Hello all :)

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This is my first post here, and I am glad to finally find a place

where I could actually get some good advice. About a year ago I

believe I had what I would term a pseudo Kundalini rising experience,

in that I had psychic vision and a brief obe, and while I still have

occasional visions it is nothing like what my research has turned up

on the subject. I am fortunate enough to hear and converse with my

guides (though I wish I could see them, at least they know I love

them). They steered me about a year ago in the direction of energy,

chakras and the kundalini experience. To be honest I do not currently

practice yoga or have a guru, and I honestly have heard some bad

things about going the yoga way, about gurus that always keep you

dependant on them and even with years of devotion you never reach

enlightenment, but on the other hand there are many horror stories one

hears about people who induce it on their own if they are not ready. I

would love to say " ooh ooh I am ready for sure! " but what I do know is

that when I ended my research on Kundalini after several months, my

guides led me to the love of my life, and a life totally different and

alien to the one I had been living. In some ways one can say that the

Kundalini would do the same thing in many other ways. My guides have

led me back to this subject, and one who is a guardian made it

emphatic that in his opinion that it was almost time for me to finally

have my enlightenment. Still I want to make sure that I am ready in

every way I can be. I know on one hand that the thought of all that

energy lighting my core on fire among other things should scare me,

(ok it does a bit) still considering some of what I have come through

in my life the Kundalini sounds like it would be all of those things

in one fell swoop, and so I would have at least that advantage. One

thing is for sure, the power of Kundalini to heal and enlighten is a

pinnacle for which I am willing to risk it all for. I just want to

make sure that I do it right. I am also keenly aware of the psychic

potential with the awakening, and while it is an awesome power on its

own it is the enlightenment, healing and the dissolution of ego that I

want most. That is not to say that I don't want the enhanced psy

abilites lol. Every bit of help I can get on this path is welcome.

I can tell you that I do not want the awakening so I can be macho,

rich, better than thou, etc. That I am thankful for. Thank you for

reading this, any help and or suggestions are appreciated!