Guest guest Posted January 17, 2007 Report Share Posted January 17, 2007 Hello, My thoughts are with you and I hope you are doing well. - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2007 Report Share Posted January 18, 2007 Chrism - Thank you for sending your thoughts... I'm struggling right now... An internal struggle that has been going on for 3 weeks or so. I had a dream that pretty much sums it up to me. I dreamt that I was saving my cats from a HUGE snake. I personally wasn't frightened of the snake but my sole desire in the dream was to save my cats. I grabbed them up and ran from the snake…..It was very clear to me when waking that my independence was represented by my cats. I'm having anxiety of Kundalini taking over my day to day existence. I haven't a clue how to share this with my husband (a very grounded and logical man) who I love with all my heart. That in itself is causing major anxiety. So I tell myself maybe it's just not the right time for me, maybe I'm pushing an issue – yet I'm SOOOOOO drawn to practice the safeties. I'm so drawn to this group. I AM JUST SO DRAWN. I've been praying for help and guidance…. Thanks for reading……. Sending my love, Margo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2007 Report Share Posted January 18, 2007 Please be aware of the idea and practice of resistance. Your independence will not be affected outside of the new balance that will come. Your priorities will change - for the better as this process is always for the further evolution of the person. As far as your spouse is concerned, I see that for him it is a way of the subject being presented that will help him with understanding and acceptance. Your Kundalini knows you and your situation Margo, trust it and know that love is amplified and there will be no loss for you. There will be evolution out of fear, out of some " things " that you have " wanted. " As you allow this natural change in you to occur, your concerns will move into other areas. - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 19, 2007 Report Share Posted January 19, 2007 Hey Margo, I think it's natural to go through concerns, we as humans are so used to worry and anxiety. But, it's all part of the training, to trust and surrender. The fears and worries are illusions, it always seems worse in our imagination then in reality. Your husband will suprise you I'm sure. People are amazing and destiny knows, god knows whats to come, and it's beautiful. You are blessed, and god will support you always, just give all your worries to god. Surrender. It will sort itself out, the mind is our only barrier as in god's reality all is perfect. Love to you, Elektra x x x _________ Now you can scan emails quickly with a reading pane. Get the new Mail. http://uk.docs./nowyoucan.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 19, 2007 Report Share Posted January 19, 2007 Thank you and Elektra for your kindness and supportive thoughts. It seems it always comes down to trust and surrendering for me. A hard lesson I guess. I have to say though since posting my concerns yesterday (getting them out in the open) they seem lighter to me. Last night I was able to meditate with a lighter heart and I felt so much love and compassion. Like an overflowing of goodness – bubbling out of me. It's comforting to realize that God and my Kundalini know me better then I know me. One thing that I always pray for is guidance to be the woman that God would have me be. I've been praying for this for years. It isn't until just now that I realized that in order to be guided I have to surrender and trust. What a simple revelation that took me so long to grasp!!! Evidently posting helps me alleviate some of the anxiety so I will continue to do so. On a side note – I want to say a huge thank you to this group for continuing to share personal experiences. I look so forward to reading all of the posts. I've been learning so much and I just can't get over the amount of love that gathers here. It's awesome!!! I send my love to everyone……. Margo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 20, 2007 Report Share Posted January 20, 2007 Hi Margo, I know exactly what you mean, just writing my worries down here or talking about them helps me to release them. I feel worse when I don't express it. My husband is great for that, he's a therapist and a mirror for me, just this morning all this old anger surfaced , and came out as I was confessing to him, telling him about my past pain helped it to clear. You know what they say, better out then in !!! Many blessings Elektra x x x Copy addresses and emails from any email account to Mail - quick, easy and free. Do it now... