Guest guest Posted February 24, 2007 Report Share Posted February 24, 2007 Hello If you can tell me shortly what woke up the K. in you, it would be interesting for me. Regards, Gunnar Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 24, 2007 Report Share Posted February 24, 2007 Are you asking everyone ?Ok,here goes mine!It all started on June 4th,06 on a beautiful morning after I woke up suddenly after having just dreamed this amazing dream about me and this man.That dream was so full of love and hapiness I think it shocked me and when I woke up It started but I did not know that the dreams will continue and I will still dream about me and him even to this day.I did not know what this force inside me was or what I was supossed to do.I had so much energy my body was pulsating,all this weird sensations on the top of my head as if there was something being downloaded into me,my thoughts jumbled in my mind racing for understanding but couldn't make any sense of the chaos in my mind and body.I was crying and sobbing every minute trying to hide myself from people,my mother my children but It couldn't be done because it could start any minute and it could go on for hours.The only thing that saved me was that I had enough sense to know that I couldn't stay still I had to do something like exercise.I started to exercise on my elliptical machine and my kids were looking at me like I was crazy because I could do like 26-28 miles per hour.I could do like 5 miles in 20 minutes and I often did more than that like 5 in the morning and 5 miles at night.My appetite went down until I wasn't eating much or slept much either.I was drinking protein drinks instead of food and taking vitamins just because I did not feel the need to eat and I wasn't hungry either.I was also feverishly searching on the internet in the hopes of finding out what was happening to me.If something was making me upset it got worse much worse with the headaches and chest pains and the confusion.I could not concentrate enough to cook so I have to thank god for cup o noodle soup and other canned foods.Since I wasn't eating much I could aford to buy even take out for my kids.For more than a month I avoided going anywhere unless I really had to go.It was embarassing to find myself crying and not being able to stop while walking or riding the bus.I drank immense amounts of water.After the first two weeks while I was exercising I got this thing in my head about children of the light and I went on Google and looked it up.They were talking about the same symptoms I had and I found out what was happening to me even though they were calling it a spiritual awakening and not a Kundalini awakening.After awhile people started looking at me funny, actually staring and this was bothering me a lot.The crying stopped a little more than a month after everything started and my heart was so open and I could feel this love for everything and everyone.I stopped being afraid of anything and I felt like I was a part of everything and my thoughts started to go away.My mind was like a void.It took more energy to think so I wasn't thinking anymore but just knowing.Also everything seemed more vividly colored,the grass,the trees etc.I had strange dreams including the ones about that man and me.Premonition,knowing things just living in the moment and synchronicity.I don't feel that energy continuosly like I did before now but it's still there.It comes and goes like a wave with every change I go through.I would like to write more but have no more time.ask if you want to know something more specific. Love,Nicole Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " gunnar_tungland " <gunnar-t wrote: > > Hello > If you can tell me shortly what woke up the K. in you, it > would be interesting for me. > > Regards, Gunnar > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 26, 2007 Report Share Posted February 26, 2007 Wow - what an experience Nicole. It seems strange to me, but I keep reading of patterns of non-control when it comes to this energy, which is understandable when one awakens spontaneously. But I assume that over time, one does learn control of it (when doing things for universal good of course)? I would think that mastering (or controling the distribution) of this current would be necessary for moving to our next step (whatever that might be). .... just curious... Thanks and blessings to you and all here... Paul > " ntaroiu " <lsirca > > > Re: What activated the Kundalini >Sat, 24 Feb 2007 23:05:23 -0000 > > Are you asking everyone ?Ok,here goes mine!It all started on June >4th,06 on a beautiful morning after I woke up suddenly after having >just dreamed this amazing dream about me and this man.That dream was >so full of love and hapiness I think it shocked me and when I woke up >It started but I did not know that the dreams will continue and I will >still dream about me and him even to this day.I did not know what this >force inside me was or what I was supossed to do.I had so much energy >my body was pulsating,all this weird sensations on the top of my head >as if there was something being downloaded into me,my thoughts jumbled >in my mind racing for understanding but couldn't make any sense of the >chaos in my mind and body.I was crying and sobbing every minute trying >to hide myself from people,my mother my children but It couldn't be >done because it could start any minute and it could go on for >hours.The only thing that saved me was that I had enough sense to know >that I couldn't stay still I had to do something like exercise.I >started to exercise on my elliptical machine and my kids were looking >at me like I was crazy because I could do like 26-28 miles per hour.I >could do like 5 miles in 20 minutes and I often did more