Guest guest Posted February 2, 2007 Report Share Posted February 2, 2007 Hello Gunnar, This is a manifeatat5ion of what is called " The Kundalini Syndrome " . You are not the first person to have this and you wont be the last. As more and more people experience a spontaneous awakening of the Kundalini or awaken it by other means there will be a portion who experience this. This isnt damnation. It is a Kundalini flow that needs to come back into a more balanced state. The depression is a sign of this as is the feelings of separation from " feeling " and the other senses. For this to occur you must be willing to try and be open to having the flow adjusted. Are you? - Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " gunnar_tungland " <gunnar_tungland wrote: > > Hello > My name is Gunnar. I`m feeling me outside everything and also this > group. Because it is my lower urges that have brought me here I am , > in a terrible, terrible situation. I have experimented with my > sexuality, and now I can`t understand myself and my past. Now I have > activated the K. in my body with its strong, strong tensions, and > therefore the > energy takes other routes outside my body. I feel that the energy has > burned out my skills of sensing the outer world. The nature has > become a stranger to me. Once I was a good musician, it was my job, > but now music is irritating me. My sexuality is gone. The worst > feeling is that my soul is gone , in the meaning: soulfilled > experiences and activities. Because the energy is moving upwards and > destroy more and more, I`m afraid of damnation, that this can never be > good again, never in any incarnation. I have no longings, moods, > dreams, only depression. That is my history and unfortunately I can > not write about any positive thing about the prosess,except > my arrogance that is gone. I feel I have lost everything, and I`m > afraid of going crazy in a hospital. > I will read some of the posts here, but not write so much, because > I don`t think it is so much I can do. > > Regards, Gunnar > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 2, 2007 Report Share Posted February 2, 2007 No spell check here Sorry, That should read as " manifestation " Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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