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 20, 2007 Report Share Posted January 20, 2007 That is so true " better out then in " !!! Its amazing the difference I feel in just talking a little. I feel like I've crossed over or through something. This morning I had a dream that my cats were bit by snakes. Multiple little snakes. The dream was FULL of wild animals. Wild turkeys, goats, leopards, bears.... and many many snakes. Almost something our of the movie Jumanji. I tried to save all my animals from the wild animals roaming about. My cats got bit by the snakes and then I woke up. I imagine this means that Im surrendering and trusting. Not sure why there were so many snakes - any ideas? Thanks for your thoughts Seding loooove Margo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 20, 2007 Report Share Posted January 20, 2007 Yes the snakes are the Kundalini. The knowledge of, the experience of, the actions of. The animals are your animal natures. The beauty of, the desires, the attachments, the physical. As best as is appropritate for you try to go into complete and total surrender. As you do not appear to have a snake phobia then they will come again, some quite large- no worries! - allow the feelings and motivations that come to help you make your decisions. - blessings Margo - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 20, 2007 Report Share Posted January 20, 2007 Chrism, My husband told me this morning that he had a dream about a big red snake that jumped out at him. Since I have the snake phobia I quess she came to him instead of me. xoxo yoga.lisachrism <> wrote: Yes the snakes are the Kundalini. The knowledge of, the experience of, the actions of. The animals are your animal natures. The beauty of, the desires, the attachments, the physical. As best as is appropritate for you try to go into complete and total surrender. As you do not appear to have a snake phobia then they will come again, some quite large- no worries! - allow the feelings and motivations that come to help you make your decisions. - blessings Margo - chrism Don't get soaked. Take a quick peak at the forecast with the Search weather shortcut. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 21, 2007 Report Share Posted January 21, 2007 I have noticed that since my shaktipat I do tend to dream of animals far more. Nearly every dream I have is featuring multiple animals. I keep having these mini animals in my dreams, like dogs the size of a mouse, or cats or pigs the same tiny size. And I try to look after them , afraid they will die, or saving them from some danger. I was never quite sure what the miniture animals meant, if anyone has an idea on that I would love to hear it. Much love Margo, Elektra x x x mrshorse_fool <mrshorse_fool wrote: That is so true " better out then in " !!! Its amazing the difference I feel in just talking a little. I feel like I've crossed over or through something. This morning I had a dream that my cats were bit by snakes. Multiple little snakes. The dream was FULL of wild animals. Wild turkeys, goats, leopards, bears.... and many many snakes. Almost something our of the movie Jumanji. I tried to save all my animals from the wild animals roaming about. My cats got bit by the snakes and then I woke up. I imagine this means that Im surrendering and trusting. Not sure why there were so many snakes - any ideas? Thanks for your thoughts Seding loooove Margo All New Mail – Tired of unwanted email come-ons? Let our SpamGuard protect you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 22, 2007 Report Share Posted January 22, 2007 Thats very interesting that they would be miniture in your dreams. I would love to hear anyone elses ideas on that too. Now that you mention it - most of my dreams lately include animals too. Some familiar - most just wild animals that happen to be there.... My husband thinks I'm a little " off " lately because I usually share all of my dreams with him. The other night (while dreaming) he saved me from a bear that was actually not very threatening to me. I think he finds me amusing. Much Love back to ya Elektra!!! margo , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > I have noticed that since my shaktipat I do tend to dream of animals far more. Nearly every dream I have is featuring multiple animals. > > I keep having these mini animals in my dreams, like dogs the size of a mouse, or cats or pigs the same tiny size. And I try to look after them , afraid they will die, or saving them from some danger. I was never quite sure what the miniture animals meant, if anyone has an idea on that I would love to hear it. > > Much love Margo, > Elektra x x x > > mrshorse_fool <mrshorse_fool wrote: > That is so true " better out then in " !!! Its amazing the difference I > feel in just talking a little. I feel like I've crossed over or > through something. > > This morning I had a dream that my cats were bit by snakes. Multiple > little snakes. The dream was FULL of wild animals. Wild turkeys, > goats, leopards, bears.... and many many snakes. Almost something our > of the movie Jumanji. I tried to save all my animals from the wild > animals roaming about. My cats got bit by the snakes and then I woke > up. > > I imagine this means that Im surrendering and trusting. Not sure why > there were so many snakes - any ideas? > > Thanks for your thoughts > > Seding loooove > Margo > All New Mail – Tired of unwanted email come-ons? Let our SpamGuard protect you. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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