Guest guest Posted March 20, 2007 Report Share Posted March 20, 2007 > For new scatterfield recievers please write a declaration of intention. By this i mean a public announcment of your intentions with regards to the Kundalini, the practice of the safeties and the selfless service to others. - > Master Condrey* Paul* Jen* > Sarita* > > Scott Thorn? > > Dan* > > Katherine* > > Igor Alphus* > > Stephen Condrey* > > Selena Luna* > > Shiva K* > > T* > > Steve fields* > > Bret * > > Elektra* > > Lisa* > > Bradley* > > Tom* > > Peter* > > Marina? > > Sarita? > > Jen? > > Celina* > > * > > Ray* > > Ceilito? > > Bin sama* > > Ryan? > > Dhyana* > > Nicole* > > Andrea* > > Sherri* > > KP* > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 20, 2007 Report Share Posted March 20, 2007 Ok,chrism this was my declaration of intention. It looks like Kundalini chose me 10 months ago but looking back I realized that it started long ago.So very subtle,I did not even know what was happening.Knowing things and being partially aware was always a part of my life.As a child I remember knowing if a person was good or bad just by looking at them.I always believed in a higher power and I knew when something will happen before it happened but during the years I became conditioned to believe that daydreams and dreams are not supossed to be part of our lives.I admit I never stopped believing,hoping things will get better.I live each day in the moment where before I was consumed by thoughts and worries of the future.My life has changed and I have changed radically and I am still trying to balance everything within myself.Sometimes I feel so confident,so whole but other times I feel lost like everything around me is in a state of flux,constantly changing.So many amazing things have happened that makes me go " aha " including the strange dreams,messages in my dreams and feeling that I am connected to a higher power that I am that and feeling like I am nothing or this void in my mind,feeling all this love for everything and everyone.I am grateful for all this and more,for not having any thoughts or judgements against everyone and for not feeling greed or envy or being gealous of others.It has been a difficult journey at times but I wouldn't trade it for the world!I am still strugling with the feeling of detachment around my children because I am suposed to care about my children and worry about them.I care about my children but I no longer worry about them.Try telling someone else about that and they think you are a bad mother.I know I am a good mother but I have to come to terms and accept this feeling of detachment.I have always been in service to others not expecting anything in return and I will continue to do so.I will continue to practice the safeties and always tell the truth to myself and others and I will not let anyone use me anymore.My children are young and they bring a lot of drama to my life which I don't want to be a part of.I have to understand that their ego is very large and they don't know anything yet when they try to bring me into their own drama.Kundalini showed me that there is love out there when I was shutting myself off from everyone.I will continue to accept this force (Kundalini) within me and I thank her for the gifts that I received so far. Love,Nicole , " chrism " <> wrote: > > > For new scatterfield recievers please write a declaration of > intention. By this i mean a public announcment of your intentions > with > regards to the Kundalini, the practice of the safeties and the > selfless service to others. - > > Master Condrey* > Paul* > Jen* > > Sarita* > > > Scott Thorn? > > > Dan* > > > Katherine* > > > Igor Alphus* > > > Stephen Condrey* > > > Selena Luna* > > > Shiva K* > > > T* > > > Steve fields* > > > Bret * > > > Elektra* > > > Lisa* > > > Bradley* > > > Tom* > > > Peter* > > > Marina? > > > Sarita? > > > Jen? > > > Celina* > > > * > > > Ray* > > > Ceilito? > > > Bin sama* > > > Ryan? > > > Dhyana* > > > Nicole* > > > Andrea* > > > Sherri* > > > KP* > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 20, 2007 Report Share Posted March 20, 2007 Ok Nicole, As you are inside your own process your experience may be different than those new to the process. - please do the safeties and the patterns as posted. - blessi ngs Nicole - chrism ntaroiu <lsirca wrote: Ok,chrism this was my declaration of intention. It looks like Kundalini chose me 10 months ago but looking back I realized that it started long ago.So very subtle,I did not even know what was happening.Knowing things and being partially aware was always a part of my life.As a child I remember knowing if a person was good or bad just by looking at them.I always believed in a higher power and I knew when