RE: Emotional Outbreaks! - and Elektra

[Guest guest]

To an extent - I am able to find peace and sanctuary within myself even in

the most chaotic or unlikely places/circumstances. But I have not yet

implemented a meditation routine into my daily life. This is something I

hope to do soon, it seems necessary now more than ever. What I meant by

crabby moreso is that I've undergone some drastic life-changes lately

(moving to a new -and vastly larger- city, going back to school for the

first time in 4 years plus having the awakening 2 months ago) and it feels

like anything new or unexpected beyond all of this is too much on my already

heaping plate. Since my boyfriend and I have been going through so much as

well having him around so much has been making me crabby. We are still in

the process of working things out and I want to give him all that he

deserves for he is so loving and understanding....let's just say I haven't

found a balance yet! I just moved here (to Montreal) on Monday, and since

the rent prices are so much higher here I've had to downsize my space a lot

and I'm just trying to cope. I'm trying my best to forgive myself for not

feeling like I'm doing 'my best' - i.e. with the mood swings, being scared

of going to school again, being overhwhelmed by people's energy on the busy

streets - I'm sure I'll adjust, and meditation will most likely be a HUGE

benefit in that. Plus, I found a therapist in town who is K active as well,

so I'm going to get in contact with her asap.

 

All I have to say is thank God for all of you, for your kindness and

support, now that I have found you I don't know what I'd do without you.

:)

 

Much love,

Kerry

 

 

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>RE: Emotional Outbreaks! -Kerry

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