easy and perfect you do not push your bounderies, sometimes to be outside the comfort zone, in the wild, feeling like you are fighting for your survival is a great healer. I learnt so much about death, fear, love, release, surrender, trust. I could see the illusion. I really liked the end part , I felt so peaceful, like a new born baby, just shaking with energy in my spine, pulsating. Helped prepare me for my full activation. I understood how quickly I can manifest hell, or heaven. Really they are both one..... Just different ways of looking at the same thing. Bless everyone, I feel blessed. Thankyou source. Elektra x x x --- chrism <> wrote: > This is what I wrote to Elektra regarding the > mescaline. > > " If you do it, do it as a way of exploring your > Kundalini. Do with reverence as that plant has a > tangible soul. Not a mere entertaiment event. > Remember to do the locks as you begin to know the > experience.The eyes up, the fingers locked, the > tongue up.- write about what occurs if it feels > appropriate. - " > > > > Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > Last night me and a friend took mesculin > and Chrism > asked me if I could write my experience, so , here I > go, I will try to put into words how I died, went to > hell, > > > Recent Activity > > 3 > New Members > > 32 > New Photos > > Visit Your Group > Need traffic? > Drive customers > With search ads > on > > 360° > Get Started > Your place online > To share your life > > Y! GeoCities > Be Interactive > Create a conver- > sation with blogs. > > > > . > > > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 2, 2007 Report Share Posted January 2, 2007 Elektra, Thanks for recounting this experience. Many times I have thought of doing M. but I have never done much more than have a beer (back in the old days). It is very interesting to hear. My son (who is also pretty straight laced and VERY intelligent, 30+ patents in the microchip field) told me about a study that took many people and gave them drugs like M. Others just had a placebo. 60-70% of the people who took the real drugs had a major spiritual experience that enhanced their lives and remained with them for at least ten years (follow up study). The experience made their lives better. Makes me wonder why these substances are illegal?? BlessU Sam , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Last night me and a friend took mesculin and Chrism > asked me if I could write my experience, so , here I > go, I will try to put into words how I died, went to > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 2, 2007 Report Share Posted January 2, 2007 Hi Sam, I don't usually take mind altering drugs, but I felt guided to do this. I was a little bit afraid actually, but knew that it would be a good thing. I had a dream the night before that told me of a great emotional release coming. I think I had it with the sacred " M " . I wouldn't do it very often mind you, I'd rather do it through my practise, but now and again it can be theraputic, educational, uplifting. I feel different. More connected. Happy new year Sam, Bless u, Elektra x x x --- Sam <dallyup52 wrote: > Elektra, > > Thanks for recounting this experience. Many times I > have thought of > doing M. Send instant messages to your online friends http://uk.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2007 Report Share Posted January 3, 2007 Amazing Elektra, that was an incredible night for you. You sure did have the divine looking over you. Thank you for sharing this eye opening story. I am looking up Mesculin to find out hat exactly that is. Blessings to you Elektra my sister ... lisa Elektra Fire wrote: > > Last night me and a friend took mesculin and Chrism > asked me if I could write my experience, so , here I > go, I will try to put into words how I died, went to > hell, wasn't really scared there, just had to face it, > then move on, to be a part of everything, and then be > in the womb, trying to get out, you are finally reborn > at the end, puking and shaking. Connected to > everything but so high the energy, my body was > vibrating, shaking. > > At first I just felt everyones energy, saw everything > like I never seen it before, yet it was always there. > We went to a party, me and Alice. For new years, in > the middle of nowhere, by many lakes and rivers. A > house. > At first it was all fine, then the music became dark > and powerful, me and Alice wanted to get home, we were > so cold. And the energies were to intense , we needed > to retreat and meditate. > We tried to leave but there was no buses or taxis, > just water. We found an empty bus waiting for more > people before we could leave. We sat there for about > 25 minutes (felt like forever yet nothing, no time). > We got tired of waiting and decided to walk to find > out another way home. As we got out of the bus, > suddenly, all around us, was catastrophe. Like being > in a disasted movie, a car had skided and was hanging > off the edge of the river bank, like in a super man > movie when Superman would fly in and save everyone, > but no superman, only us. Everything was slippery, > cold. > People were inside the car, maybe they could die if > they had fallen off, people came from everywhere to > try to pull the car back off the edge of a 30 meters > drop into water. > I felt so afraid, I felt like I went into shock a > little bit. > I ran away. Tried to hide to calm down. > People came and pulled with a rope on another car, > pulled them to safety. > We found a bus and some of our friends, we wanted to > leave as the place was so uncertain. I paid a man to > drive us all back to the city. > We got in the bus, and our bus started to slide, the > land was so slippery and hostile. We were now the ones > trapped in the bus, not knowing if we would live or > die. So many friends came to help, many hands pushed > us to saftey and I thanked Shakti. > > The drive home looked like we were on a never ending > bridge, with mist everywhere, a bridge between worlds, > in another dimension. We crossed the eternal bridge > and somehow were home. > The ride home was frightening as a freak fog had come > down and many accidents had happened, everywhere > mayhem. > Everything was coming down, being destroyed, to be > reborn. 2007 wave of energy hit us right between the > eyes. > By the time we realised we had survived and were all > safe, the energy started to vibrate. > Got back to my house and then the trip became so > surreal. Everything was alive in my house, me and > Alice looked at everything, felt the energy of my > angel cards, read so many things, shock the dice and > created whole universes, it was all so clear, but > intense body shakes and so tried to channel the flow. > We then felt the buddha boy from nepal, he is so > powerful, so clean, so peaceful, helping the planet. > We all connected. > I vomitted alot, being aware of the poisons coming > out, painful stomache, then like a little baby, > getting more and more young, until lying on my bed > vibrating and just accepting it. > > I hope this explains a little the amazing, scarey, > open, love filled, hell and back rebirth. Wow. I sure > felt the new year, with every cell in my body, and > every person. > > Love you all, still drifting, Elektra x x x > > Send instant messages to your online friends > http://uk.messenger. <http://uk.messenger.> > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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