stephen, claudia , ...some questions for you please .

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thank you all for the encouragement .

I was relieved to see tibetan twirling causing others to stagger also

so i dont need to ask about that .

Stephen that feeling of not fitting in describes perfectly the way i

feel from time to time so i wonder if its something quite usual.I used

to feel depressed but the good news is it gradually ceased some time

ago and i feel contented most of the time although i find riotous joy a

bit out of reach still fot the moment .

Chrism i have kept my hands to myself since you advised it although i

still continue to well wish those around me and pray for all to find

healing and peace .The tingling in the right hand is less but the left

palm still has a mind of its own .

I have yet to read the files but do know about kundalini from a hindu

friend and now see what a scatterfield is .

I will find a photo to upload and it will be my intent to have

kundalini , to be open and receptive , use the safeties as best i can

and serve others as best i can when im able .

Should i practise the tibetans, safeties etc , read the files and wait

until you feel im ready chrism ?I would prefer to take things

steadily ,although i gather kundalini has a mind of her own .its just

that i have had a hot rear end for some years which im now beginning to

think was no accident but possibly trapped energy .I do wonder if self

realization was meant to take place when that started but the path was

blocked .Maybe what you do chrism is remind us , teach us something

quite as acceptable and normal as walking , speaking and talking .

However that takes nothing away from the value of the teacher and the

importance of finding the right one .

So please advise me on the best way to proceed .

im also trying to read back posts so please be patient while i get to

know everyone .I have elderly parents so i do not always get to the net

every day .

love elizabeth