than that >like 5 in the morning and 5 miles at night.My appetite went down until >I wasn't eating much or slept much either.I was drinking protein >drinks instead of food and taking vitamins just because I did not feel >the need to eat and I wasn't hungry either.I was also feverishly >searching on the internet in the hopes of finding out what was >happening to me.If something was making me upset it got worse much >worse with the headaches and chest pains and the confusion.I could >not concentrate enough to cook so I have to thank god for cup o noodle >soup and other canned foods.Since I wasn't eating much I could aford >to buy even take out for my kids.For more than a month I avoided going >anywhere unless I really had to go.It was embarassing to find myself >crying and not being able to stop while walking or riding the bus.I >drank immense amounts of water.After the first two weeks while I was >exercising I got this thing in my head about children of the light and >I went on Google and looked it up.They were talking about the same >symptoms I had and I found out what was happening to me even though >they were calling it a spiritual awakening and not a Kundalini >awakening.After awhile people started looking at me funny, actually >staring and this was bothering me a lot.The crying stopped a little >more than a month after everything started and my heart was so open >and I could feel this love for everything and everyone.I stopped being >afraid of anything and I felt like I was a part of everything and my >thoughts started to go away.My mind was like a void.It took more >energy to think so I wasn't thinking anymore but just knowing.Also >everything seemed more vividly colored,the grass,the trees etc.I had >strange dreams including the ones about that man and >me.Premonition,knowing things just living in the moment and >synchronicity.I don't feel that energy continuosly like I did before >now but it's still there.It comes and goes like a wave with every >change I go through.I would like to write more but have no more >time.ask if you want to know something more specific. > > Love,Nicole > >Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- >1 , " gunnar_tungland " <gunnar-t wrote: > > > > Hello > > If you can tell me shortly what woke up the K. in you, it > > would be interesting for me. > > > > Regards, Gunnar > > > > _______________ Want a degree but can't afford to quit? Top school degrees online - in as fast as 1 year http://forms.nextag.com/goto.jsp?url=/serv/main/buyer/education.jsp?doSearch=n & t\ m=y & search=education_text_links_88_h288c & s=4079 & p=5116 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 26, 2007 Report Share Posted February 26, 2007 Hey Paul- There are many things similar of my start to Nicole's. (I was a spontaneous child too.) There was a great deal of surrender to be done and there still is. The experience made demands on me more than giving me the feeling I could control what was happening. One thing was the experience was so outside of my usual experience I had no context for it, and as much as I craved for a way to grasp this it always came back as resistance. How could I use something I didn't really understand? I was the student, not the master. Participation is part of the learning, but for me I feel that I am getting to know how to use the Kundalini so the Kundalini can use me for her agenda. Kiss- Bret Paul wrote----> Wow - what an experience Nicole. It seems strange to me, but I keep reading of patterns of non-control when it comes to this energy, which is understandable when one awakens spontaneously. But I assume that over time, one does learn control of it (when doing things for universal good of course)? I would think that mastering (or controling the distribution) of this current would be necessary for moving to our next step (whatever that might be). .... just curious... Thanks and blessings to you and all here... Paul Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 26, 2007 Report Share Posted February 26, 2007 I'm glad to hear that Bret. This site has been really good for me. It will be interesting to see when/if the " awakening " happens to me how my experience will differ, given the knowledge presented here. Thanks, and blessings to you and all here.. Paul >Bret Arenson <bretarenson > > > Re: What activated the Kundalini >Mon, 26 Feb 2007 09:02:33 -0800 > >Hey Paul- > >There are many things similar of my start to Nicole's. (I was a >spontaneous child too.) There was a great deal of surrender to be >done and there still is. The experience made demands on me more than >giving me the feeling I could control what was happening. One thing >was the experience was so outside of my usual experience I had no >context for it, and as much as I craved for a way to grasp this it >always came back as resistance. How could I use something I didn't >really understand? I was the student, not the master. Participation >is part of the learning, but for me I feel that I am getting to know >how to use the Kundalini so the Kundalini can use me for her agenda. > >Kiss- > >Bret > >Paul wrote----> > > >Wow - what an experience Nicole. It seems strange to me, but I keep >reading >of patterns of non-control when it comes to this energy, which is >understandable when one awakens spontaneously. But I assume that over >time, >one does learn control of it (when doing things for universal good of >course)? I would think that mastering (or controling the >distribution) of >this current would be necessary for moving to our next step (whatever >that >might be). > >... just curious... > >Thanks and blessings to you and all here... >Paul > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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