Guest guest Posted January 23, 2007 Report Share Posted January 23, 2007 I've been sort of down today. Immediately after the birth of my son I experience post partum depression and then obsessive compulsive disorder. This was nine months ago and although I am much better this awakening has set things off again. Although I am very happy to have this awakening I feel that I was tricked into it and therefore am having problems forgiving. I don't know when these symtoms will subside and what to do with the others. For example, I see auras and when I lay in bed at night and meditate I see white cloud like objects that are sometimes sparkly moving around the room. Does anyone know what this is? Also, I have always been spiritual but never really ascribed to the metaphysical. I am using herbal teas, SSRI and homeopathy to try and treat the anxiety issues. Still feel as if it has not helped. I want to feel the way I did before I gave birth. I feel like just below the surface is a volcano of anxiety. Also, I am very concerned because my heart chakra hurts. At least that is the only way I can describe it. My heart just hurts. LOL.--I am so confused about all of this. Also, my hands and feet tingle with the energy flowing out. Also, the muscle twitches etc. are hard to deal with. Strangest of all...when I mediate I feel as though I become a tiger or a wolf. Also, I feel as though I was a shaman in a past life. I don't know if I believe in past lives though. LOL. Again, I am a highly educated scientist....I feel as though I am going crazy....lol....any help would be appreciated. Is this normal? What can I do for my heart chakra? Why do my hands and feet tingle strongly? How much longer before this calms down? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 24, 2007 Report Share Posted January 24, 2007 What is your name? uw badger I " m sure is not your name.... Anyway, you sound fine to me, all kundalini symptoms as far as it seems. The heart can be opened through gratitude , love , joy, forgiveness. Anxiety is related to the lungs often held in the chest. There is the sacred heart thump , you take your hand a make a fist, thump your chest with one hand (like a monkey..hee hee). Thump 3 times on the heart chakra area, between the ribs. Say " Sacred heart " as you thump. Do this for a minute or so to stimulate the thymus gland and sacred heart. Also wish this heart activation to others you see. See them with the sacred heart in them, as what you wish for others is what you recieve. Saint johns Wart is great as an anti depressent after birth. Stay out of the hot sun if you take it though as your skin becomes sensitive to sun. Love Elektra x x x --- uw_badger2003 <uw_badger2003 wrote: > I've been sort of down today. Immediately after the > birth of my son I > experience post partum depression and then obsessive > compulsive > disorder. This was nine months ago and although I am > much better this > awakening has set things off again. Although I am > very happy to have > this awakening I feel that I was tricked into it and > therefore am > having problems forgiving. I don't know when these > symtoms will > subside and what to do with the others. For > example, I see auras and > when I lay in bed at night and meditate I see white > cloud like objects > that are sometimes sparkly moving around the room. > Does anyone know > what this is? Also, I have always been spiritual > but never really > ascribed to the metaphysical. I am using herbal > teas, SSRI and > homeopathy to try and treat the anxiety issues. > Still feel as if it > has not helped. I want to feel the way I did before > I gave birth. I > feel like just below the surface is a volcano of > anxiety. Also, I am > very concerned because my heart chakra hurts. At > least that is the > only way I can describe it. My heart just hurts. > LOL.--I am so > confused about all of this. Also, my hands and feet > tingle with the > energy flowing out. Also, the muscle twitches etc. > are hard to deal > with. Strangest of all...when I mediate I feel as > though I become a > tiger or a wolf. Also, I feel as though I was a > shaman in a past > life. I don't know if I believe in past lives > though. LOL. Again, I > am a highly educated scientist....I feel as though I > am going > crazy....lol....any help would be appreciated. Is > this normal? What > can I do for my heart chakra? Why do my hands and > feet tingle > strongly? How much longer before this calms down? > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 24, 2007 Report Share Posted January 24, 2007 thanks- at times it is just feels like i'm in the middle of a tornado and being pulled in different directions. Other times i have complete serenity and visions...lol...thanks i will try as you suggest. Elektra Fire <elektra.fire Wednesday, January 24, 2007 3:36:03 AM Re: Strange symptoms What is your name? uw badger I " m sure is not your name.... Anyway, you sound fine to me, all kundalini symptoms as far as it seems. The heart can be opened through gratitude , love , joy, forgiveness. Anxiety is related to the lungs often held in the chest. There is the sacred heart thump , you take your hand a make a fist, thump your chest with one hand (like a monkey..hee hee). Thump 3 times on the heart chakra area, between the ribs. Say " Sacred heart " as you thump. Do this for a minute or so to stimulate the thymus gland and sacred heart. Also wish this heart activation to others you see. See them with the sacred heart in them, as what you wish for others is what you recieve. Saint johns Wart is great as an anti depressent after birth. Stay out of the hot sun if you take it though as your skin becomes sensitive to sun. Love Elektra x x x --- uw_badger2003 <uw_badger2003@ > wrote: > I've been