Strange symptoms - Badger

January 23, 2007

Hello Badger,

Kundalini can also be activated and awakened by the birth

process. OCD is not a typical response to the Kundalini, this is more of the

body responding to SSRI activity in the restructuring of chemical and energetic

pathways of the brain. Areas that are already being restructured by Kundalini.

So you have choices. Go the chemical route ignore Kundalini and be treated for

OCD and the other issues that will come up as the Kundalini continues but is

chemically constrained by the SSRI producing unknown response in your body,

mind, and level of cognition and lets not forget to add the postpartum to the

equation.

Stop taking the SSRI and allow the Kundalini to take its course. Of course

only under a Medical Doctors supervision. It is outside of my purview as a

member of this group and my knowledge of the inter-mixing and inter-experiential

aspects of Kundalini and postpartum and SSRI induced symptoms for me to make a

valuable contribution to your situation.

If it was my mother I would suggest to her to slowly and under the control of

a medical doctor stop the SSRI for the rest of her life. Kundalini is strong

enough and a natural aspect of the Human Being

(unlike SSRI's) no need to risk further difficulties. My opinion.

So I will continue.

This may be difficult for you but there is consciousness outside of the

physical human being format we have all come to know and love. Not all

consciousness needs a body. The sparkly white clouds you describe are very

possibly intelligence that is commonly referred to as an " entity " or a

" discarnate " meaning a consciousness with out a physical body. Nothing to worry

about and nothing to mention to others who would think you are nuts.

You were not tricked.

You are not a victim of the Kundalini. It could just as easily awakened in you

with out the help from the therapist, by the birth process or another means.

Kundalini typically does not come to a person without that person having the

resolve and personal strength to be able to embrace the changes that can come

and are coming for you. In the really BIG picture you somehow wound up with that

guy and " in the big picture " you have now been " Gifted " with an extraordinary

and extremely redefining experience that so many in this world work hard

everyday to achieve. You are very blessed Badger. But since you have not sought

the condition I understand your lack of value with it.

Seems to me, based on your symptoms, that Kundalini is going to trump the SSRI

in you. So yes the energy coming from the hands and fingertips and toe tips and

feet and top of the head. The eyes will sometimes exude energy the popping or

air bursts inside the ears, the heart chakra hurting the kidneys swelling the

heat the cold the visions the bliss. All of these and more could very well be

coming your way.

I strongly urge you to surrender and accept these changes. They are the like a

pregnancy except you are being born into a stronger healthier and more powerful

body and mind and spirit. It will take some time but everything goes better when

you surrender to the Kundalini unfettered by outside drugs. You are not going

crazy and you are not alone, I have gone through this and others here have also

come into the place you are going to. It is really very nice! The journey can be

difficult if you hold on to ideas that do not fit your symptoms, Try as best you

can to unlock your willingness to take a matter on trust. Without proof. You may

need to stretch your ability to accept a mystery in your life without seeking

scientific explanations for what occurs.

Seeing auras of others and yourself is a common experience and you may want to

pay attention to the past life information coming to you. It can shed some very

strong and powerful information upon what is occurring. Shamans and priests and

Yogi's and common people have yearned and worked for many lifetimes to come to

where you are at right now. This is a bio/spiritual event. Spirit does exist and

is real. You are going to learn this first hand lol.

Please go back and re-read the safeties. Practice the forgiving this will have

an effect on your heart chakra and the feelings you have there. Become curious

about the Auras and entities and other phenomena. It is real and you are not

crazy and welcome to the expanded universe! -

January 24, 2007

Thanks so much for the reply. I think you are right in that the kundalini will

overpower the ssri. I am way above the recommended high dose and still feel as

though I am in the middle of a tornado. I have never experienced anything so

powerful. I am better than when it first hit me though. Also, I at least know

what it is now. When it first hit I had the house up to 90 degress and layers

of clothes and yet I couldn't stop shaking from cold. LOL. Then, the shaking

and chanting was really making me think I was losing it. LOL. Not to mention I

have a grad degree in psychology. I kept going through the DSM in my mind

trying to find a match. Anyway, it is too bad that those in the medical field

etc are not aware of this phenomenon. The only thing that kept me sane in the

beginning was that I had been seeing a medical intuitive for herbs. He told me

God spoke to me and gave me the gift of love. I didn't really understand

because at that time I was exchanging energy

with nature. He told me it was the life force flowing through me at the

physical level. I guess maybe I am to take a different path of growth. I just

realized I can transmit healing energy....weird to me. I have always been

spiritually open but now feel spirituality in a whole new way. I feel less

confined by teachings. I also now know that spirits exist and reincarnation by

my own experiences....LOL....This is all hard to grasp. I have no one to really

talk to. I am moving over seas to Japan in a few months. I think I will study

reiki there. Who knows......maybe I will explore the shaman part of my past

life that I feel. The frustration lies in that I do not have any guidance or

experience to know what or how to learn what to do. Anyway, lots of love to

everyone.....thx so much

Hello Badger,

Kundalini can also be activated and awakened by the birth process. OCD is not a

typical response to the Kundalini, this is more of the body responding to SSRI

activity in the restructuring of chemical and energetic pathways of the brain.

Areas that are already being restructured by Kundalini. So you have choices. Go

the chemical route ignore Kundalini and be treated for OCD and the other issues

that will come up as the Kundalini continues but is chemically constrained by

the SSRI producing unknown response in your body, mind, and level of cognition

and lets not forget to add the postpartum to the equation.

Stop taking the SSRI and allow the Kundalini to take its course. Of course only

under a Medical Doctors supervision. It is outside of my purview as a member of

this group and my knowledge of the inter-mixing and inter-experiential aspects

of Kundalini and postpartum and SSRI induced symptoms for me to make a valuable

contribution to your situation.

If it was my mother I would suggest to her to slowly and under the control of a

medical doctor stop the SSRI for the rest of her life. Kundalini is strong

enough and a natural aspect of the Human Being

(unlike SSRI's) no need to risk further difficulties. My opinion.

So I will continue.

This may be difficult for you but there is consciousness outside of the physical

human being format we have all come to know and love. Not all consciousness

needs a body. The sparkly white clouds you describe are very possibly

intelligence that is commonly referred to as an " entity " or a " discarnate "

meaning a consciousness with out a physical body. Nothing to worry about and

nothing to mention to others who would think you are nuts.