Guest guest Posted January 31, 2007 Report Share Posted January 31, 2007 Good morning everyone. My heart is hurting this morning. My Aunt Sarah is in intensive care. She has been at the City of Hope hospital in Southern California for about 2 weeks undergoing major chemo for Leukemia. This morning I got word that she is running a high high fever, she has fluid in her lungs, her kidneys are going bad and she has developed a heart murmor. At 2:00 today they are planning on doing a spinal tap to saturate her spine with chemo. What adds insult to injury is her daughter died at the age of 10 with leukemia. I've been asked to pray pray pray for God to heal her. I don't know what God's plan is with her, I don't know if praying for something specific is the right way to pray. Please - if it feels right for you - pray for her. Thank you and blessings to all, margo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 31, 2007 Report Share Posted January 31, 2007 My thoughts are with you Margo, and therefore with your Aunt. Please back away from results and look to her joy. Just as the physical birth process is painful so can the birthing out of one life into a differnt and new life be painful. Fill yourself with love and just be with her in the room or in the building, your presence will indeed be felt. Unlock your heart and let your love pour forth. Without trying to change anything. Pray for her joy and happiness no matter where it takes her. Open your heart and flood the room with love. Not sorrow. Not fear. With love! As she decides her own fate of continued existence here or there, let the light of your caring, infinite, love be a guiding beacon that she may see all of her options with clarity. - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 31, 2007 Report Share Posted January 31, 2007 Margo, I am sorry that you feel so much distress over your Aunt's leaving process. I will be happy to send her energies to aid and comfort her in her process. It can be very painful to watch from this side. BlessU Sam , " mrshorse_fool " <mrshorse_fool wrote: > > Good morning everyone. My heart is hurting this morning. My Aunt > Sarah is in intensive care. She has been at the City of Hope hospital > in Southern California for about 2 weeks undergoing major chemo for > Leukemia. This morning I got word that she is running a high high > fever, she has fluid in her lungs, her kidneys are going bad and she > has developed a heart murmor. At 2:00 today they are planning on doing > a spinal tap to saturate her spine with chemo. What adds insult to > injury is her daughter died at the age of 10 with leukemia. I've been > asked to pray pray pray for God to heal her. I don't know what God's > plan is with her, I don't know if praying for something specific is the > right way to pray. Please - if it feels right for you - pray for her. > > Thank you and blessings to all, > margo > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 31, 2007 Report Share Posted January 31, 2007 Hello Margo, I am sorry for your hurt. It is so hard to see the ones we love in such desperate shape. I will send to her, and you, energy to help foster feelings of peace, courage and joy. Love, Ray , " mrshorse_fool " <mrshorse_fool wrote: > > Good morning everyone. My heart is hurting this morning. My Aunt > Sarah is in intensive care. She has been at the City of Hope hospital > in Southern California for about 2 weeks undergoing major chemo for > Leukemia. This morning I got word that she is running a high high > fever, she has fluid in her lungs, her kidneys are going bad and she > has developed a heart murmor. At 2:00 today they are planning on doing > a spinal tap to saturate her spine with chemo. What adds insult to > injury is her daughter died at the age of 10 with leukemia. I've been > asked to pray pray pray for God to heal her. I don't know what God's > plan is with her, I don't know if praying for something specific is the > right way to pray. Please - if it feels right for you - pray for her. > > Thank you and blessings to all, > margo > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 2, 2007 Report Share Posted February 2, 2007 Thank you greatly for your kind words and thoughts. I'm tyring very hard to detach from any outcome and to just have love. I find that my love is very " attached " though. I've been meditating alot on love and find that my heart chakra beats madly (in a good way) and I get a floating sensation. When doing this I concentrate on my Aunt and the family that is keeping her constant company. Update: I believe they are taking her out of ICU today. It turns out that she had/has a bacterial infection. Her lungs are clear and her kidneys are operating normally. She was in septic shock and is now doing much better. Much love, margo , " raazor1 " <raazor1 wrote: > > Hello Margo, > I am sorry for your hurt. It is so hard to see the ones we love in > such desperate shape. > I will send to her, and you, energy to help foster feelings of peace, > courage and joy. > > Love, > Ray > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " mrshorse_fool " > <mrshorse_fool@> wrote: > > > > Good morning everyone. My heart is hurting this morning. My Aunt > > Sarah is in intensive care. She has been at the City of Hope > hospital > > in Southern California for about 2 weeks undergoing major chemo for > > Leukemia. This morning I got word that she is running a high high > > fever, she has fluid in her lungs, her kidneys are going bad and > she > > has developed a heart murmor. At 2:00 today they are planning on > doing > > a spinal tap to saturate her spine with chemo. What adds insult to > > injury is her daughter died at the age of 10 with leukemia. I've > been > > asked to pray pray pray for God to heal her. I don't know what > God's > > plan is with her, I don't know if praying for something specific is > the > > right way to pray. Please - if it feels right for you - pray for > her. > > > > Thank you and blessings to all, > > margo > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 2, 2007 Report Share Posted February 2, 2007 I think it was Sam that suggested this some time ago. It is good advice to just have as much unconditional love as you can for the person. That they may choose. Sometimes an intervention is good, but even then non- attachment to outcomes allows you to step out of the way of the process. When I give or send to an individual, outside of K related issues, it is very rapid and just as quickly, i I eye, step out of the way. Knowing that the process is intact and what was done through my vehicle is done. No attachment to outcomes. Doesnt mean you dont try something different if that guidance is given though. It is more of a separation of self from the process. Allowing the higher consciousness to come. Itr seems your Aunt has chosen - blessings to you and her and your family - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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