something will happen before it happened but during the years I became conditioned to believe that daydreams and dreams are not supossed to be part of our lives.I admit I never stopped believing,hoping things will get better.I live each day in the moment where before I was consumed by thoughts and worries of the future.My life has changed and I have changed radically and I am still trying to balance everything within myself.Sometimes I feel so confident,so whole but other times I feel lost like everything around me is in a state of flux,constantly changing.So many amazing things have happened that makes me go " aha " including the strange dreams,messages in my dreams and feeling that I am connected to a higher power that I am that and feeling like I am nothing or this void in my mind,feeling all this love for everything and everyone.I am grateful for all this and more,for not having any thoughts or judgements against everyone and for not feeling greed or envy or being gealous of others.It has been a difficult journey at times but I wouldn't trade it for the world!I am still strugling with the feeling of detachment around my children because I am suposed to care about my children and worry about them.I care about my children but I no longer worry about them.Try telling someone else about that and they think you are a bad mother.I know I am a good mother but I have to come to terms and accept this feeling of detachment.I have always been in service to others not expecting anything in return and I will continue to do so.I will continue to practice the safeties and always tell the truth to myself and others and I will not let anyone use me anymore.My children are young and they bring a lot of drama to my life which I don't want to be a part of.I have to understand that their ego is very large and they don't know anything yet when they try to bring me into their own drama.Kundalini showed me that there is love out there when I was shutting myself off from everyone.I will continue to accept this force (Kundalini) within me and I thank her for the gifts that I received so far. Love,Nicole , " chrism " <> wrote: > > > For new scatterfield recievers please write a declaration of > intention. By this i mean a public announcment of your intentions > with > regards to the Kundalini, the practice of the safeties and the > selfless service to others. - > > Master Condrey* > Paul* > Jen* > > Sarita* > > > Scott Thorn? > > > Dan* > > > Katherine* > > > Igor Alphus* > > > Stephen Condrey* > > > Selena Luna* > > > Shiva K* > > > T* > > > Steve fields* > > > Bret * > > > Elektra* > > > Lisa* > > > Bradley* > > > Tom* > > > Peter* > > > Marina? > > > Sarita? > > > Jen? > > > Celina* > > > * > > > Ray* > > > Ceilito? > > > Bin sama* > > > Ryan? > > > Dhyana* > > > Nicole* > > > Andrea* > > > Sherri* > > > KP* > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 20, 2007 Report Share Posted March 20, 2007 > > > For new scatterfield recievers please write a declaration of > intention. By this i mean a public announcment of your intentions > with regards to the Kundalini, the practice of the safeties and the > selfless service to others. - Chrism, this is my declaration of intention concerning the scatterfield and shaktipat: I will use the gift of Grace granted by Divinity through to the best of my ability, to follow the safeties and The Word of the Great Teachers, to further my own spiritual development and to assist others in doing the same. It is my hope and prayer to serve. Ryan S. Valentine Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 22, 2007 Report Share Posted March 22, 2007 I publicly declare that my interest in the Kundalini is to become the best being possible. To live the rest of my life in peace, love and harmony with everything, and everybody. To serve it, and others. My hopes are to receive the gift of healing, so that I can heal the world, for free. , " chrism " <> wrote: > > > For new scatterfield recievers please write a declaration of > intention. By this i mean a public announcment of your intentions > with > regards to the Kundalini, the practice of the safeties and the > selfless service to others. - > > Master Condrey* > Paul* > Jen* > > Sarita* > > > Scott Thorn? > > > Dan* > > > Katherine* > > > Igor Alphus* > > > Stephen Condrey* > > > Selena Luna* > > > Shiva K* > > > T* > > > Steve fields* > > > Bret * > > > Elektra* > > > Lisa* > > > Bradley* > > > Tom* > > > Peter* > > > Marina? > > > Sarita? > > > Jen? > > > Celina* > > > * > > > Ray* > > > Ceilito? > > > Bin sama* > > > Ryan? > > > Dhyana* > > > Nicole* > > > Andrea* > > > Sherri* > > > KP* > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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