sort of down today. Immediately after the > birth of my son I > experience post partum depression and then obsessive > compulsive > disorder. This was nine months ago and although I am > much better this > awakening has set things off again. Although I am > very happy to have > this awakening I feel that I was tricked into it and > therefore am > having problems forgiving. I don't know when these > symtoms will > subside and what to do with the others. For > example, I see auras and > when I lay in bed at night and meditate I see white > cloud like objects > that are sometimes sparkly moving around the room. > Does anyone know > what this is? Also, I have always been spiritual > but never really > ascribed to the metaphysical. I am using herbal > teas, SSRI and > homeopathy to try and treat the anxiety issues. > Still feel as if it > has not helped. I want to feel the way I did before > I gave birth. I > feel like just below the surface is a volcano of > anxiety. Also, I am > very concerned because my heart chakra hurts. At > least that is the > only way I can describe it. My heart just hurts. > LOL.--I am so > confused about all of this. Also, my hands and feet > tingle with the > energy flowing out. Also, the muscle twitches etc. > are hard to deal > with. Strangest of all...when I mediate I feel as > though I become a > tiger or a wolf. Also, I feel as though I was a > shaman in a past > life. I don't know if I believe in past lives > though. LOL. Again, I > am a highly educated scientist... .I feel as though I > am going > crazy....lol. ...any help would be appreciated. Is > this normal? What > can I do for my heart chakra? Why do my hands and > feet tingle > strongly? How much longer before this calms down? > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 24, 2007 Report Share Posted January 24, 2007 I will add myself to the list of persons feeling " strange " . Ifeel even more attuned to the physical body and would prefer it to be less dense and more available to slip around in the alternate realities I go to. I was close to resentment about this when I went to try to get a problem with a cell phone diagnosed, found the phone guy selling goji berry juice and Q-links, both of which I bought and my body seems to be being fine tuned and balanced at each moment now. I prefer to use energy and not outside influences to do these things but know that once my body has felt something like this it will learn to do it itself. When I think of being without the Q-link, I get a bit anxious so resentment and addiction (new support group needed....Q-link addiction, lol) are what is up for me. I am trying to stay in the present, accept, learn and not be attached to outcomes. And love things like this where things just appear. In gratefulness, Sherri -- The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule-Albert Einstein -------------- Original message -------------- Elektra Fire <elektra.fire What is your name? uw badger I " m sure is not your name.... Anyway, you sound fine to me, all kundalini symptoms as far as it seems. The heart can be opened through gratitude , love , joy, forgiveness. Anxiety is related to the lungs often held in the chest. There is the sacred heart thump , you take your hand a make a fist, thump your chest with one hand (like a monkey..hee hee). Thump 3 times on the heart chakra area, between the ribs. Say " Sacred heart " as you thump. Do this for a minute or so to stimulate the thymus gland and sacred heart. Also wish this heart activation to others you see. See them with the sacred heart in them, as what you wish for others is what you recieve. Saint johns Wart is great as an anti depressent after birth. Stay out of the hot sun if you take it though as your skin becomes sensitive to sun. Love Elektra x x x --- uw_badger2003 <uw_badger2003 wrote: > I've been sort of down today. Immediately after the > birth of my son I > experience post partum depression and then obsessive > compulsive > disorder. This was nine months ago and although I am > much better this > awakening has set things off again. Although I am > very happy to have > this awakening I feel that I was tricked into it and > therefore am > having problems forgiving. I don't know when these > symtoms will > subside and what to do with the others. For > example, I see auras and > when I lay in bed at night and meditate I see white > cloud like objects > that are sometimes sparkly moving around the room. > Does anyone know > what this is? Also, I have always been spiritual > but never really > ascribed to the metaphysical. I am using herbal > teas, SSRI and > homeopathy to try and treat the anxiety issues. > Still feel as if it > has not helped. I want to feel the way I did before > I gave birth. I > feel like just below the surface is a volcano of > anxiety. Also, I am > very concerned because my heart chakra hurts. At > least that is the > only way I can describe it. My heart just hurts. > LOL.