Sherri - A Realized Being

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Sherri - Thank you for your post. It is very nice to read that others have

shared this experience. After I'd posted it I thought, " boy, I just dove right

in with my 'pastlife' experience, without giving much background as to my

thoughts, experiences and feelings about such things. " Not everyone is on the

same page about it, and I am fully aware there really is no 'past' or 'future'

per say, and that everything that comes to me now is a healing of items in this

life that are in the Eternal NOW, and that the means in which each of things

" comes " to each individual is unique to that individual. I have no idea if I'm

making sense. I do know that when I was 32 I was 'shown' a vision of my now

former husband who was right in front of me, arm outstretched and he had

tentacles and those tentacles were embedded in my upper left chest, above my

breast, and I could see the energy flowing from me into his tenatacles. I was

aware of the fact that not only was he doing this to me, that I was ALLOWING IT

TO HAPPEN. Then I had the clairaudient message, loud and clear in my right ear,

that I could leave him by dying (likely of breast cancer), or leave him by

living. This was actually a very difficult choice, the " dying " choice,

amazingly, in retrospect, was the 'easier' choice. Ultimately, I chose to leave

by living, and for the next few years after my divorce, my spirit or soul or

something often would stop short and realize that i was actually still alive,

'as if' I'd made a profound choice to live and my soul was 'surprised', and that

I wasn't expected to still be living. I do not know how else to explain it. I

know that if I'd made the 'leave by dying' choice I'd not be around today, so I

am grateful, although my life, since then, has not had a lot of certaintly to

it. Also in restrospect, I realize how likely it was for me to get breast

cancer. I had a paternal aunt who was diagnosed at 33 (the age I was when I was

divorced) and passed out of this realm by 38. I currently have a cousin, same

side of the family, who was diagnosed last year at age 33 with stage 3 breast

cancer and is still battling it. There are a few survivors in my family and a

few who didn't make it, all diagnosed young. My point is, I see the genetic

implications of my choice. I face 40 in a few months, and I could not be more

excited. My friends think I'm nuts, but I am just thrilled! How I got on this

tangent, I will never know, but here it is.

 

Love to all!

Stephanie