[SPAM] Forgiveness

[Guest guest]

Thank you Sarita, I know many people have or had this type of experience

here in this group. Many of us need to hear that not every life is easy and

it will need some sort of intervention. Also, the universe has a way of

steering

you back to the path where you need to be, leaving you the opportunity

of understanding the negative emotion one may of experienced.

Thank you for the taking the time on this and I am happy to hear you found

your way back!

blessings

Lisa

 

Sarita wrote:

>

> Since we are moving on to the Heart Chakra, I felt compelled to share

> a personal story about forgiveness.

>

> My first husband was a miserable human being who took every

> opportunity to put me down. He especially enjoyed making fun of my

> spiritual pursuits. I became so miserable and despondent that at one

> point my intuition disappeared altogether and I was flying blind.

> This lasted for a few years. I am not sure how I survived because I

> have always beenn a spiritual being who lives by intuition and

> instinct far more than logic. All psychic abiliity disappeared and I

> felt completely abandoned.

>

> When I finally extricated myself from this disaster of a marriage, I

> had a LOT of anger and hatred towards my ex. He began a campaign of

> harrassment that sent me into a tailspin and left me dreaming of ways

> to get revenge. I was in a really bad place.

>

> My father is very religious and was teaching a Sunday school class

> and invited me to go because he had a guest speaker. I went to

> please my dad. The man who was there offered to pray with anyone who

> needed it after his talk. We were milling about the room and he came

> up to me and told me that I was holding unforgiveness in my heart.

> He started plucking and pulling as if there was a string coming out

> of my chest and telling me to let go of this burden. It was one of

> the most intense experiences I have ever had! I don't know what

> compelled him to come to me or how he knew what my problem was, but I

> felt this release and I started bawling like a baby. The tears just

> kept streaming as it all rushed out of me. All the anger, rage,

> hatred.

>

> That is the day my spiritual life resumed, my intuition returned, I

> started dreaming again. I learned a valuable lesson about

> forgiveness. It is as much for us as for the person we forgive, if

> not more. When we dwell on the negative we draw it into our lives.

> When we forgive someone I believe it does two things. It releases us

> but it also effects the other person's soul in some way, perhaps

> planting the seeds to making them a better person.

>

> Sorry so long, just felt that I should share this.

>

> Sarita

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