--I am so > confused about all of this. Also, my hands and feet > tingle with the > energy flowing out. Also, the muscle twitches etc. > are hard to deal > with. Strangest of all...when I mediate I feel as > though I become a > tiger or a wolf. Also, I feel as though I was a > shaman in a past > life. I don't know if I believe in past lives > though. LOL. Again, I > am a highly educated scientist....I feel as though I > am going > crazy....lol....any help would be appreciated. Is > this normal? What > can I do for my heart chakra? Why do my hands and > feet tingle > strongly? How much longer before this calms down? > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 24, 2007 Report Share Posted January 24, 2007 Love the sacred heart thump. Thanks! Sherri -- The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule-Albert Einstein -------------- Original message -------------- Elektra Fire <elektra.fire What is your name? uw badger I " m sure is not your name.... Anyway, you sound fine to me, all kundalini symptoms as far as it seems. The heart can be opened through gratitude , love , joy, forgiveness. Anxiety is related to the lungs often held in the chest. There is the sacred heart thump , you take your hand a make a fist, thump your chest with one hand (like a monkey..hee hee). Thump 3 times on the heart chakra area, between the ribs. Say " Sacred heart " as you thump. Do this for a minute or so to stimulate the thymus gland and sacred heart. Also wish this heart activation to others you see. See them with the sacred heart in them, as what you wish for others is what you recieve. Saint johns Wart is great as an anti depressent after birth. Stay out of the hot sun if you take it though as your skin becomes sensitive to sun. Love Elektra x x x --- uw_badger2003 <uw_badger2003 wrote: > I've been sort of down today. Immediately after the > birth of my son I > experience post partum depression and then obsessive > compulsive > disorder. This was nine months ago and although I am > much better this > awakening has set things off again. Although I am > very happy to have > this awakening I feel that I was tricked into it and > therefore am > having problems forgiving. I don't know when these > symtoms will > subside and what to do with the others. For > example, I see auras and > when I lay in bed at night and meditate I see white > cloud like objects > that are sometimes sparkly moving around the room. > Does anyone know > what this is? Also, I have always been spiritual > but never really > ascribed to the metaphysical. I am using herbal > teas, SSRI and > homeopathy to try and treat the anxiety issues. > Still feel as if it > has not helped. I want to feel the way I did before > I gave birth. I > feel like just below the surface is a volcano of > anxiety. Also, I am > very concerned because my heart chakra hurts. At > least that is the > only way I can describe it. My heart just hurts. > LOL.--I am so > confused about all of this. Also, my hands and feet > tingle with the > energy flowing out. Also, the muscle twitches etc. > are hard to deal > with. Strangest of all...when I mediate I feel as > though I become a > tiger or a wolf. Also, I feel as though I was a > shaman in a past > life. I don't know if I believe in past lives > though. LOL. Again, I > am a highly educated scientist....I feel as though I > am going > crazy....lol....any help would be appreciated. Is > this normal? What > can I do for my heart chakra? Why do my hands and > feet tingle > strongly? How much longer before this calms down? > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 26, 2007 Report Share Posted January 26, 2007 Hi Sherri, I have Q-link addiction. Been wearing one now for about 6 years. Can't stand to be without. Heehee! Linda , kaliese wrote: > > I will add myself to the list of persons feeling " strange " . Ifeel even more attuned to the physical body and would prefer it to be less dense and more available to slip around in the alternate realities I go to. > > I was close to resentment about this when I went to try to get a problem with a cell phone diagnosed, found the phone guy selling goji berry juice and Q-links, both of which I bought and my body seems to be being fine tuned and balanced at each moment now. I prefer to use energy and not outside influences to do these things but know that once my body has felt something like this it will learn to do it itself. When I think of being without the Q-link, I get a bit anxious so resentment and addiction (new support group needed....Q- link addiction, lol) are what is up for me. I am trying to stay in the present, accept, learn and not be attached to outcomes. > > And love things like this where things just appear. > > In gratefulness, > > Sherri > > -- > The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule- Albert Einstein > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 26, 2007 Report Share Posted January 26, 2007 Lol, Thanks for the note and confession. I am truly amazed and delighted with the results of mine. I love the many surprises life has hidden around every corner! Sherri -- The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule-Albert Einstein -------------- Original message -------------- " crazycats711 " <crazycats711 Hi Sherri, I have Q-link addiction. Been wearing one now for about 6 years. Can't stand to be without. Heehee! Linda , kaliese wrote: > > I will add myself to the list of persons feeling " strange " . Ifeel even more attuned to the physical body and would prefer it to be less dense and more available to slip around in the alternate realities I go to. > > I was close to resentment about this when I went to try to get a problem with a cell phone diagnosed, found the phone guy selling goji berry juice and Q-links, both of which I bought and my body seems to be being fine tuned and balanced at each moment now. I prefer to use energy and not outside influences to do these things but know that once my body has felt something like this it will learn to do it itself. When I think of being without the Q-link, I get a bit anxious so resentment and addiction (new support group needed....Q- link addiction, lol) are what is up for me. I am trying to stay in the present, accept, learn and not be attached to outcomes. > > And love things like this where things just appear. > > In gratefulness, > > Sherri > > -- > The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule- Albert Einstein > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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